My Life

Flying...

2011-12-21T15:58:00.003-05:00

On board of flight from Wichita to Dallas for my connecting flight to Las Vegas. First time in my life I'll be going there, gonna spend 6 days 5 nights there, so obviously I'm going to be spending Xmas over there. My family flies in two days after I land and we're going to stay at the Mandalay Bay. As for the first two days I don't know where I will be staying just yet...Plan on just going and see what I like and go with it, you know? Whatever we'll see wassup. I'm extremely excited about it, and to see my family who I haven't seen since I left Miami in October. Should be a fun & new experience, I know don't post pics on here but I do post them on Facebook, Twitter, & Instagram so add me on any of those or follow @Villegas1919.

Anyways aside from my vacating this upcoming week. I returned to action last week in Milwaukee against the Wave. I only played the second half, and I felt I did okay but my fitness is not even close to what it used to be, but I'll keep working on that. I had a big scare when I guy landed on my leg rolling on top of me, but thank God I didn't sustain an injury. Anyways the Wave gave it to us and we lost to them. Give them credit though they play really well, and movement off the ball is almost machine like, very good tough team to beat. My knee is still hurting in my training sessions but enough that I can still play through the pain. Our next 4 games are against rivals Missouri Comets. It's gonna be a crazy four game stretch that could make or break our season, we will see. I can promise you that the team, and I though are busting our ass and working hard to get better with every session to compete at the highest level in the MISL. Besides that the only other soccer related news I have about me is that I've been accepted into the USL combine at the end of January and plan on attending it in Bradenton, FL. I'v very excited about it, and it should give me a great chance of being noticed and being offered a contract to play in the USL, then once the season is done, I would come back straight to play with the Wichita Wings.

On a God related note, my constant everyday struggle in battle against sin, has been an up and down these past few months. I progress but fall into sin way too much, it is not easy given the influences around me. But I must attempt to continue to bettering not only myself but my relationship w God each and everyday. And instead of having such a roller coaster relationship, have a constant steady one that will get stronger. Pray for me readers :)

In speaking about relationships Wichita, KS has brought me a lot of fun, new, and even special relationships. I didn't think much of this city coming here like I said, but it has definitely been a pleasant surprise and a lot of fun. The focus though still remains all the same, soccer soccer soccer. Giving God the glory for the talents which He blessed me with. Well I'm about to land in Dallas, for my connection to Vegas. Will blog maybe after Xmas if not next year ;)

God Bless!!!!

Wichita, KS

2011-12-14T17:37:00.002-05:00

So I've been living here now for a little over 2 months now, and I gotta say I've pleasantly pleased with this city, besides the weather! It's only December and its in the 30s already the cold months over here are January and February though so, brrrrrrrrr....Anyways nightlife in comparison to Miami would obviously be a dumb thing, as far as the people and socializing and just having goes Wichita is alright. People here are kind, fun, outgoing, and actually pretty spontaneous. I've met a lot of cool people here so far who I still plan on maintaining a friendship with once I leave Wichita. I doooo gotta admit though, that the way they talk over here gets to me, not in their accents but more so in the I guess midwest slang you can call it. LOL I don't know what it is exactly, but I have noticed there are things that the midwest people just do, like say "really?" after anythingggg you say almost. I mean I laugh it now, cause I just always notice it. Don't take my stats and believe them, but for me I think about 70% of the women you'll meet in this town who are 19-26 are either married, or have kids. They just don't like to wait over here, and I'm guessing when the snow piles up there isn't much to do here....But honestly it's a cool town, I've enjoyed it so far and it's actually a lot bigger and more populated than what I had envisioned. Hopefully Wichita keeps being good to me as it has been besides from my injury of course, and I will get to enjoy my time here, make more friends, and create lasting memories. I'm done blogging for the day this is my third post!!! Enjoy look forward to blogging maybe after the Milwaukee game, for now gotta pack my bags and prepare for the trip.

God Bless

USL/NASL

2011-12-14T17:27:00.002-05:00

I been trying to prepare or at least get a contract for when I enter the outdoor season at the end of March. I'm looking to play in the USL or NASL for this year. I have spoken with many coaches, and have had trials set up that I have unfortunately been unable to attend because of conflict with my seasoning schedule with the Wichita Wings. Anyways I feel very blessed and thankful for the opportunity to play for the Wings, but the season only runs from October-March, I need to be playing somewhere else during those 6 months. I have gotten an official invitation to the USL combine at the end of January and hopefully there I will earn my contract to play with a team. I know there are coaches who specifically have my profile and know that I'm going, so really the rest is up to me. So that's just a quick little update as far as outdoor soccer goes, and what's to come with that...I might be going to the Philadelphia Union/Harrisburg FC trial in like less than a week, but it really depends on how my knee feels, I would hate to go and perform lousy because of my injury. So that timetable is running out, and I need to decide on that quickly, VERY quickly! I'll post about the USL/NASL whenever any more news comes as far that goes.

God Bless!!

Hiatus?

2011-12-14T17:00:00.003-05:00

Lol I'm sure there was plenty people who were disappointed by me not posting any posts over a month into the season, some of you did let me know that via email, text, etc. lol BUT IM BACK....I hope so at least.

The reason I momentarily stopped blogging was cause after a strong first showing in our first game as a team (and myself individually I feel) I ended up getting injured in the second game of the season getting a level 2 LCL sprain on my left knee. Anyways obviously I was extremely disappointed and didn't really know what to do...I mean i've never had a serious injury, serious being an injury that forces me to sit out, for more than two weeks, or something I can't play through physically. This injury did both of those things to me. I was scheduled to be out 4-6 weeks after getting an MRI check. The date of the injury was November 4th. I remember being in my room after getting the MRI results that night, and doing sprints, cuts, & jumping in the hallways of my hotel telling myself I'll work all day if it'll allow me to get back sooner. I told my trainer the next day what I did and that I wanted to train and he made me do certain movements and kick the ball lightly which showed me, I would have to sit out and do nothing pretty much, because the pain that I really felt kicking a ball, or doing a certain cut was pretty bad. So I went on and I did some exercises, was on meds, and was constantly icing it, and in a brace. But as far as it goes for physical work, I would not be allowed to. I felt like some diva, just sitting on the sideline not training while the rest of my teammates are working hard, I don't know it's just not like me to sit out and watch. I'm a guy who loves to play the game, whether it be a professional match, or pick up in the parking lot back home.

Anyways through this process I wouldn't say I handled it appropriately or was to positive throughout, I was more angry at the situation than anything. I'm also away from home, so that family physical support wasn't there anyway I settled on some temporary satisfactions which got me no where. Thankfully I realized it soon enough, and got back to my roots, prayer, speaking with my family and focusing on getting back. I watched all my teams games live, or online when on the road, which just is torture in a way. I mean you see your teammates playing and you just want to be out there to help them, even when we won 20-4 one game, I wanted to go out and help get a shutout. Nonetheless it has been a long process of recovery, with some setbacks, but more progress than anything thank God. I trained my first full session yesterday, and followed that up with another one earlier today. I'm clearly not 100% I don't have a ton of confidence on the ball, and my thought process is taking a little more time, as I'm getting used to the indoor game again. Thankfully I have greatly experienced teammates who are helping me get back on track right away.

Finally today I get to travel with the team on my first road game, and it won't be an easy one, in fact it'll be the hardest one. Facing the defending champions and currently 6-0 Milwaukee Wave we have lost to them twice so far by a total of 5 points in games that could've gone either way. This will be the third time we face them and I'm excited to make an impact on the game, and do my part in helping the team pull out our first road victory.

Our game is on Friday December 16th you can catch it live on MISLLiveSoccer.com I think coverage for the game starts @ 7PM central time.

God Bless!!!

So excited!!

2011-11-02T22:03:00.001-04:00

I can't get ready for bed, I feel so good, happy & excited for tomorrow season opener versus the Comets! It's gonna be a packed, and loud arena! Man I feel so privileged and blessed to have this opportunity! God is tooooo GOOD, it's amazing. I'm gonna blog up again after we finish our back to back games this weekend. Tomorrow @ home versus the Comets, then away in KC versus the Comets again the next day!! God is with me!!

Philippians 4:19 - But my God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus.

Grasp that !! That's powerful!!

God bless!

Pre Season Support. Wings

2011-10-30T19:54:00.002-04:00

My last post was October 14th. Since then we've had 25 training session and signed 6 new players to fill up our team roster. We also had a inter squad scrimmage which ended in a 17-16 final score, with a lot of good things coming from the game. The best? The fact that 3,000+ fans showed up for a scrimmage. It's the most amount of fans I've played in front of in my short career indoor/outdoor. And I gotta say this community has truly embraced the Wings coming back and I'm grateful and feel privileged to be apart of it.

As a rookie stepping into the MISL I think I've made a decent transition of being able to understand the rules, and the style of play, I've also been very lucky, excuse me, blessed to have teammates who are not only veterans but highly respected in the league. I've been able to learn tricks, tendencies, and certain players style of play thanks in big part to these guys and watching some game film. We also have a great coach who is leading our team, and has me feeling confident. One thing I love about this organization although they're in their expansion year there not coming out with a "lets build for the future" attitude. Instead they've come out to the contrary of what most new teams do & that is to win right away. I've read the blogs doubting us saying "teams will win easily against them" but we don't have to respond to those blogs, doubters, or haters, our performance on the field will speak for itself.

Personally I'm not sure what my role on the team is yet exactly but I plan on being a piece of the puzzle to winning this year. I'm busting my ass off, I'm taking no days off, and I'm hungry. November is two days away. In November we begin the season November 3rd to be exact at the Hartman Arena @ 7:00pm come out and see for yourself what were about.

On to a little about me, so far Wichita has been great, nice people, I've gotten recognized at the mall and stuff pretty cool. Tomorrow we got two a days still, and after our second session I got a radio interview. I've gone out to check out the city it's a nice city not too populated but it has a good young crowd, the food is pretty decent. We've hit up some hispanic places out here, if you got any recommendations let me know! I'm so excited to start playing already, the team to beat is Milwaukee and we play them twice in the first month of the season! We open up with a back to back against the Kansas City Comets which is our cross city rival. I'm thankful for this opportunity and got to make the most out of it. There are a lot of people I miss & wish I could be with. But honestly this is where I want to be and while everyone is doing their own thing. I'm out here doing me and chasing mine. I didn't hop on a plane and leave Miami to eat shi* out here, I came chasing a bigger picture, this is only the stepping stone. God bless everyone hope to see you locals there on Thursday!

For my Miami people, go to the team website to watch the games streamed online live! WWW.WichitaWingsIndoorSoccer.Com

Also check out Peter Espinosa's blog on the Wings, he put up a pretty cool post about me. Appreciate the support Peter!

Will update probably after out first back to back game. I'll leave y'all with this Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

God Bless

Kansas!

2011-10-14T22:22:00.002-04:00

New journey, new players, new people, new team, same mentality..I landed in Kansas City on the 12th at around 6. Coach Hollimon was there to pick me up and bring me to the hotel where I'll be living with about 4 other players each of us in our own room. First off what a blessing to be here, I'm so excited to get the season underway! November 3rd is our season/home opener against rival Kansas City Comets. A lot of their players from last years roster have actually joined us so it should be a heated, passionate game! My room set up is really cool, I'm really chilling and don't have much to worry about my former teammate and now current teammate Bryan Perez is living at the same hotel and we've decided he's gonna be Mr. Cook cause Lord knows I can't cook haha...

Well anyways I wanna kinda do some name dropping real quick then get back to the soccer. I have to thank these people for all their support, and help in my personal life. These people have helped me not only progress my soccer career, but my life as a Christian, and personal battles. I wanna thank my parents, brothers, cousins, mentor Douglas, leader Albert, friends Nick, Danny, my second family the Pitman's and for the soccer people who helped me such as Allie, Aidan, & Josh. Anyone I forgot you know I'm very thankful for your help. Of course I got to thank my Lord & savior Jesus Christ, He is the reason I play & I do everything I do.

Anyways soccer wise we have preseason starting on Monday and will be doing two a days to start out, I'm not so thrilled about two a days but I'm so excited to just start training and playing that I can careless! I'm really looking forward to a season filled with good things! I'm excited to use Gods blessing for the glory of His kingdom and advancing it. God bless everyone, miss my people in Miami already but I'm out here chasing dreams and advancing the kingdom of God! Glory....

God Bless

God knows more than me.

2011-10-04T02:07:00.002-04:00

God still speaks to me through so many different places, and areas of my life through different people and situations. What a blessing. Even through all my missteps, God always protects me, guides me, blesses me, and blesses me with his grace and favor. Now that doesn't mean I'm gonna continue to just do whatever I choose, I understand God has been patient with me, and sees my heart. Thank you Lord, I notice everything you do...I really do. Manage your time well, and you'll be able to get what you want. Chase your dreams with enough passion, and sacrifice and you will live your dream not just dream it. I'm making these things happen, the supporting cast of people in my life I have are too strong, if it wasn't for their prayers I wouldn't be where I'm at. Now I will pray not only for my future but for theirs as well. I love all of you who support me, those nearest to me you know who you are, if your thinking is it me? It probably is. I've met so few new people as a result of not going out as much anymore but the few I have met I know are sticking around in my life for good, and have made a bigger impact on my life then the other people i've probably met in the past year. God is good, trust in Him at all time! 8 days left till Wichita, Kansas.

God Bless

21 years of livin'

2011-10-01T17:11:00.002-04:00

Today I turned 21 years old, more importantly thought it's my mothers birthday as well. I just had to thank God for all that He has done in my life and the things that are to come. I'm pretty I wouldn't say upset more disappointed with my self and behavior leading up to this weekend. Just gonna go through it real quick.

I planned on having a calm weekend, and instead of spending my birthday like the previous 20 years with friends, and going out having fun. I wanted to just be quiet and thankful for this year, to be where I am at and where I'm heading. My plan was to spend time with the Lord worshipping and giving Him the praise and glory for He is the one who blessed me to be able to live to my 21st year, and has allowed it.....Instead I found myself doing "the same old thang". Thursday I found myself after a soccer game heading to a club with a friend of mine which everyone proceeded to giving me drinks, bottles, and hugs lol...I woke up the next day with a lot of regret, apparently not enough. After a day of helping my father out at his business I got unfortunate news that my church cancelled their Friday service which led me to going to my brothers girlfriends 21st birthday dinner. I had no problem with this at all, in fact the food was great & I had an awesome time. The problem was after they wanted to go out clubbing, I wasn't in the mood really, but again I'm the kid who cancels on everyones plans for my own which usually consist of church things, and soccer and I did feel guilty to say no or just not go, it was her birthday. I had a fun time but again it led to drinking as the clock struck midnight and it was officially my birthday, upon leaving the club i had further regrets. Woke up today at around 11:30-12:00 which made me miss my morning prayer with the Lord, I also missed a prior engagement I had which was to be cleaning cars with friends from the church for a fundraiser, and with a headache....So in so many peoples eyes I've had an awesome birthday weekend filled with fun, and on my exterior I know that's what you conceive and see, but in reality I'm hurting on the inside and feel in a way pressured to not let those who are close to me down. They want to spend time with me on my birthday weekend and make it one that is memorable, and I'm fall for it, but I feel selfish if I were to say I just want to spend it in my room praising God. I don't wanna come off as selfish......

Tonight family & friends are coming over, then my brother plans to lead a group of about 10 of us to a club in south beach which again should be a fun time, but my heart won't be in it. I will enjoy the time I spend though with those closest to me. I'm blessed to have people who love, and care for me so much. I just wish they wouldn't see me wanting to spend time with God instead of going out with all of them as selfish. Oh well I guess today will be another night out, and hopefully I wake up early enough for Sunday church. Then my last week in Miami can be a little more calm thankfully.

October 7th & 8th I'm super excited I'm going to an event called CAP being held at the American Airlines Arena! It's a all day two day event that my church is hosting, and the group that i am going with has big expectancy to feel the supernatural presence of the Lord over our lives! I'm super excited for this especially with it's dates being a few days before I leave it's just set up perfect!

On a soccer note i've been playing pretty consistently two times a week over at the turf fields at KSP. I have a really terrible pain in my right knee that I feel could be from playing on the turf but oh well. I'm extremely excited to head off to Wichita, Kansas. And begin preseason with my team! God has blessed me in so many ways. Thank you Lord for this 21st birthday that I'm able to celebrate. I'm forever grateful. I praise you & give you thanks, here's to another year filled with abundance, success, and blessings. God is love!!

God Bless

Quick

2011-09-13T00:16:00.002-04:00

My biggest fear is losing it all...God is good, time is critical, pain is inevitable, maybe I should. Chase the dream, till you achieve it, believe it, I need it.

God bless

I have a dream

2011-08-22T00:46:00.002-04:00

Just putting my thoughts onto this laptop cause it helps me to look back on it, like I did earlier today and help me through tough times, or when my thoughts are all messed up. Anyways I've recently began to think of my dreams in comparison to other soccer players, or teammates, or people I've played with. I don't know but I feel as if people are satisfied with sticking around being mediocre or making enough to get by. Where's the ambition, where's the dream, where's the desire to be the best. There's a difference in between dreaming and being realistic, but it is OK to make big realistic dreams, that take years to achieve, hard work, and sacrifice to attain. But I don't see that in the people around me, I don't see that in the people I've been around.

I have a dream of playing in the USL or NASL IN 2012

I have a dream of being rookie of the year and all rookie team in the MISL

I have a dream of growing my relationship with God and touching/saving souls through Godly works.

I have a dream of playing somewhere in Europe in 3 years.

I have a dream of playing in the 2014 World Cup.

I have these dreams, and I speak them because I believe they are attainable. I've already begun to see the fruits of my labor, but I know it's only a small portion of what's to come if I continue to dedicate myself properly to God and to this game I play. I gotta keep striving, who knows I may not see all my dreams come true, but I can say I tried and live without a doubt. God is good. I will stay faithful to my Lord and savior in doing His will...Distractions are tough to overcome, but I will ask for the Lords strength. Pray for me you have now read my dreams.....

God Bless

Pre Preseason, Miami.

2011-08-18T01:25:00.003-04:00

Miami, for those who have been reading and know about me since high school know that Miami is generally not good for me. A place filled with, temptation, fake friends, parties, distractions, etc etc. Not a place to be where a soccer player who is truly trying to develop and take his game to the next level, and his relationship with God to the next level. But I'm stuck here with my family (not a bad thing) until October till I leave for Wichita, Kansas for my real preseason with the Wichita Wings. I gotta say I'm really proud of myself so far, I have been able to avoid, going out (as in clubbing, extremely late night events, etc) drinking, distractions, temptations, and wasting money like a fool. I've really learned again to balance myself, truly sacrifice things for the better of myself as a player, and man of God. I really have to thank Allie, I swear I think about her a lot when I think of people I don't want to let down she is the one true person I can say that has literally "pushed" me to continue forward and not give up.

Here is a link to my official signing with the wings. http://misl.uslsoccer.com/home/552893.html

My time in Miami has been good to me so far, I gotta share a story about this one lady I met the other night. The bible study group I attend decided on Friday we were going to go out and evangelize the good news that Jesus love them out in public. I'm not a shy person, but at first with strangers I am. So to break the ice is very difficult for me. We went out in groups of three to Barnes & Noble and decided to see if we could reach out to anyone. Turns out my group and I talk to this one lady named Amy, who was in need of a miracle. It's a long long story that she explained over the course of the night. But it ended with her crying, and hugging us, and begging us to pray for her, it was so beautiful to see God speak through us word of knowledge to another person, and see it affect them instantaneously. Of course I don't want to see someone cry, but in this case this woman needed to cry it was good for her, she was seeking to speak to someone. I'm so excited cause God has already begun to work in her life and I know He will only improve her situation. The hard thing about faith, is we have to believe even when things in the natural don't look possible. That's why I think so many people look at passionate Christians as if they're crazy cause they truly don't understand what that person has gone through. Like I don't know I see God doing miracles in my life everyday. Regardless of what people tell me, that it would've happened anyways if I didn't pray, I can't believe that cause I know my God listens and blesses my life when I stay faithful to Him.

All this talk has got me wanting to pray, I'm gonna do just that now, and get some sleep then back to training tomorrow. #NoDaysOff. Gotta keep striving to get better, cause if I'm not someone else is!! God is good, remember that!!

Oh props to my team Barcelona!! Lovely win today, and now my boy Kareem owes me a 3 goal meal when he comes up to Wichita for his trial with the team during preseason haha. I'm out!

God bless!!

Gods Perfect Timing.

2011-07-31T18:15:00.001-04:00

Gods perfect timing I've really begun to truly understand this concept. I know God his plan, but sometimes we get impatient with Him and think we can do it in our strength. Or maybe we begin to think God your taking too long, so I'm gonna go ahead and do this my own way. When you do this you risk missing out and your true blessing from God! God loves me so much, I know this and the best part is He listens when I talk!

So my trip to Wichita was a little crazy I had to go from Jacksonville, to Chicago have a 3 hour layover then fly into Wichita. Before leaving Chicago on the plane thee most craziest thing happened or at least I witnessed it! This old man 3 rows ahead of me starts gasping for air and yelling apparently he was having a stroke. The flight attendant is trained for these situations, she yells to the passengers to help put the man on the ground, the passengers comply and one is a nurse begins to do CPR. They shout he has no pulse, the paramedics are on the way but there is no time to wait, they continue giving CPR for about 5 minutes maybe more and still no pulse they shocked him, and he came back to life literally! It was crazy he was in shock, and was going crazy and yelling random slurs of words. The paramedics finally arrived and later announced that he indeed did have a stroke and that the ladies who helped him had saved his life. It was crazy to me while they were giving CPR I prayed to God to bring him back to life please, and no less than when I finished he began to breathe. God listens!!! I love it, I'm in love with God like a child is with Toys R Us haha.

Anyways that was scary, but eventually we took off and I arrived here in Wichita, Kansas for my trial. Small town but boyyyy it gets hot up here. I spoke with a few people and they said the weather get easily into the 100s in the summer, and that it gets ice cold in the winters with a ton of snow! Anyways I came up here to trial for the Wichita Wings it's a two day trial. Basically all the ones who do well on Saturday get invited back to Sunday. And from there they choose 5-8 players to be invited to training camp and from there they sign about 4 players approx. So before heading to trial this weekend, I had prayed to God to please give me grace and favor this weekend over the coaches, and of course that His perfect will may be done over me! So the next morning I had arranged with the team and hotel for a shuttle to pick me up Saturday morning to take me to the arena, unfortunately they weren't able to and I had to call a cab last minute. The cab arrives quickly we begin talking and I notice he has an I love Jesus sticker, I ask him if he's a Christian, and he is. God is everywhere, and when you begin to seek him you begin to see how he puts people in your life. From there I go to the tryout and excel above the competition at least most of it. I get recognition from the coaches, and they ask me about where I've played before etc. I obviously don't have a ride to the hotel, but get this the GM offers to take me to the hotel and reimburse me for the taxi cost if I make the final cut, AND the head coach offers to pick me up the next morning to take me to training, and finally they offer to take me to the airport as well. I'm the only one who got this type of treatment, if that is not the grace, and blessing of God, and Him giving me favor to the coaches above all the players then I don't know what is!

So Saturday was obviously great, Sunday morning I woke up at 6AM to be able to get some prayer time, shower, get ready, and grab breakfast, turns out the coach called the hotel and they notified me letting me know that he would be coming at 745AM no biggie, I just decided to hang out and watch TV. Once the coach arrived, I met his wife he took me over to the arena and showed me the team locker room, the office, etc etc. It was nice to be in the arena before anyone I stretched out and just warmed up on my own, had some shots on goal, basically got comfortable. So Sundays plan was too cut the majority of players and invite back about 5-9 players to training camp which is basically preseason on October 15th. We were told before practice, that today we were going to be allowed to play a lot more than yesterday and that they wanted to see if we had would it takes to play the fast paced game that is indoor soccer. From there we had some drills that we did for about 45 mins I'd guess then hopped into playing full side 5v5. The game of indoor is different it's a mixture of hockey, basketball, and obviously soccer. I'd explain it, but it takes too long and yeah I'm being a lazy blogger. Google MISL rules, there you can see what it's all about. So anyways I felt I performed pretty good, could've maybe directed the team a little better with my communication skills, but at times I got frustrated. Either way I kept playing at a high level and competing. Once training was done, he called out a couple names that were invited back. My name was not called. Right after though, Head Coach Lebaron asked to speak with me one on one. He said Sammie (assistant coach), and himself were really impressed with my abilities and wanted to offer me a 3 year rookie contract offer. I almost wanted to hug him on the spot just cause I felt like I've come such a long way from struggling on the field, off the field, and even with myself, and to get another opportunity just like the Jax Destroyers offered me, I felt humbled again. I immediately thanked God in my mind and was jumping for joy on the inside. I was just so happy. After that Mr. Hartman the owner of the arena and team, came and said hello to me, and basically welcomed me to the franchise and said you looked good out there, again I was just humbled. God blessed me with this talent and I want to give Him as much glory as possible regardless of what people tell me. From there the GM John took me to the office and spoke to me about the contract. For obvious reasons I won't be disclosing any details of my contract. But from there I told them to give me a week to discuss it with my parents, and have a final decision. They said it was fine, and from there I had to rush to catch my flight. Again being blessed by God with good people being put around me, John (GM) gave me a lift to the hotel, and airport such a great guy by the little I know him, well spoken man.

So now....I just landed in Atlanta I'm on a 1 hour layover from Wichita and flying from here to Miami. It's been almost a month since I been home (feels like more), and I'm not going back home to rest unfortunately instead I'm going back to take care of my fathers business as him and my mom have left to Colombia for a week, and my brother asked me to do him the favor so that he can travel to Puerto Rico. Of course I accepted to do this, I know he'd do the same for me. So I arrive in Miami in a few hours, and can't wait to see my brothers. While in town I'm lucky enough to be going to see the Barcelona vs Chivas game in Miami courtesy of my older brother! Thank you brotha! I feel jubilant right now, and could go on and on with all the people to thank, who have supported me, believed in me, and even those who doubted me, thank you all for pushing me! I'm boarding now my flight to Miami I'm blessed what a weekend. Give God the Glory. Will update you guys when I've made a decision on my contract!

God Bless

GOD, and the end of this season

2011-07-23T10:09:00.002-04:00

Been getting real close to God and His love as of late. I'm beginning to understand His word a lot more. I feel so late, and so shocked at how far off course I am. I'm working to getting as close to God as possible, some call it radical, but I call it crazy to think otherwise! Were talking about GOD!! See I think the word God is thrown around so lightly that people don't really get the significance of it. But honestly God has the power to just blow wind on those people we idolize, strive to be like, desire to be, and says I can blow wind on them and they'll fall weary. Like I'm starting to see things from Gods point of view. Think about what God thinks, for example. He sees you choose sin (whatever it may be) and say you know what God I'm not ready to give this (sin) up for you, I enjoy it to much. Right there God is thinking what!? So wait up you'd rather do drugs, hurt yourself, have temporary satisfaction, instead of be like and with me?!?! I created the Earth and all the ocean, plants, does this not surprise you my divine power!? God is just confused looking at us, and saying how can you choose sin, and not want to be with me, apart of me! I offer you eternal life, the most the world offers is temporary satisfaction!!...........Sorry if it sounds like I'm yelling I just finally think I have grasped what God really wants, and really begin to look and think about things in a way that's like woah, that's God. I'm gonna quit this rant, but do think about it. Just run to God, give your all to Him He is more than worth it I promise!

On another note a soccer update, today is the last game of the season versus Bradenton we've tied them once at home and lost twice away. This is the last game of the season and it's at home, time to win! I gotta say I've been blessed this summer regardless of this last result. I've made new friends, have had a new experience, have had some of the best conversations ever late at night with my awesome host mother. Our convos would carry on till 1AM sometimes. I've had the pleasure of eating 5 star meals from my host father, and have had the pleasure of getting along with all their kids. But back to the topic of soccer. I have to really thank everyone in the organization, and everyone who has really offered a helping hand. I'm amazed at the support, and unity this community has to help people out. I want to wish my fellow teammates nothing but the best, and hope that God may guide each one of you in your next step in life. Kareem I hope to see you playing pro this season, your a good friend, but a better person wish you nothing but the best. There are to many people to thank, and wish best of luck. So I wish everyone the best of luck, and success in your next step in life!

As for myself I have begun with the help of some great people to attempt to get back into the professional ranks. And now more than ever, I have no doubt that God will take me there. I have no doubt. I have the support of so many people, and I've seen God take my desires, and game to new levels. I'm working hard, and there is still a long way to go but I know the time is coming! God is good! I actually had a dream last night of playing first division in Norway. The colors of the team were like that of the flag, lol I thought it'd be funny to put that in there. Well that's it for me. I got to shower and get to my pregame meal. If you grasp anything from this post, it's to look around you, and be thankful. Then look up and be fearful, but happy cause God loves you. Thanks for reading.

God Bless!

Late...

2011-07-14T03:21:00.002-04:00

My dream is soccer. Help me not to get sidetracked. But it's tough we live in a world that demands something out of yourself at a certain age. I'm not there, I try doing things on the side, but I shouldn't be there. My goal, dream, profession is soccer. Can't I just be happy with what that brings? Why can't I learn to admire the struggle for the reward will be greater once achieved. God is love, He is my life, doesn't that provide enough for me? God you are my provider, but times are hard, I won't lose faith...But I do hope your working behind the scenes of my life, I know I'm not worthy but please help. I'm asking for aide. Distractions, society, things life tell you to do, have, it's late I don't need to be awake right now. Time for bed. Decisions, possibilities, hopes, rest in Your hands, not mine.

God Bless

Jax Destroyers

2011-07-13T10:37:00.001-04:00

Maybe it's too early to be writing up a season report since there is four games left, but then again maybe my time is up in Jacksonville? Keep reading..

A season that has been filled with highs and lows, excitement, disappointment, potential, and failure. It's been a learning experience and one that I won't soon forget. I have been apart of the some of the most unluckiest and bizarre situations in football this season. I have also been apart of a great family who I care like they're my own now. I've made mistakes up here, have had success, needless to say this season has been all over the place. BUT if I could wrap the season up so far in four words I'd say they would have to be "what could have been". Because I mean the team we had was just wonderful, I'm talking about talented players, but just sometimes things don't click...Anyways the Jacksonville Destroyers as a franchise is somewhere I would like to play, even next year (if I'm not playing pro). They have a lot to offer, they have a great fan base, and it's truly a blessing to be playing here. Still though, I feel a lot of things could have been handled, gotten done, and been done better. But then again it is a first year franchise so there will be mistakes but you do hope for less than more. Anyways I don't think to many people who read this care so much about the franchise in it self. So in recent developments this past weekend we lost 5-1 to IMG, then won 2-1 versus Ft. Lauderdale. We have had injuries, players leave, and other players just quit this season heading into the Ft. Lauderdale game we saw something most likely unheard of in FL PDL teams at least. Our coach and former professional who was still relatively young under 30 Eric Dutt told us he'd be taking the pitch with us versus Ft. Lauderdale in order to give the team the best chance to win. He definitely looked nervous at first, but as the game went on he got more comfortable with himself and to be honest surprised all of the guys with playing a good game. So after an uplifting motivating 2-1 win, the next day we hear coach Eric Dutt has been fired by management. Now mind you we have had a terrible season results wise, but with 12 days left in a season to let a guy go it just didn't seem right especially after he put himself out there and we got a win you know?

So that was tough to see and nobody was really sure of who the next head coach was going to be, so a lot of guys began to say there packing up and leaving before or after this weekend and not going to complete the season. In the mix of all this "drama" so to speak, I began doing my own searching with the help of some people. I ended up speaking with the head coach of the playoff bound Orlando Kraze. The coach put it to me very simple after him seeing me play before and looking for a left back. He said "You have a place to stay already, and training is at 8AM tomorrow hope you can make it." As a soccer player when a coach is giving you that much confidence and desire to be somewhere it's always really comforting. So with that I wanted to give it some thought and see what was going to happen with my already team here in Jacksonville before making a final decision.

We proceeded to our training ground at the specified time with our director and new head coach Aidan Davidson. Aidan was the former GK coach, who had left the team earlier this year, and now was coming back as head coach with 12 days left. I'd be lying if I said the team was not disappointed to see Eric leave, but by the same token I don't think anyone was upset that Aidan was our new head coach. Mainly because he played 20 years of soccer at the professional level, in the premiership over in England. So his resume with that alone, speaks for itself. And the man obviously has knowledge of football. So now I was in a predicament, on whether to leave to a playoff team for the ending of this season, or finish out what I came to do this summer with Jacksonville. After a lot of thought, speaking with family, friends and peoples who opinion matter most to me. I gotta say I got my most important conversation from Josh the assistant coach, him and I talk a lot about a range of topics but the two big ones are always God and soccer. So after speaking with everyone and thinking things through my decision was to stay with Jax. I was upset with myself, because the night before the meeting I had sat down with God prayed and worshipped and felt this sort of unsure feeling of where to go. My mind was set on Kraze, but with God when you have an unsure feeling then what your thinking is more often than not wrong. I mention this because I want to publicly say that I struggle submitting myself with sometimes Gods decisions for me. I thank God He put people in my life like family, and friends to help me with my decision, but in the end I care about what God has next for me. So if you ever struggle with decision making, let God have control and SUBMIT yourself to Him. He will guide you better than anyone can.

So with that my decision is to stay with the team, complete this season and see where I go from there. In other news Allie and I have been making huge pushes to get my name out there and get possible trials. Allie as always one of the biggest helps in my soccer career, and we are doing everything possible to have something come my way. I will keep everyone updated on trials that I might have or go to, as the time comes. For now we got a new head coach 11 days left in the season it's time to work hard, and finish strong. So follow the team on our website @ WWW.JAXDESTROYERS.COM and on Twitter at @JaxDestroyers . That's it for me today, I'm blessed with so many great people around me from the Pitman family which I'm staying with to the coaches God has put in my path. This summer has been a good one in my eyes personally I believe and it's not done yet, time to go out with a bang! Never stop chasing...accept that failure, struggle, and not the best conditions will be given to you but as I've always said on this blog. "Las cosas con mas sacrificio dan las mas grandes recompensas". The things with the biggest sacrifice, will always have the best rewards. For those of you going through hard times as well, remember blessings in disguise.

God Bless

What I been striving for..

2011-06-26T22:30:00.002-04:00

As my blog went on and on I had thought what was the purpose of this. And well I always hoped to inform people I had lost touch with, but my main goal with this is to show people, show YOU, that anything is possible with God. Any dream, idea, hope, desire, that you have is possible regardless of the situation your in. Today I got the best email I seriously have ever gotten to this day. I can't remember an email lifting up my spirits as this one did. There are so many kids, people, who have this same dream I have, have this same goal I have. I'm just ONE of over 10 million or more kids around the world who have the dream of playing soccer professionally. Well today I receive a random email from a boy named Nick from Budapest (the power of the internet connecting people from all over the world). He tells me he came across my blog, and he's been blogging for about 21 months, with details about his daily trials in life, his training sessions, trials with teams, and how he has NOT found success yet. But this kid is so confident, so optimistic, so sure he's going to make it. He makes me remember when I was thinking like that. He's still in search of his first professional contract but his hard work ethic, and dreams have taken him a long way already. And he is on his way I promise you this kid will have a contract offer before the end of this year, and I will post a congratulatory blog to him. But anyway he thanks me for writing, and tells me to continue pressing on, to not give up, to fight for my dreams! Nick this part is for you, as you wrote that email, you likely thought nothing of it, but let me tell you, you have reminded me of what it is to want something bad again, what it takes, the hard work, and you have lifted my spirits! Thank you Nick.

Anyways ya might be wondering why my spirits are down...Well this email comes on the brink of bad news/good news, and a very poor mistake in my game today against first place team Central Florida Kraze. 11 days ago, I caught an injury on the top of my foot, appeared to be a foot sprain, I trained right through it and would ice it occasionally after some training sessions. From there two days ago, during the game at IMG, I was on the wrong end of a bad, and wreck less tackle. This led to me injuring my foot during the game and coming off in the 40th minute.

After getting treatment on it yesterday, the trainers revealed I was definitely hurt, and should not play todays game, and I could have a fractured foot. Good news though today the doctor took a look at me, and said you have a bad ankle sprain but I can't tell you if you shouldn't play or not, only you know the degree of pain you feel, and whether or not you should play on it. I've never been the one to sit out, and never will be, that's just me. So I told coach I wanted to play and start, he said he wouldn't start me but would bring me off the bench. I wasn't too happy about it, but I'm there to support my team and hope for a win. We score a goal about 25 minutes into the game and are up 1-0. With that we go into the half.

At the start of the second half I come in and am feeling pretty good, nothing really worth noting till about the 75th minute or so, when we get another goal and are ahead 2-0! Everything is looking great, then.......the 85th minute struck. We have a great attack that leads to what SHOULD HAVE been called a PK but instead play resumed they got on our side of the pitch and won a corner kick. From the corner they win a second header wide open and smash one home. 2-1. 87th minute I lose a ball after taking tooooooooooooo many touches on our half, they quickly attack get into the box, they're player CLEARLY dives, and they get the call for a penalty kick 2-2. Then we start to press into the attack, and we have a beautiful thru ball creating a 50/50 ball with our player and their goalkeeper. There keeper completely misses the ball destroys our player INSIDE the box, but the goalie only gets a yellow card, and we get rewarded not a PK, but a free kick. Off the free kick we hit the cross bar take a shot hit the post again! Continue pressing on get a corner kick, and we couldn't capitalize and that wrapped up the game. 2-2 final.

Needless to say I was feeling hurt again, and feeling even worse for being the cause of the build up for their second goal. But luckily I'm blessed with a great family, who has always been there for me when times are hard, and things don't look good and ya wanna quit. I'm also blessed with beautiful friendships like those who always are trying to help me, from words of encouragement to, helping me with the next step in my career. Those people know who they are, and I am TRULY thankful like you guys wouldn't believe for every text message, phone call, tweet, fb message etc etc. Anyways this post is just a thankful one, for those who keep me up when I'm down. For those of you who are down, listen even if your far away from the love of your family and friends, the love of God is always just a prayer away. He's waiting for you, in fact He's waiting for me right now, I need to get into prayer and worship my God who is so good to me! Thank you heavenly father, for blessing me with all the people you continue to put into my life, and for all the things and people I already have. I am truly thankful, because I do notice you as you work on my life. I love you my God. God is love.

God Bless!!

Blessed

2011-06-16T00:39:00.002-04:00

Not going to recap what's been going on since my last post. But I'm blessed for having people like YOU in my life! Yeah you reading this! So blessed for the people God puts in my life whether it be a conversation on facebook, text, in person, an email. Just amazing how little things come together to such greater things.

I've done plenty wrong, and apologize to those whom I have offended and have created new friendships off of my new thought process, my new outlook on things. Treat people with smiles, with happiness you just might change there day! GOD IS LOVE. Lets reflect that everyday with everything we do yeah? Unless your playing FIFA on PS3 then show no love and woop your opponent haha...but seriously do show love at all times. I love you, whoever you are that is reading, and however you stumbled across this..But more importantly God loves you, and He will fill you, complete you like no drug, amount of alcohol, or amount of worldly pleasure can.

Okay that is all, going to bed now.

God Bless

Jax vs Mississippi

2011-05-14T17:05:00.003-04:00

First game of the season on the road, nice big field but it was some real hard turf I didn't like it very much but oh well. Their team was very well organized they had weak links which I felt we attacked well. But in the end we were unable to come out on top. The final score was 3-1 but the game was a lot closer than what the score shows.

The game started out I think with everyone a bit of nervousness as it was our first game as a new franchise and our first game of the season. The referee was a bit of a joke in my mind, but what can we do. They scored a goal off a counter attack that came off of our corner kick, Gonzo appeared to get fouled we got no call they countered us and just like that 36 minutes into our first game we were down 1-0. In about the 43rd minute Fries made diagonal run where him, the ball and goalkeeper all collided...The ball continued rolling along as the goalkeeper swept Fries off his feet. Referee?? No call. We went into the half down one goal..

The second half we came out very aggressive and dominated we kept attacking there goal till about the 60 some odd minute when we finally had a corner where the ball bounced in the area Gonzo hit it towards goal, deflected off of one of there defenders and into the net! 1-1.

We kept more possession of the ball and worked it up onto their side then at around the 70th minute or so we made a pretty bad mistake defensively and they capitalized and made the score 2-1 after that we went into full attack mode to try and steal a point on the road, instead in stoppage time in about the 93rd minute they hit a thru ball and got their third goal on a break away and that was that.

On a positive note I love the way our team responded after being down 1-0 at halftime, and it was our first game together ever, so I expect good things in our next game and for the season. The player of the game for me was Doug Parra making a ton of saves, very impressive. Now were in Nashville and we kick off tomorrow at 7pm good luck to us. We miss you guys back at Jacksonville and can't wait for this Thursdays home opener but first we need to tackle this game and go back home with 3 points!

God Bless

First 48

2011-05-11T13:31:00.002-04:00

I promised a few people I'd blog especially Allie so here I go! A lot of exciting stuff has been going on since arriving Monday. Let's start off with Monday, I had a nice family going away breakfast, while celebrating my little brothers 14th birthday, it was really cool I enjoyed everyones company who was there and was sad/excited to leave on my little brothers birthday for obvious reasons. Anyways if you everrrrrrrrrrrrrr have the option of driving alone or with someone for more than 2 hours choose with someone, on my 4 1/2 hour drive from Miami to Jacksonville it was extremely boring I literally entertained myself by singing along to all the different types of music I had on my iPod. I gotta admit I'm gonna be trying out for American Idol when it comes around, haa.

So upon my arrival to Jacksonville, I got ready for my first training session with the team we are still missing something like 4-6 players I think, but the majority of the group is here and at first glance we have a pretty solid team that I'm excited to be apart of. I think the most exciting part of being with the Jax Destroyers is the community and how they are so involved with getting our name out there, and getting us support. This community up here seems like it just filled with such great spirited, positive, heart warming people. It's really a pleasure to be apart of this team, and it's got the feeling of maybe something special being able to come out of this season despite being a new team in PDL. I don't really know the level of competition in PDL so I can't really speak much of where our team would rank or anything. I really do love the professionalism that this club has from its board members, coaches, trainers, and training sessions. Coach Eric Dutt and his staff seem to be doing a wonderful job, and I'm really liking how things are shaping out through two days. A little premature, but at least were off on the right foot.

I have been immensely blessed with my living arrangement!! It's really crazy to me, how one of the women on the board Susan Pitman accepted to take me into her home, and live with her and her family. It is her, her husband, their two sons of age 15, and 17 and a dog and a cat. They have given me my own room, have allowed me to eat their food, use their bathrooms, TVs, everything whatever I need. It's crazy they basically took a stranger and allowed them to live with them. As we got to know each other over the past two days, I have learned they are Christians, and are fully devoted. I mean seriously, do you reallyyyyyyyyyyy think that's a coincidence? I sure don't, I know God does things His way for His reason, I can already feel my faith being strengthened by just being around them. Such a great and positive family, they have been more than gracious with me and I can't thank God enough.

I'm gonna cut this blog off here, but things have just been going awesome all around, I really can't complain. God has blessed me with favor, grace, and just continues to bless me with great situations! I'm looking forward to season filled with Gods glory! I'm off to an interview with Web.com to try and hopefully get a summer job which will be exciting :) We travel tomorrow to Mississippi to play the defending southeastern region champs, it ain't no thang though, we got a good team , and I look forward to pulling out a good result! Also if your on facebook go like the "Jax Destroyers" page and show support, thanks guys! This wasn't proofread so bear with me!

God Bless!

Pensive...

2011-05-03T00:20:00.002-04:00

I feel jotting some shi* down...

Anyways April 15th official signing to PDL Jax Destroyers.

Lotta feelings going thru me at this point in time and for the last couple of weeks, a lot decisions that I question and requestion if that's even a word.

Parents are in Europe have been there for almost two weeks they get back Cinco de Mayo.

Osama Bin Laden is dead, but it's not news to me...the media chooses what we hear, and what we don't.. What do I care for, same corrupt people running our government.

Looking forward to this summer, a nice getaway and just soccer everyday, God has given me a second chance to prove myself to be able to handle myself on my own, and succeed for His glory. I guess time will tell if I do my part this time around.

Temptation is a bit**

Enough....

God Bless..

Jacksonville

2011-04-11T06:01:00.000-04:00

First off...This city is beautiful! Nice people, peaceful, calm, everyone has seemed genuinely nice. I've enjoyed this trip so far, it's tough so flying alone, and staying alone, having zero human contact for most of the day cause your in your room since you have no car, and know nobody here. Anyways I first off want to thank God, for this opportunity to come up here to try out with a PDL team which is basically a summer league soccer team. It's there first year having a team, Eric Dutt the coach allowed me to come up here for the last trial this weekend yesterday was my first day and in two hours will be my last day, then a select few (including me I've been told) will play against Jacksonville University. Things are looking real good, and I think the most important factor, element, or whatever you want to call it is that I have allowed God to take control, and stopped trying to make things happen in my own strength. I remembered now that I am not able, or good enough to make this happen but God is my sole purpose and reason for continuing to pursue this dream. I believe it's Gods calling for my life. So things so far on this trip have definitely been a positive! I'm not gonna front though, I've been lonely up here I don't feel I have many people to talk to back home that I could really open up to, but thankfully before I came up here my boy (thank God for this niggas life) Albert he told me "You should never feel lonely, God is there for you, He is all you will ever need, don't seek a person seek him." He's completely right, I'm seeking for this physical compassion or love from a woman that I don't need right now. I'm not gonna lie it would be nice to have that, I remember when I did and it's awesome to have that other half pushing you and supporting you but I'm here cause of Gods grace and I have to continually seek Him, and bring Glory to His kingdom. I want to thank God for all the people He's been putting along my path that are helping me to really grow as a person! I'm gonna leave this blog saved up for now and will recap after my last training session and game......

Okay I got there at about 1:15 with training starting at 3:00 so I was VERY early. Goalkeeper coach pulled up at about 2, he's from England and played pro and asked me about my background and said he liked the way I play, and he could tell I had previously played pro, we spoke for a decent amount of time, and he truthfully gave me a lot of confidence going into the training session. This last session was very light and we were put apart about 16 of us from the majority of the players trying out. We trained lightly and were spoken about what formation we were going to play against JU...So training was fine, I did well scored two goals in a 8v8 game and we wrapped up at about 4:30. From there we went all of us 16 players to Subway and one of the assistant coaches payed for everyone, along with a Gatorade! That must've been the biggest Subway bill they have ever seen. Anyways after that we went to the training ground to play our game against JU. I was chosen as one of the starters and the game kicked off. JU has a pretty good bunch, at least offensively they have some foreign international players who definitely know what they're doing. I played a pretty good game overall, I was dead tired in about the 80th minute and asked to be sub, so I rested the final 10 minutes. JU had a very good attack and scored on penalty kick, which wasn't a penalty kick there player and our goalie collided on a 50/50 ball and they gave the call to the player...Stupidest call ever but what can you do. We were fortunate enough to get a goal in about the 86th minute to tie it up at 1-1 and the game ended with that result. After my game I was rushing to see if I can make my flight in time, before I left the coaches all congratulated me, and then head coach Eric Dutt pulled me to the side to have a few words. He pretty much said they really liked me, and my style of play. I have to work on my fitness, and my technical ability just a bit, and I should really be good to go. He also mentioned the best news for me of the day which still has me smiling, that was "we definitely want to sign you, so i'll keep in touch with you in the upcoming days." Finally after so much struggling because of my self and the positions I had put my self into. I've come to God stayed close, kept a humble heart, and finally I'm playing soccer again. It may not be a professional contract or anything but it's a start, and you better believe I'm going to work and not take this for granted. On top of that not do things in my own strength but for Gods glory. I have some awesome mentors in my life who are definitely going to keep me close, and reminding of Gods word and his unconditional love!

Anyways so boom I rushed out of there with a big smile on my face Rafael Diaz, my driver who's Colombian had brought his family with him, to take me to the airport. It seemed as if I wasn't going to be on time, but whatever along the way we spoke his family, and I. And wouldn't you know it his family has a very close relationship with God. We got into speaking about Gods kingdom, and it's beautiful I don't know how to explain it, but it's like when you see God putting the right people in your life. I mean seriously how many personal drivers are going to first of all open up to you like that, second of all be close to God, third of all they have their own radio station which they sing, and preach basically Gods word. I mean God is just moving in my life, and it's amazing and a blessing to see the people he's bringing along the way. I can definitely see myself hanging out with them when I get back into town May 10th.

Unfortunately I was unable to make my flight in time, I tried speaking to any tenant but nobody at all was working. The airport literally looked deserted. I mean I'm from Miami were somewhat like New York, in the sense that the city is constantly in movement and people are working around the clock. Well not the case here, there was zero tenants and zero flights leaving the airport. I weighed my choices, spoke to a cop, and he said I could go up the street to the Clarion Hotel or sleep here till about 4-5AM and wait till the workers to come in. I called the Clarion and they gave me a discounted rate for missing my flight, and now I'm here just ordered some room service, and I'm ready to hit the bed and figure out my flight arrangements for tomorrow back to Miami. I'm still happy though, I'm not letting something like this take away my high. I'm thankful for having an awesome God who's still here for me, despite all the things I've done to Him. Thank you God, I love you, I'm grateful...Gnight guys see you in Miami soon. Love y'all.

God Bless

Why do we hurt those who love us most..?

2011-03-30T00:26:00.004-04:00

As I mentioned in my last post God will take things away as quickly as He gives them to you. He will many times give you what you've been asking Him for to test you, to see how you react once you have it, and if you can't handle it right He'll take it away I thank God he took soccer, money, and friends away from my life as they were all harming me in one way or another. Anyways in this post I plan on talking about, family, love and forgiveness in a way that they all tie together.

A question often asked is "Why do we hurt those who love us the most?". Well why do we? Why do we hurt our family, our closest friends, and our loved ones, and treat them as if our relationships with them had no meaning sometimes? I think the answer comes down too as we grow up we do things opposed to what our parents say, example don't jump on the bed we do and anger them, once they get angry we ask for forgiveness and it is given to us. Same thing with God people ask God for forgiveness and He grants it to you. That's why I think first of all God's love is so under appreciated. Since it's an unconditional love, one you don't work for it's not so appealing since you can have it "whenever" and since if you hurt it you feel you can walk all over it...you get what I'm saying? Same thing comes into play with our families they tell us not to do something we still do it, because we no to a certain extent at the end of the day they'll forgive us and things will go back to normal. With these two types of love being used as our foundation as the first loves we know. It causes us to have that mindset, I'm not saying it gives it a reasonable excuse what I'm saying is maybe that's why we hurt that girlfriend/boyfriend/best friend that we all have, cause sometimes were accustomed to having that infinite love from a loved one that no matter what they forgive you. I know I sure was accustomed to it, and thought I could basically get away with anything. But I've learned just cause someone loves you doesn't give you the right to hurt them, that is why usually when you first meet someone that you like you try to make sure you do things right, for that persons feelings can grow, and they begin to trust you. Once you feel you have enough of their love, you likely feel inclined to be able to do things, and have no repercussions if you say your sorry. But that's not how things work, and you should never picture them like that....Im gonna end this post here, just cause I feel like I'm going to keep ranting & I'm tired I've had a long day, I have to be up early tomorrow for my class, and need this sleep. Basically Love God, Love your family, Love those who treat you well and Love you for you. Don't take things for granted thank God for what you got.

God Bless!!

I'm back...

2011-03-29T23:55:00.002-04:00

This is definitely one of the longest in between posts I've had, and for that I apologize. I just want to say that it hit me. So many things hit my mind during this absence of blogging. I seriously don't know where to start but I guess I'll try and start from where I left off.

So I basically left my last post by saying I was going to make 2011 a big year, on my own, and be productive to start off I honestly wasn't. Just reading the last paragraph I remember the person and thought process I once had, and what my thought process is now...Amazing how about 75 days or so can alter your mind set. You see this all goes back to when I was in high school, I was close to God and in obedience with my parents, and doing things under Gods wisdom. He promised me in the bible I will give you more than you dream about, I dreamed about realistically at the time to get a full scholarship to a division 1 program in the country. God blessed me with a professional soccer contract! What a blessing right?? See the things with blessings is how you use them, I used mine incorrectly. I thought once I signed that contract I could do things on my own, and it made me believe so more, when girls put me on a pedastool, I had money for a kid my age, had a nice whip, and basically was "living a dream". But as old saying goes, easy come easy go. And just like that my dream was snatched away from me a year and a half in. When your being paid bi weekly for playing, not really working you think money will never stop coming in. You think girls will never stop calling, you think friends will not stop inviting you to clubs, you think all these things. But just as quickly as they came when you were what you felt was on top, they leave even quicker. Friends abandon you, girls won't call as much or anymore, money is at short, and all those things that you used to think filled you up, really leave you empty and thinking "Damn I wasted my time". But see time is never wasted, when you sleep your body is recovering so there a plus in that time "wasting" period, sort of a silver lining so to speak. So what's the silver lining on this one, is that I learned and realized I can't do things in my own strength, and people are as fake as they seem. I'm blessed to have learned these personal experiences at the ripe young age of 20.

So to be straight up about my soccer career, I can't really blame anyone but myself this is the first time I publicly take this blame. I spent more time partying then training, I spent more time kicking it with girls, then kicking balls, I spent more time learning about Miami's nightlife & girls then about learning the game of soccer. I let all those things get to me, and that's a recipe for failure and it proved it self when it happened. I don't regret it, cause I think sometimes you need to fail to realize certain things, and only with failure would I have been able to realize these things.

My relationship with God has grown immensly over the past month. I have gone to a spiritual retreat, participated in bible study groups, testimonial speakings', and a decipleship. I'm so blessed to have so many people that truly just simply care for me as a person, not for the person I am or my personal status. I just really have to thank my family, and friends who have supported me through my tough times.

Where I'm at now? Living back at home in Miami kicking it..Training really hard on my own in hopes of a second opportunity from God to play professional soccer, I tried simply training with my former team Miami FC now known as Fort Lauderdale Strikers, and they denied me. I was quite shocked to be honest, but that's fine. I love doubters, and trust in God 100% that he'll play me once I'm ready. I don't plan on living a double life anymore, as in doing drugs, then looking down upon those that do it, partying so often, looking for girls, sex, and that type of nightlife fun as an outlet. I will instead look to God for that now. I'm also finally enrolled in university it's being paid for and I'm currently attending Keiser University but it's a pretty expensive private university and I plan on switching schools. I tried seeing if I can go back to NCAA to play soccer, but unfortunately I can't, although I can still play in NIAA I don't think I will. I'm studying for a business administrator degree, in hopes of getting that and taking over the family business which I've spoken so highly of. That pretty much wraps it up, I'd like to thank those who have continued to stay in my life through my tough times, and didn't perish, and for those who are moving with me to a better future. I'm blessed in such a large amount that I've never even counted that high. I love you God, and thank you all for reading sorry for my hiatus, I'm back and will hopefully be regularly blogging AT LEAST once a week. By the way I haven't proofread this so sorry for any mistakes in advance!

-God bless!

Defeated or Realization..

2011-01-07T14:38:00.002-05:00

Damn..Thursday Jan 6th my first day of back to training. They took us basically to a mountainside very high up, alright soccer fields with one of the most beautiful overhead views of a beach I've ever seen. I wish I could've taken picture of it. Anyways I was off to my first training session with Barranquilla FC (2nd division team Junior is the owner of them as well) I don't know why they told me to train with them, but I'm willing to train wherever they tell me. Anyways it started out well some warming up, movement, stretching some short passes, long passes mixed up. Then we played a 90 minute match.......For the first time in my very short 18 month career I have never felt that I couldn't keep up. It finally caught up to me, the partying, the going out, the kicking it at home, even the I'd rather eat and workout then go to the park and run. I was physically incapable of lasting on the field, I couldn't run anymore I was burnt out, I seriously felt like I was going to pass out. After the training session they told me to be at el Estadio de Romelio at 6am for a scrimmage game I assume on Saturday. I was sort of just glad to have another chance, as I'm here on trial so after every training session my fate is brought to me by either inviting me to another training session or sending me home...

Anyways after the long bus ride, then taxi ride home. I finally fell into my room and just turned on the shower and sat on the floor with cold water falling at my back. I prayed, and even then it couldn't make me feel better...Like I said I just felt so defeated. I don't know if it maybe just hit me that I'm not going to make it as a professional, or is this a test from God saying if you REALLY want this show me, and truly dedicate yourself. Nonetheless I'm not just going to give up, I'm gonna try and until they send me home I will. I hope that day doesn't come but if it does, I will be heading back to school and enrolling in University to pursue my degree and take over the family business. BUT until that day I will continue to strive for what I want. I have faith things will turn out the way God has planned for them to. I don't think this was all accidental or any of that. I trust in God and He says in the bible before you are promoted, I must see how you handle adversity and failure. I know I've talked about this in the past, so I guess I have to push through this again.

I've always said this blog is my life, not my success, not my failure, it's life. It's real it is what it is. So yeah gotta hustle, gotta grind, Lord make your will mine. I'm out everyone stay up & keep pushing forward 2011 BIG year were only one week in, 358 days left to make it a productive one get to it!

God Bless..!

Sh-- that made me laugh...

2011-01-04T01:07:00.004-05:00

Lol I got these pics from my friend Valentina shes kinda wack but a cool girl....hope you enjoyed them those were a few I loved the Brad Pitt one...aight im out...

God bless

Colombia..

2011-01-03T18:21:00.002-05:00

Short post...Got here yesterday missed everyone out here, they make me feel right at home. Went to the training ground today, and was told to come back Thursday @ 3pm and report for training, and then again Saturday. From there I don't know what's next...So till then push ups, core, sit ups, reading of the bible, eating, music, and internet, will take up my days. My parents get here Saturday but Friday comes my cousin Isabella I've talked about her a lot and told you guys how important she is to me, so it's gonna be really cool to have someone like that around for a little bit at least. Nothing like support from those who love you the most. My parents get here Saturday but won't be in the same city but hopefully I'll have a day or two off to drive out to Cartagena to see them. Anyways those of you back in Miami who actually took the time to hang out with me, call me, text me, email me, tweet me, facebook me, etc to wish me well before I left and good luck, thank you! I have a good feeling of faith right now and am ready to work...You may not have seen it in the past but if you’ll stay in faith, it’s just a matter of time — victory is on it's way...

God bless!

End of the year.

2010-12-29T01:33:00.002-05:00

So much stuff to write about! It's 1:34AM I expect to be up to about 2AM probably just writing, texting, tweeting, facebooking, AIM, it's gross how technology dependant I've become but oh well. I'm excited for things to come in 2011, I'm saying it now and saying it with confidence it's gonna be a real big year! So I'm going to try and go as far back as possible back to Colombia. As you guys know I was on trial with Junior (de Barranquilla) with the reserves of the first team. And it went well I am officially going back on Jan 2nd and having a second trial. I can not thank God enough, and I'm pretty sure some of my actions since my return to Miami haven't been that great, I've asked for forgiveness and made a change. I went out one last night and haven't gone out since. I told God I'm gonna dedicate myself to the things that need to be taken care of, and stick to them. So I haven't been going out despite the fact that I'm itching to! It sucks I got accustomed to that lifestyle, but lifestyle changes have to be made. I swear my mom tells me the coolest quotes you guys already know the one I excessively talk about, but this one was cool she said "Danny if you want to make your dream come true you need the three D's. Discipline, Determination, and Desire. LOVE THIS. My mom is dope. #thumbs up! Yeah I use hashtags now, cause I'm a twitter guy. Follow me @DannyPlaySoccer.

So I tried looking for my goals of 2010 but I couldn't find them :/ anyways I don't think I was relatively to successful but this year has come and gone, and am now looking forward to a real big 2011. Many are wondering what's going to happen with Traffic and I as a lot of people know on Dec 31st there was an option that had to be excersized in whether to move forward and renew a 2 year contract or to go our seperate ways. I think both parties would agree it was best to go our seperate ways, and so we did. All the legal paperwork hasn't been done yet, but it should be processed soon. So this basically means I'm a free agent and own the rights to my soccer pass :). Hopefully everything goes Gods way and His will and I sign in Colombia. Just gotta have faith and trust in God.

Christmas was awesome I mean I didn't really get anything extraordinary, but it's cause I'm blessed with everything I want already, but it was a lot of fun spoiling my mom, dad, and brothers with gifts. Always remember it's better to give then to get. I know society tries to f--k up your mentality with greed but don't be fooled. It's always good to give, when your in a position that enables you too.

People continue to fall in and out of my life, but for some reason I stand unaffected by it, something I really love to do though, is meet new people. I don't know why I love having conversations with different people, and learning about them. Sometimes at least.

My dads job the family business has really excelled this year. My brother began working there part time, I work there along with my mom voluntarily (my mom has her own job). The company has grown an incredible 24% and that just goes to show you that with God all things are possible! Never let any hater tell you otherwise. That's one thing I really can't stand a hater, they're just so negative, and annoying. But whatever my dads business has really excelled and all the glory goes to the man upstairs thank you God for your work over my life, and my families life. My dads job is a freight forwarding company so if you need anything at all shipped from here to Colombia we got you with the best prices and service. Allcourier.com . Yeah that was my promotional bit! :)

I want to give a special thanks to my boys, I know I chill with a lot of different people, but like I said I like vibing with different people, but for sure these guys who come out and party with me, and have been my boys like family since 6th grade yall know who you are no need to name you guys, but man you guys are true friends love yall and wish you guys nothing but the best in all your endeavors brothers! 3

Uhmm so it's technically the 29th, and I leave the 2nd, crazy! Today the 29th is going to be filled with hopefully a breakfast date :) working at the family bizz, working out, eye doctor, some errands, and than a dinner date with mi amigaaaaa with great food involved! the 30th is going to be a free day to do things for me, but at night I'm gonna be with my friend having a quiet evening and hopefully catching a movie that I've been wanting to watch I forgot the name but I know when I see the name it'll come back to me. The 31st/1st with my family and enjoying there company while with them and the 2nd I'm outta hurrrrrrr.

Excitedexcitedexcitedexcited for 2011!! I know big things are coming, dream BIG, cause you have a BIG God. No point in dreaming a mediocre dream! Thank you all of you that have helped me, or betrayed me, loved me, or hated me, I've gotten to meet, or have stepped out, cause it is you people who have molded me into the person that is stepping into 2011. I've grown through so many mistakes this year. God all I want to do now is receive your shower of blessings, and return to you all the Glory, I don't seek no crown, no fame, no glory, I give it to you as you are the reason for my success and the one who deserves it all not me God. Thank you all for reading sorry if I bored you with a long post, that wasn't quite interesting on my points and views, but just more about me and what's to come! Have a blessed day/night and never forget to walk around with a smile on your face :)

God Bless!

One week later.

2010-12-19T21:01:00.003-05:00

One week. All it took for me to push peoples buttons, and almost manage to tarnish a marriage. Crazy right? If anything you'd think I'm fuc-ing with someones wife or something, but na it's my own family. Monday night I got back from NYC I made a stupid selfish decision, Thursday I managed to do it again & to than Saturday was the icing on the cake. I disrespected, & nearly tore a family apart. I'm really that selfish of a person? Do I really think about myself and not others? I won't get that into detail but I mean I was born and raised with proper principles, proper morals, and pretty much a spoiled life. Why the hell can't I give back everyday to those who give me everyday. Who break there OWN backs for ME. Why must I attempt to please everyone and live a life that's not true. I was hit with some pretty hard words today, words that make u scared, words that make u feel pain, and not one mans pain, but 5 peoples pain, a families pain.

My friends who really do keep up with my blog know how I am. I'm never one to be shy about myself, and whether I had great success or great failure I will write about it. I'm not one of those people who only talk or show my face when I succeed only, I tell my story whether it's good, or bad. Cause I know it's something people can relate to. If I would only write when things were going good, everybody would think I have the perfect life. But that's not the case, the truth is I have been through a lot and will continue too, this just helps me vent and I hope it may also serve as a motivational tool one day for some people or maybe an inspiration, whatever. That being the case I'm making changes. I'm not really sure how many times I've said this or if I've even said it, but I really am. For now don't worry what exactly I'm going to do, cause quite frankly I'm not 100% sure yet what I am going to do, but definitely making changes and going to move forward with them for my own good. Is that me being selfish again? I hope not I'm just trying to change my life for the better. And not only for the better for me, but for those I care about most. Todays words from my dad also made me realize how true is the fact that my friends are counted probably on my fingers.

I also wanted to mention how incredibly stupid I've been over the past 18 months with my soccer career. I know what I want in life but at the same time I want to live a lifestyle that has it all when I don't. Not even close. If I truthfully would've gave soccer my all and tried right now I should be making a lot of more money, be a lot more successful. Instead I'm struggling, grinding, hustling. See in the past 18 months, I've taken soccer for granted and probably as of last month I took it serious again, and was really working at it, until I came back to Miami and people put me back into a lifestyle I love but isn't healthy and will end real quick for me unless I get on my sh-t. So I hope I'm able to salvage my soccer career after an 18 month money blowing, hurt my own body, ignorant, arrogant lifestyle. I've lost people, I've lost friends, I've gained friends, met great people, seeing lives changes, seeing lives taken, time to take my fuc-ing life into my hands and fight for what I want. Most importantly return to a lifestyle that's pleasing to God. Not a lifestyle that pleases me or you, cause why should I give a fu-k about making myself or you happy, when God gave me everything, he's kept me alive, he's kept me going, he continues to bless me. Heeee deserves my life, so I now try to make changes for the better to put a smile on my Gods face. If you down with my life, fu-k with me then, if you not ride out. I slipped, I don't do that often but glad my parents caught me slipping before someone else did. Cause my family gave me a second chance, you may not understand why I'm going so deep, but it's cause some sh-t isn't mentioned on here, but just know that I'm changing, so if ya see me and tell me I changed I hope you can say it's for the better, unless your a promoter and I'm not fuc-ing throwing hundreds in your pocket for something I can cap for $25 at the corner store. I'm not down to waste another 40k over the next 18 months. I don't got money like that, I don't want to live a life like that, I'm done. So enjoy what I gave you world, enjoy it good, cause I'm changing going back to God now, it's not easy I'm a prideful ni--a but I know God awaits for me with arms open. I just hope this time when he closes his arms around me, I don't let go again or push him away. God told me......I need gratitude maybe just a sample, cause he never gave me anything that I really couldn't handle..

God Bless..

December 7th - December 31st.

2010-12-06T23:59:00.003-05:00

Plans galore! I've been in Colombia now for a like about a month, although I was only suppose to be here for about a week, but that's how this life is always changing always moving, always progressing. Thank you God for helping me each day and raining my life with a shower of blessings! But anyways although I'm not much of a planner I usually just have goals and ideas and try to make them happen as time passes, I actually have some planned stuff ahead!

EDITED:::::

Today the 7th I'm flying back home. Get in around 8ish then be with my family and friends till the 9th.
(Check)

Next day the 8th going to check out La Roux live @ Mansion nightclub.
(Didn't happen found out my mom leaves to Chicago for a week on Sunday so she said to spend time with her and the family & not go out).

The 9th around 6ish I'm off to NYC with my brother his girlfriend, and friends should be a lot of fun.
(Check, amazing time)!

The 11th while in NYC going to check out Eric Morillo, and Fedde Le Grand live @ Pacha nightclub.
(Didn't happened ended up at a lounge/club called Butter very upscale very nice awesome time, thanks again Viviana)!

The 12th it's off to see a HUGE rivalry & division game between the Miami Dolphins vs the New York Jets.
(Check, huge success tons of fun, got the W. Almost got into a brawl with Jets fan they backed off lololol don't mess with a group of passionate Miami fans)!

Then the 13th on plane back to Miami.
(Check, currently on the way back home free wifi :))

The 14th-23rd I gotta manage a way to do my private training sessions, work out, work with my dad, have a meeting with Traffic (more on that on another post), make travel arrangements for Colombia (more on that on a later blog), go to church every friday, spend time with family & friends, feed the poor the 18th in downtown, play a poker tournament the 19th in Ft.Lauderdale, and do Xmas shopping. I'll cope though always have, always will!
(We'll see how this goes though I feel as if I'm gonna be able to incorporate time for everything thank God, I'm actually pretty excited to return to church this Friday)!

24th-25th Christmas celebrations with the people I love and care about the most.

26th-30th finish up anything I wasn't able to do from the 14th-23rd.

31st my boy Dustins birthday, and new years eve party (still undecided what exactly is going down)!

Well that's just the timeline for me for the next 24 days got some exciting stuff in there, I plan on doing probably two more blog posts before this year is over, one covering if I was able to succeed in my goals of 2010! I'm excited for the way things are going in my life right now, BELIEVE & have FAITH in GOD He will always lead you in the right way, remember Gods grace won't ever take you where He won't protect you walk with your eyes closed sometimes and trust in your mighty God :) feeling good right now, take care everyone thanks for reading! :)

God Bless!!

A special thank you, Un agradecimiento especial.

2010-12-06T23:36:00.002-05:00

Well I'm all packed up & ready to go. My flight back home leaves @ 5:30pm from Barranquilla, Colombia back to my home city Miami, FL :) . I just want to thank the Lizcano family for taking care of me and bringing me in and really being a true example of family. The rest will be in spanish for them to read.

Primero de todo perdoname por si no entienden ciertas partes porque no puedo escribir el espanol tan bueno jaja. Pero hablando en serio Conchi, Alvaro, Mari, Andrea, y MAIKA!! Jaja gracias por todo. Le doy gracias a Dios que tengo familia como ustedes me a sentido en casa todo este tiempo que me a quedado por aka. Les quisiera pagarle con algo, pero no ay forma en pagarle de vuelta como ustedes me an dado amor de familia, cuidado, y ayudarme. Si Dios quiere vuelve en Enero, firmo con el Junior y me puedo quedar mas tiempo con ustedes. Alvaro gracias por darme sus consejos, Conchi gracias por quidarme y siempre estar pendiente de mi, Mari y Andrea gracias por presentarme a amigas, a los novios, y por sacarme a divertire me y tal cosa, y ultimamente gracias a Maika jaja por cocinarme todaaaaa la comida de este mundo jaja. Pero solo queria darle gracias a todos!! Estoy muy feliz y mas de todo orgulloso para decir que ustedes son MI FAMILIA! Nos veramos de nuevo pronto y hasta ese dia Feliz dia de las velitas, Navidad, y ano nuevo no tomen mucho sin mi jajaja! Bueno que mi Dios lo siga bendiciendo y otra vez gracias por todo un abrazo!!

Danny :)

God Bless!

Ladies & Gentleman!

2010-11-28T23:45:00.002-05:00

To start off I am NOT gay in any way, shape, or form. I was just wondering about why nobody has really spoken about this topic. But man are a lot of guys slacking with girls these days. I mean I see some old school movies from time to time, and it's like damn you don't see that type of shit no more these days. I'm not saying that I'm the perfect gentleman, & I'm damn sure that there are plenty of women who would more than happily point that out to me. But I'm just saying where have the gentleman gone?

Remember when dudes use to call a chick to go out on a date, instead now it's in text and goes something along the lines of "yo girl we gotta chill & ride out to the club this weekend!" Like damn I know I don't wanna become that. Like yeah sure I'll invite girls to clubs, but I like to think if I'm truly "feeling" you or want to get to know you that, that is not the way I come off. I'm just saying it seems guys have lost a lot of there manners. Like guys don't open doors for girls that often, or buy them flowers, I don't know maybe it's just me. I'm a romantic guy (no homo) LOL damn the more I write the gayer I sound. I'm confident about my sexuality though so I got no problem writing this and being judged or whatever. But anyways back to the topic at hand. Fellas please take my advice when I tell you, that a girl would much rather get a phone call, then a text message if your asking her out. They would much rather you take them out to do something they like to do, then to chill with your boys and post with some brews. Treat your lady right or another man will. It sounds cliche but it's the truth. I feel like I'm giving a lesson or something, hope it doesn't come off as cocky or anything, I'm not saying I understand women, cause shit women don't even understand themselves. But I do think I do okay in that subject, so I think these are some valid suggestions. Also guys be gentlemen like, handle things cool. Not all girls want a bad ass who is going to throw a punch, or bitch at someone for hollering at your girl. Now don't get me wrong don't just brush it off either and holler at some chick cause a girl likes to feel wanted. But I'm just saying be a gentleman handle things smoothly. Why'd you think every girl loves James Bond? The nigga is smooth! Haha okay seriously it's getting late and now I just feel like I'm giving advice on women or something.

POINT IS ..... Be a gentleman don't become this new age era guy who is cool cause he act like he doesn't care. I'm off to say a prayer and catch some zzzzzs. Night everyone! No proofreading so sorry in advance for the grammar mistakes!!

God Bless!!

5 letter word.

2010-11-28T23:25:00.002-05:00

EDIT::Post sucks, posted it up for the sake of the topic and maybe for you to learn something like I did!

This 5 letter word says, be careful of what you do to others as it might come back to bite you in the ass. Well that wasn't much of a riddle. A word commonly thrown around these days mostly out of anger, karma. I hear it a lot, I've heard it personally thrown at me, and I've heard others talk about how they fear it, and or wish it upon others.

This topic so to speak got me wondering what the exact definition for the word karma is. Well here it is according to Answers.com.

The total effect of a person's actions and conduct during the successive phases of the person's existence, regarded as determining the person's destiny.

This comes from Buddhism. I was literally about to stop this post. Cause I can't really further elaborate on it like I would. Fact of the matter is I learned something right now, that I don't believe in karma. Karma claims that if you're quote unlucky or have "bad karma" in this life your currently living it's cause you did something in a previous life to receive that bad karma. Same goes for good karma I suppose. While on this page though looking at the definition it had an advertisement that read "FREE PAST LIFE KARMA". As I finish this sentence I'm going to click it, and then continue to blog.

Click yourself to find out. http://www.aboutastro.com/cgi-bin/reg2011.cgi?r=plgl54-rc&a=2010-12-12&gclid=COyYj9yaxaUCFQ9a7AodA1SqYA

I was really tempted to continue on with this advertisement for the sake of the blog, but it's just screaming out to me virus & spam. Ah what a shitty post. I still feel like writing I'm gonna get another idea, and post. Sorry for a boring blog post. In conclusion karma you suck, even to write about. Oh and yeah I don't believe in you.

God Bless!!

Never give up.

2010-11-24T20:34:00.004-05:00

Dreams. Simple word. So many different meanings for so many different people. The best thing about a dream is that it's yours, and nobody can tell you otherwise. If you have a dream, I hope it's a big one. You know I -excuse me WE all have a BIG God, who does BIG things so you know what dream BIG today. Don't be afraid of failure. Not sure who's quote this is but "You'll always miss 100% of the shots you don't take". So why not take a shot at the something that seems surreal. Why dream about just getting by and having a decent job, instead dream about that life you've always longed for and go CHASE IT! I know some peoples situations aren't as great as others, but believe me there's no excuse. People have come from nothing literally nothing, and have been able to overcome all obstacles to accomplish their dreams. Why can't you?

Never give up. Never let anyone tell you what you CAN & can't do. You are your own person and you on your own can decide what you can and can't do. Me personally I like to ask for Gods guidance and His will upon things before I do them. That way I know I'm pleasing Him when I'm doing what I want, if it's not what He wants then I'll alter my ambition for something else. That's my point of view and everyone has their own I just thought I should share mine. Anyways today I want to encourage you, to not give up on something your striving for, no matter how far out of reach it is. Have faith and know that a dream, especially a big one is tough to attain. "If something is easy, it's not worth it." Your dream shouldn't happen overnight regardless of what it is unless your dream is to win the lottery lol. But in all realness, you know what's the best thing about accomplishing a dream. I can't say from experience or anything but what I imagine is, looking back and saying I proved all those doubters wrong, and on top of that look at all the struggles I fought through to get where I'm at today. I just feel like that'll give you a sense of accomplishment, of success, of pride for what you did.

So if you've recently fallen off the path of what was your path to your dreams, then get back on! Don't wait till tomorrow, don't prolong it anymore. Were in a society today in day where everything is competition. Even with school it's all about GPA, volunteer work, extra curricular activities, SAT, etc. Society has taught us to be selfish in the sense of your dreams, I gotta say I agree. A dream is something you must fight and compete for. Cause your not the only one with that dream, so if you want it you better put the time, dedication, and sacrifice needed to make that dream a reality. It's a cruel world, filled with people who will do anything for what they truly want. I'm sure you guys know this by now at least my loyal readers about what my mom has always told me "Las cosas con mas sacrifico dan las mas grandes recompensas". So give your all, and after you've given your all give your everything. Don't quit. Instead get back up and fight! Believe! Have faith, talk positive over yourself and go snag that dream. I'm not a big Lady Gaga fan at all, but I LOVE this quote and it fits in perfect with the subject at hand. “I don’t like Los Angeles. The people are awful and terribly shallow, and everybody wants to be famous but nobody wants to play the game. I'm from New York. I will kill to get what I need.” That right there is a killer mentality I LOVE it. Anyways that's about it for me today. I'm going to get some rest. I'll leave you guys with some more quotes to hopefully make you believe.

“You see things; and you say, 'Why?' But I dream things that never were; and I say, 'Why not?'”

“Keep your dreams alive. Understand to achieve anything requires faith and belief in yourself, vision, hard work, determination, and dedication. Remember all things are possible for those who believe.”

“The only thing that will stop you from fulfilling your dreams is you.”

God bless!!

Hambientesss

2010-11-19T15:21:00.003-05:00

I'll post about soccer when I get back to the states. Right now I want to talk about the different "hambientes". When I say that I mean the way they live over here (Colombia) compared to the States. One thing I absolutely love is the people over here, it's the friendliness, the happiness, the HAMBIENTE. Lol sorry that word is just so perfect for what I'm attempting to describe to yall.

Anyways some examples would be it's shocking how poor some people could be, and how happy they still happen to be. These people are the definition of money can't buy happiness in the poor sense. The other way would be a rich person who just can't find happiness cause of all his greed or whatever reason. But whatever, these people LOVE there country! The other day we were driving by these fu**ed up streets, and the poor people are the ones fixing it, they don't get money for it, they just keep there country, there area, there home, the streets clean. In the US some people won't even make an effort to throw there own trash in a trash can, I've been guilty of this, but I definitely have bettered myself, and I don't hesitate even now to clean after others trash left on the floor. I'm just pointing out some little things that you notice when your in a different country.

This part I HATE about the US and LOVE about Colombia. The people over here are not to THEMSELVES. They never hesitate to hold a door open, say hello when stepping into an elevator, or help you if you seem lost. I was walking with my dad on the streets the other day looking for the dentist, and this guy noticed we looked lost. We weren't talking or asking anything and he politely asked if we needed help, guided us, and we thanked him and went our separate ways. Now some may feel what I'm about to say isn't completely true, but in the states you can ask someone for help and they'll ignore you! I remember in NY that happened to me this guy blatantly ignored my friends, and I. It's as if in the states everyone is in there own bubble nobody wants to talk to others, or help others out like free for all, every man for themselves it's annoying at times. The other thing is out here people are always hanging out on the corners, chilling talking, at bars in the afternoon not even drinking just chatting. I LOVE that. In Miami this is true/false you have your people that if you want to hang out with them you got to plan 9 days in advance, tell them the price of the meal, who's going to drive, what exact time, and how long it will take. Now listen I know sometimes you got other responsibilities but I love the Miami people who your just like hey let's go to the beach, alright let go! Or hey let's go to this place, and than from there we'll just see what happens and do something else and whatever. There is barely anymore spontaneous people in Miami. But the times that people are spontaneous, (and I bet you that you can ask them this) is usually when they have the best times ever. Those random unplanned days & nights are always funner than the "hey thursday 8pm here then 9:22pm there, and than this and that" ah hate that. Sometimes it's good to have it planned out, but always better to just be spontaneous. Hang out with friends talk for a little. People in the states get so rowled up in their own business that their lives become routine. School, work, cook, save money, pay bills, clean, sleep, repeat. Live a little enjoy life!!! Be happy, be spontaneous!!

God bless!

Your mine.

2010-11-14T22:47:00.003-05:00

Your smile so wide from cheek to cheek
Your beauty your style it makes me weak
Your curves are able to make a man wanna cry
Your hair your eyes so pretty and fly
Your mine your mine but others claim that they got you
Your mine your mine but they say that it's not true
Show them all that you want to be held in my arms
I promise to keep you happy like a cat playing with yarn
I'll keep that smile as it should be super pretty and wide
When I hold your hand I don't feel like I walk I feel like I glide
Your that girl the one that'll ride
Now baby take a leap of faith, spread your wings and fly.

- Danny

Just felt like writingggg a poem thought I would share..

God bless !

Off To Colombia!

2010-11-14T04:33:00.003-05:00

Wassuppppp!!! I been doing my own thing in Miami as of late. Personal training, gym, eating right (trying), not going out as much, working a lot in my dads business, playing with friends 5v5, 11v11. Anywayssss, It's currently 4:34AM as I type away. I'm excited about my trip to Colombia to visit family I haven't seen years, and to try out with Junior or at least train with them (the first team). I feel honestly more prepared for this trial than any other one, but we'll have to wait and see what God has in store for me. I gotta say a lot of things have gotten better in my life as of late. For example I'm back to a lot more consistent praying, helping others out, going to church, and being more responsible. Back to my trip to Colombia I leave tomorrow at 2:00PM and will be gone for a week, it's gonna be nice to get away from Miami for a bit, everyone can always use a break from it from time to time.

After that Thanksgiving will be coming up & my best friend who moved to Atlanta will be back in town!! We already have some pretty major going out plans after Thanksgiving day! I also got a trip planned already to New York on December 9th to the 13th with my brother and friends to watch the Dolphin V Jets game, and sightsee. I have a friend over there who is going to show me around so should be lots of fun! I'm also planning to visit a friend of mine who moved to Panama for school but that might be sometime in January after Christmas and New Years!! So overall life is feeling pretty fulfilling with some exciting stuff coming up in the near future! I should be updating when I get back from Colombia but we'll see how that goes. Till the next post may God bless you, and have some faith, dream big, work for what you want. Oh something else that's lately been in my head...

"People want change in their lives, but don't change anything about their lives."

God Bless!!

Lecrae - Truth

2010-11-05T16:27:00.002-04:00

I don't even have to say anything, just listen ------> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5zBcXKVaFg8

Then read the lyrics below to really understand the message. Back to church tonight, it feels like it's going to be good.

This song right here is for everybody out there looking for truth
And who says, ya know, we all in the same boat
Christians, Muslims, everybody like that
You're looking for truth
(Oh) I got some answers man
(So good to me) let's get into it.

Let's go
Night and day I ain't scared to sayin we different
They play the prostitute, but they like to say they just intimate
Idols in their heart, they can't seem to lose the grip on it
Seem em walking in the direction they can get crippled with?
Our world is different like Whitley and Wayne, mayne
They say we look the same, but we ain't chasin the same thing
It all boils down to they think everything is relative
Jesus might as well be a South American president
Very evidentâ€¦they say that Jesus was heaven sent
They lifestyle reflects that they worship theyself instead of him
They don't acknowledge the Christ
If they did, they wouldn't worship themselves by the way that they live
All these rappers say they got guns that spray of 16
I got a Luke 9 that can take all 16
That's the Bible, the one they call
But they don't care about the author, They think he's a joke

Man, see some folks say, "All truth is relative, it just depends on what you believe." You know, "hey man, ain't no way to know for sure who God is or what's really true." But that means you believe your own statement; that there's no way to know what's really true. You're saying that that statement is true. You're killing yourself. If what's true for you is true for you and what's true for me is true for me, what if my truth says your's is a lie? Is it still true? Come on man!

I promise everybody is askin the same questions, "Who am I? What is my purpose and my direction?"
Probably believe that you exist for no other reason
Than self satisfaction, hedonism, and pleasing things
Life's about you gettin yours and being happy
Even if it means a divorce and switchin families?
Your job, your house, your car, your spouse
It's all for the glory of youâ€¦else you out

You go to school, get ya degrees, and get a job
So you can make a whole lot of cheese, cuz life's hard
You never thought of livin to please a real God
And that's the reason He made you
(See) He gave you breath to breathe, the chest to breathe it
So you can taste and see He's the best, believe it
He made us for His glory, and not for your own, homie
Our God is holyâ€¦you should repent and die slowly

See, there's this thing called "Secular Humanism", it says man is the source of all meaning and all purposing. You know what i'm saying? We're just the result of a big cosmic explosion. We don't really have a purpose or meaning, so we just come up with our own purpose. We're the source of our meaning and our purpose. How can a man, which is the product of chance, a finite being be the source of purpose and meaning? You can't! You're created with purpose man! Get with The Creator yo!

Man, everybody got a problem with God
And when you mention the Christ, then they really get to turning the knob
But some say they roll with Christ
Cuz some rappers made him seem like He was cool with all the sin in they life
No!
But then some say, "How could God exist when all this evil stuff in the world keep persistin?"
Wrong question, ask again
How come God ain't let you feel the wrath from sin?
What you thought last night deserves a first class flight to Hell
Where God doesn't dwell, you got that right
But he brought back life on that cross that night
Christ died
You ain't know that it cost that price?
All of God's anger poured on His Son
Been together through all eternity
Now He was shun
Praise God for the life that was won for us
Ain't got a beef with God because the Son was Christ

Look, man, some people say that God ain't real 'cause they don't see how a good God can exsist with all this evil in the world. If God is real then He should stop all this evil, 'cause He's all-powerful right? What is evil though man? It's anything that's against God. It's anything morally bad or wrong. It's murder, rape, stealing, lying, cheating. But if we want God to stop evil, do we want Him to stop it all or just a little bit of it? If He stops us from doing evil things, what about lying, or what about our evil thoughts? I mean, where do you stop, the murder level, the lying level, or the thinking level? If we want Him to stop evil, we gotta be consistent, we can't just pick and choose. That means you and I would be eliminated right? Because we think evil stuff. If that's true, we should be eliminated! But thanks be to God that Jesus stepped in to save us from our sin! Christ died for all evilness! Repent, turn to Jesus man!"

thoughts.

2010-09-27T12:38:00.002-04:00

Can someone become so accustomed to change that if they don't have change after a certain amount of time, they start needing it, and desiring change. Also is being on one hour of sleep, and having really strange thoughts not good for you?? Like those thoughts that you think during that one hour of sleep are they real thoughts, or thoughts that are deprived of sleep and aren't thinking right? Oh this post is on one hour of sleep and I really feeeel like I needed to write. I want change. I want to leave. I want something new. I'm desiring to succeed in something else. I don't like being the best at any one thing I think. I think I think, that I like knowing that I can succeed at it, then give it up and follow a new endeavor. Is that strange? Is it weird that when my uncle was being held alive by tubes and I can't find any words to say, how to act, or even what facial expression to have. I'm deep in my thoughts right now, maybe I shouldn't write, why should I even post this. People are going to think I'm weird. I am weird. I have an alter side to me, that not many people know when I'm alone I just think too much, I think that's why I love having so many friends to know incase I lose one I have another. But I've really learned to have a close circle now. Are you in that circle? If you have to think about it, your probably not. Soccer is life, a way of life. Partying is crazy. God is amazing. Family is love, but hate? Love but no unconditional but I feel like I have that. Am I weird to think a human can love me unconditionally, no matter my faults still care for me, love me, am I beyond your thinking level? What about taking a risk of lifetime, just this one chance that if it works it changes your life, but willing to accept the failure and willing to hear all the I told you sos'. Only way to succeed is to fail right? Damn I needed to write. Don't mind this, you don't know me. Take care all.

God bless

My Family

2010-09-05T18:17:00.006-04:00

What is family to you? Someone who is blood related, or only people in your immediate family? Do you consider all your family, family? I have four brothers, one cousin, a mother, a father, and an uncle. Those are people I consider something more than family. I have two brothers, a mom, and a dad from my immediate family. Then I have an uncle and cousin from my dads side of the family. Finally I have two brothers who are really just friends but that are more than just friends to me, I consider them family.

Let's start with my two friends, Jona Andrade and Dustin Goffan. Jona, I've known him since I was hmm I'd say about 6 years old and he's always been my older brothers best friend. He's been living with my family and I now for about a year, and he's really a great humble kid. He's a hard working dedicated person. I can really say I love him, and will protect him like he's family. We have a funny relationship to, we love pissing each other off. Whether it be from the last ice cream bar, to who's winning in a video game. Haha I'm laughing while writing this, we've had so many funny moments where we just talk shit to each other. When I was younger we weren't as close, but now that I'm older and we share more interests we've really gotten closer and I just wanted to let you know even though you already know Jona your family brother, I love you man. Next is Dustin my nigggaaaaaaaa, (don't take offense anyone it's slang). I've known him forever now, but we recently started getting close about a year ago. It's crazy how you grow with someone, in just a year, I look back to a year ago when we first started hanging out and damn we were fools, and not in the best situations. I look at us now, not only has our friendship grown, but we've grown as people. I love this kid so much for his honesty. Shit if there's anyone that ever tells me like it is, and has to be brutally honest I know I can count on him. Were truly boys, brothers, and I would like to think -actually naw it's a fact I know this fool would do me a favor if I ever needed it no matter what it is, he actually baby sat my little brother a whole day for me at my house and like it wasn't the funnest thing but I had to do something and he had my back. I can get into a lot more detailed crazier stories but you'll have to go out with us to experience that haha. Love you braaa.

Next my cousin Bella, and her dad who is my uncle German. Never have I met anyone outside of my immediate family who gives me so much unconditional love like my uncle. Crazy guy he is, always in a good mood, always smiling, trying to be young. I love it he can seriously be having a bad day but I swear I wouldn't be able to notice it at all. I haven't seen him in a long time cause he doesn't live in the states no more, but damn what I would give to see him again. I'm sure I will one of these days, and soon. God knows how much I miss him, and am just longing to chill by the beach with him, and talk shit while listening to vallenato. Ah just thinking about it gives me a quick jolt of excitement followed by the pain of missing him. The time will come though for sure I have no doubt. Next, Bella Bella Bella, oh where would I be today if it wasn't for some of the talks we had. One talk in particular, I was so close to dropping out of high school, just cause I didn't feel like dealing with bullshit classes anymore. You literally came to my house that same night you heard, it was like 11pm and talked massive sense into me. You've seriously been one of my biggest supporters going to my soccer games, keeping me away from making stupid decisions. For example when I was hustling for money, and doing stupid shit, you caught me and stopped me before I got in any deeper. Honestly I'd probably have a different mindset if it weren't for you. You've always always been there for me prima I seriously love you with all my heart.

Then I have my two real blood brothers. Diego damn, all the shit we've been through together and against each other. We've done some really stupid stuff, to some even stupider stuff to each other. But honestly I can't stay mad at my brother for more than 12 hours probably. LOL yo D since your reading this, think about the day I scored on you at FIFA at 3am and stayed quiet and you just whooped my ass in the closet for scoring a goal, haha I'm seriously cracking up at my computer screen as I write this. I love you big brother, you know I've always looked up to you. You've always been an inspiration to me, and I hope in some ways I can be one to you as well. You have definitely kept me out of trouble, now that I think about why am I always getting myself into dumb troublesome situations? Whatever thank God I got a brother like you to look out for me, I love you man you know we have a bond like no other. I'm proud of everything your doing in your life D you've made me somewhat the person I am today with advice, and just learning from your dumb mistakes haha. Keep looking over me man, I'm bound to keep messing up. Now for my younger brother, for those of you who are close to me know that we call him Mono. Mono man your so annoying sometimes, but I know I'm way more annoying to you than you are to me!! I love you so much mono, I guess that's why sometimes I'm so hard on you about soccer, and stuff it's only cause I want you to be the best at everything. Like in Call Of Duty you rape me in it! I want you to know also Mono that I'm always here to give you advice on anything from girls, to soccer, to anything. Your the best little brother, and I'm sorry for pissing you off so many times, and making you do favors for me. I promise that when I go back to Miami we'll go paintballing again to make it up to you. Your the best little brother ever, and not only cause of the favors you do for me!! Love you monks.

Lastly my parents, my mom. I'm gonna write this part in spanish for them. Mami y Papi adonde comienzo con ustedes. Jamas en mi vida e conocido unos papas que dan todo el amor, sacrificio, que ustedes dan y en sima de eso yo hago y a echo toda las cagadas del mundo. Perdoname por todo las peleas que emos tenio se que tengo un caracter fuerte y no estamos de acuerdo muchas veces. Pero como siempre ustedes ya lo viveron y siempre tienen la razon. Mami, papi gracias por nunca darse por vencido en mi. Si no era por todo el apollo de ustedes y la fe que ustedes tienen en mi, no estaria donde estoy hoy. Mami gracias por siempre hablarme y darme la confianza para segir con cosas cuando yo no queria mas. Papi gracias por darme todo el amor y supporto que me das, y tambien por ensenarme que tienes que luchar para lo que quieres en esta vida. Usted es el ejemplo mas grande de eso, con todo lo que has vivido y ahora haciendo el hermano menor supportas a todo ellos con lo que puedas, y en sima de eso das todo a tu familia. Los dos son personas maravillosas y si Dios quiere puedo ser solo medio de lo que son ustedes. Incredible la fe que tienen, el amor, que dan, y tan trabajadores que son. Gracias por ensenarme todo lo que me han ensenado, por todo los consejos, y por hacerme en la persona que ven en frente de ustedes hoy en dia. O jala les doy orgullo a ustedes para mi tengo todo el orgullo del mundo para decir que ustedes son mis papas. Los amo con todo lo que tengo!! I love you!!!!!!

Damn.........that was a bit emotional. For those who don't understand spanish I'm sorry, that was something more correlated toward my parents. But yeah that's my family, that's what makes me who I am. Those are the people I pray for everyday, and hope God protects and blesses their lives each day more and more. Take a second to appreciate your family, give your mom that kiss goodbye. Call your dad and wish him a good day at work, and tell him you want to have lunch together. Go play basketball with your brother in the park, and then talk shit after. Help around the house for when your mom gets home she has one less chore to do. Appreciate your family, there something special. I love you fam, hope you guys enjoyed todays entry.

God bless.

Fear...

2010-09-01T19:51:00.003-04:00

Ever wonder about how your life will be in 10 years, 5 years, 2 years, even next year. I mean some people have plans, other choose to just go with the flow and take life as it comes. I don't know, I mean I'm not scared of much but this is one topic that installs fear in me. I have faith in myself to get things done and to live a good life, and a successful one at that. But I gotta admit there are times where I just lay back and think. "What if I never become successful in anything, and am poor and broke and living on the street." I mean my life has always been a blessed one, a very blessed one at that. And even now since I graduated high school I been making my own money off my own hard work, and if soccer doesn't work out for me I have school practically paid for so I can always just get my degree and live a good life. I don't know maybe it's just me, maybe I'm weird in that sense. But damn it it's the truth. I know God knows I'm insecure at times about my self, a little self conscious, and fearful. But it's me, it's real. I sure act as if I don't have a care in the world and my life is the best. But that's just cause I have this other F word installed in me that pushes away this fear, it's called faith. This feeling of fear, and belief of faith constantly go at it. People have told me you don't need money to be successful, or to feel good about yourself but it sucks cause society has put in my head that we measure the success of a person by his net worth. In some cases I believe it in other cases I hate it, cause they're so many people in this world who do amazing things. For instance help feed the poor, make the earth a better place, go to Haiti and help out starving families who have no fault in a natural disaster such as an earthquake. Shit like that. I read something today that really hit me. I was on tmz.com, yeah go ahead act like you've never visited the website. Whatever I was on it, and read about how Mike "The Situation" famous Jersey Shore star, is set to make somewhere in the area of 5 million dollars next year. How? Well the show for one, his "abs workout" video, endorsements (whoever endorsed this clown obviously has no sense), appearances, and his autobiography...I mean seriously what is he going to write about for so many pages??? GTL? Gym, Tan, & Laundry for a couple hundred pages, it's pitiful. Then I scrolled down to see what people commented, and this one comment just stuck out to me as it would for anyone I'm sure. It said, "I was a US Soldier and fought for my country for 9 years and gave my life to it. Now I'm back in states and I only made $20,000 last year and am set to make even less this year. If this guy is making this much money in THIS country for being a douche, then I'm not proud to say I'm an american." I mean damn go back and read that again. The Situation, makes somewhere up to $5 million dollars for partying, being a weird shade of orange, and wearing Ed Hardy clothes. As for someone who risked there very own LIFE for 9 years dodging bullets for OUR freedom, makes somewhere around $20,000 dollars. I mean this is why I learned to not measure success anymore by our monetary worth. And this is why I'm choosing of giving up the fear I have about being successful and not living a "rich" life. Cause quite frankly society is fucked up, and has lost it's way. I refuse to lose my way, and my morals that were installed in me as young boy growing up. I won't forget my roots, and I won't be ashamed of what I become because I'm gonna be something great, regardless of what you say or think. I've been doubted for a large part of my life, and quite frankly keep on doubting me, you give me an added fire to succeed. And not for the purpose of succeeding and then throwing it in your face. I'll succeed and be quiet about it, and you'll hear about me one day. Whether I'm doing it as a professional soccer player, working a 9-5, I'm gonna make a change in this world. I'll make a difference. So fear I got two words for you fuck off, I got faith in myself to live a successful life, in whatever it is God has planned for me. That's all I ask for, God take my life into your hands and let your will be done. If soccer isn't what I'm gonna do that's fine, I promise you though that whatever I do in this life I'll give you credit and glory and I'll do it to the best of my ability. I'm gonna live a happy and successful life, so don't judge me based on shit I do now, and shit I will do in the future. This is me just being, and it's real. Get used to it. I ain't going no where. Dueces.

God Bless

God bless

Aubrey Drake "Drizzyy" Graham

2010-09-01T19:06:00.004-04:00

The man in the title of this entry is simply a lyrical genius. What I think makes him so great is, that he doesn't just sell records by rapping about money, cars, and hoes. He sells what's on his mind and what's in his heart. When you can do that and sell over a million copies of your first album, then damn you can realize you got some sort of talent. Think about it though for a second, I mean a lot of his tracks we can relate to like feelings for a girl, or moving to fast with a girl, or being deceived by a girl. I know I have but whatever. On top of being able to rap, and do the smooth softness that requires to do good R&B music, he acts also! He was a part of the Degrassi show for I believe one or two seasons. So this "kid" (in reality that's what he is although he is older than me) is a self made multi millionaire on his ability to act, and express feelings from the heart & mind to a piece of paper, or in his case a blackberry and then speak it with a genuine flow. Yeah a lot of people have that ability as well, but correct me if I'm wrong in saying that Drake has a style that's just rare. No one really compares to his humbleness and I guess sorta swag that he carries himself with you can say.

Nonetheless I'm just really excited about going to his concert on September 21st in Miami! This will be his first time performing in Miami so I expect him to do it big, and extravagantly. If you haven't got a ticket don't bother trying cause it's sold out! Drake is highly regarded as the next big thing, and pretty much has already lived up to it, now it's just a matter of staying at the top and doing what he does. So Drizzyyyy I'm ready for you to come to Miami and tear it up, I've seen the performance you did in Toronto and the energy you had gave me goosebumps, hope you do the same in MIA. No homo haha. Peace!

God Bless all.

RIP Andy Parreno

2010-08-31T21:05:00.002-04:00

Sucks I haven't even had this blog so long, and I've lost two friends who never got to even see the ripe age of 20. The thing with death is, it's unexpected, it's painful, it leaves you asking many many questions. I've come to understand to not understand why death, why young, why him/her. We can't question Gods choosing, we can't attempt to comprehend it either or else we'll fight with our mind the rest of our lives attempting to figure out an answerless question. We just have to accept what's happened, and try to move on. Yes, much easier said than done. And yes, much easier for me as I wasn't as close to him as let's say his family, his click of friends "NFU" or his girlfriend my condolences to all of you. Trust me I've prayed, and hope you guys will be good, I know you guys are good, what sucks is I read constantly over Facebook your guys strong faith in comments. But sometimes it's just Gods way of doing things. Let's just accept it, and be happy that he gets to rest in peace and be in the heavens. I promise you he's not that far away, just look up to the skies he's looking right back at you with a big smile. C'mon lets be real that kid always had a smile, and always had a good time you know he wouldn't want you any different now besides with a big smile, and possibly a shot glass. Haha God bless you Andy, your family, your girlfriend, your friends, and were smiling up while you smile down at us.

God bless & RIP Andy Parreno!!

Rejuvenated!

2010-08-28T17:57:00.002-04:00

My spirit and need to write has been rejuvenated!! First off cause I'm back in Brazil and you guys know last time I was here it can get boring with so much free time, but the other reason is thanks to fellow teammate back in Miami FC Chris Gbandi! I started reading his blog which you can follow @ www.cgbandi.blogspot.com and it's just inspired me to write, this time not so much as to only about soccer, but quite frankly just whatever I feel like writing about.

Well to start out I'd like to thank all the wonderful people in Miami who I met this summer, and hung out with for making it an unforgettable one, and the way my summer ended was just perfect. Meeting someone great, and coming back to Brazil for a trial with the team I was with last year. God willing it all goes well I'll be staying here, although there is definitely no place like home, and the people that reside there.

Anyways I hope to continue to write a lot more often as I used to, it's really something that I love to do but in Miami they're just so many distractions, and always something to do that I never got around to it. I'd like to begin my return to writing with another website of someone else who has inspired me! She really is an amazing person, and has such a big heart one of her loves is saving dogs and finding foster homes for them. It's really not all that easy though, and sometimes the dogs have to be put to sleep cause they're is no room for them anymore. So I encourage you to save a dog today, or tell your friends, I'm sure everyoneeeeeeee knows someone that wants a dog, well tell them to look no further and go to this website!

http://www.saveadeathrowdog.org/rescue_adopt_dog_puppy_dogs_miami_fort_lauderdale_west_palm_beach_boca_raton_available_pups.html

I hope you guys take an interest in this, and try to make a change, that's something I actually want to rant about. People being so self centered and not willing to help those around you. I mean did we forget that when there is a granny at a street light we should offer them help in crossing the street? I'm not counting myself out on this one, I mean there sure are times where I get selfish, but at least take the time to notice it and try to make a change. I mean must we ignore and be completely rude to a "bum" instead of being polite and telling them "No I'm sorry". They're people to you know, and in fact one of my friends recently told me how she met a bum, and gave up her Friday night, to meet him up in South Beach at his "corner" and celebrate his birthday with just some food and conversation. Unfortunately the bum didn't show up, but it's besides the point. She told me how she just took some of her time one night, to have a random conversation with him, and it led to a random friendship, the bum isn't begging for food or money from her all he wanted was someone to talk to. They be the change you want to see in the world, but I don't see enough people doing that. All it takes is one person starting it maybe you pick up a beer can that was left on the beach, maybe you wait a couple seconds to hold the door open for someone with a smile, it's the smallest gestures that get people thinking, and refresh their minds that this life is more than just money, cars, & fame as stereotypes have led us to believe. So to reiterate what I already stated....BE THE CHANGE YOU WANT TO SEE IN THE WORLD!

God Bless!

Learning!

2010-05-02T09:37:00.003-04:00

Although I'm not in school, thanks to my wonderful blessing of being able to play soccer :) I've probably learned more valuable things through life experiences than I could have through school. I won't get into to much detail about it, but let's just say I'm smarter now when it comes to many things with my life. Anyways, I know most of the people that follow this blog are soccer followers so an update on how my soccer career is turning out well I'm currently playing on Miami FC as probably one of the youngest players there, and a month into the season have yet to dress up for a regular season match, although I have been playing in the reserve matches. It's pretty tough you know, I'm playing with grown men, who have wife, kids, families, etc. So as bad as I want this, they also have they're motivation in their families etc. My motivation is God, and giving Him glory. I'd like to thank Steven Jennings a friend of mine, who is not ashamed to let you know how he feels, and he helped me out to better my life, and I'm proud to say that I'm taking baby steps but definitely making the changes I need to move forward in my life. I'm not going to be tied down by stupid immature things, or people who can't look past what's the next big party, no offense to my friends, I know your not all like that, but some do just look for the next party, and don't quite have a future or plan figured out. Again I have nothing against that, it's just in my opinion to get where I want to be I have to learn to leave, and sacrifice certain things in my past that I once enjoyed.

I've been training very hard, and have begun doing some personal training, I'm going to get into shape my boy Joey Tames, watch how I'm gonna have him looking ladies so be careful in a couple weeks, he's gonna have some confidence and swag that's gonna kill ya! Haa, I usually don't mention so many names in my blog, but this time around I feel like these names, kind of deserve recognition. My non related sister Jennifer Andrade! I love this girl, we don't talk as often, but when we do we catch up on stuff, and always support each other, she also has her own blog, and motivated me to start writing again. I missed it, writing like this gives me perspective, and let's me analyze my ideas, thoughts, and what I plan on doing.

What do I plan on doing? Training everyday, and enjoying my life, with those who want to enjoy it with me. One of the most important things I learned in my break of writing is don't take people for granted, sometimes you may not notice it, but even those who are closest to you, you may be taking for granted. Enjoy every day, and every second, that you have with someone cause it may be your last.

I don't want to end my first blog post like that, so I'll end it with a shout out to all my ladies who know how to treat a man good and hang on to them, you GIRLS are speciallll :)

Cheers peoples I'm backkkkkkkk.
&
God Bless

Attempt...

2010-03-26T11:50:00.003-04:00

I'm going to attempt to continue blogging. I remember blogging last year about every game during Dallas Cup, so this year as I finish up packing for Dallas Cup I thought I will give this another shot. No promises though. My life ; it's the name of the blog, but I think as I'm growing, and my career gets more publicity, I think it'll be better if we turn this blog into just maybe a soccer blog. I used to write in here as if it were a diary, from family problems, girl problems, life problems, and although I enjoy writing and it allows me to step out and reflect on myself I think I've learned to do this with only the people who need to know about it. I just don't want to be so public about my personal stuff anymore, so forgive me if it's not as insightful and deep anymore but that's just the way I feel. 2010 ; I've made new friends, close friends, enemies, haters, and learned a lot so far. It's been a good progressive couple of months in my life, in all aspects of it. I hope I can take in all that I'm learning from observing people, observing my own actions, listening to family members, and staying close to God. I hope in 2010 to achieve the goals underneath. My goals will be big, but it's true something my brother says. Why dream of something small, for that don't dream at all, you got to dream big and the good life. These goals will hit all the aspects of my life, some a bit personal, but the difference is I won't go into detail about them, I'll simply say if I achieved them or not.

Travel to somewhere new, that I haven't been, Curucao didn't count, I want to go somewhere else.
Weigh at least 175LBs and it be more muscle no fat!
Establish myself as a starter on a team this year.
Go on a retreat for a weekend with my church back home.
Pray, and find time for church when I'm on "vacation" back in Miami
Teach someone how to pray.
Make 5k in poker for the year.
Learn at least somethings about how to run my dads business.
Get a tattoo ( this is still a maybe )

I feel like I should have more, but this will do for now. I hope to accomplish all of this. But with God's help there is NO doubt in my mind. Don't take it as cocky, take it as I'm a confident kid, with faith in the man upstairs :)

God Bless

Miami/Curucao/Argentina..

2010-02-04T15:57:00.000-05:00

Interesting how life changes whether it be over the course of a couple years, months, days, minutes even seconds. I've had life changing moments, in all of the timeframes I've given. I know,I know, I haven't blogged in forever, but it's hard to keep up blogging when in Miami, when there is so much stuff to do, and people to see. I hope that doesn't come off cocky or anything, it's just the truth. Anyways my time in Miami was well spent depending from what angle you look at it....I've always said in this blog I would be honest in my mistakes, and in my successes because well I want to have this to look back on, and I don't want lies in this. But anyways back to Miami.

I was coming to Miami with high expectations, excited, and a mindset, that was to enjoy my time, while working hard. My last entry said my flight was suppose to be at 10:50PM my flight unfortunately didn't depart till about 1:20AM causing me to get to Miami at near 8:00AM with the time change and all. At the airport I was welcomed with smiles, and hugs from my family except my youngest brother. It was wonderful and I did get that "no place like home feeling" even if I was at the airport, it was just holding those that I love most in my arms again...Miami oh Miami...well it was Holiday Season so leading up to Christmas it was pretty busy for me buying gifts, wrapping, and doing a bit of playing soccer. Coming up to Christmas it was brought to my understanding that I was going to play for Huracan U20 (Arg) or Tigres (Mex) those were my two options. That stayed true throughout the new year, and into 2010. New Years day, was one probably the most calmest New Year I've ever had, but it was cause we were leaving the next day to the beautiful island of Curucao. Again it was just my family and I a nice get away together. We ATV'd, enjoyed the pool, beach, drinks, ping pong, casinos, volleyball, canoeing, everything that it offered we did! It was a wonderful time, and we even met some pretty cool people along the way.

When I got back I decided to start playing some soccer again, but my agency had advised me to not play, for fear of me getting injured. I abided and would only play some small sided games with some good friends. So with my free time, while my parents were at work, I would meet with old friends, girlfriend, and hang out with my brothers. I even visited my school and watched my old high school soccer team play. Sucks they've lost a lot of players to transfers but kudos to the head coach Kevin Myers working with what he has and sort of rebuilding I guess you could say. Anyways again not much soccer was being played for me, so I kept busy with my family, and friends and did quite a bit of partying, more than I'm used to, and I enjoyed it I met new friends, had lots of fun, and enjoyed my vacation. Still I was hungryyyyy to get back to soccer already so I had made my choice. I decided I wanted to go play for Huracan U20 (Arg) so I spoke to my representatives and informed them of my thoughts. They said wonderful and I thought that was that. I was set to leave the 19th or so I thought. The 15th came around or a day near that, and the decision for Huracan was no longer an option. However Argentino Juniors U20 (Arg) became available. I was still happy to be dealing with a first division team. A meeting was set for us to speak out the details of the deal. We went in and addressed the issues that we could come across, and gave opinionated answers towards each others questions. Although most of my questions were left unanswered, as it seems they didn't know the details of what was going to happen. As I had understood I was coming over here for a year on loan. But clearly that was far from being the actual fact. Anyways after much, delay and talking about me leaving, the 23rd and 25th, they finally got Bryan Dominguez, and I out to of the country flying the 28th and arriving the 29th in the morning to be picked up by Fernando Claviho.

9:00AM we finally touched down in Buenos Aires, Argentina it was an exciting feeling for me, I had been dying to get back out on the soccer field and start playing, and for me I was taking this as a critical year for me in my young soccer career. We arrived here Thursday of last week, the U20's were still out on preseason training so we were set to train on our own until Monday. Thursday we head to our hotel, get changed and hit the city for lunch. After we rested and were told that the next day we'd be moving hotels...So the next morning came, and Sergio (Fernando's friend) picked us up and moved our luggage, they would be staying somewhere else, and we were suppose to run everyday on our own. As for food, we had a restaurant where our food was paid for. We trained and then Monday came, and Fernando had to leave, he kind of left Sergio to take care of us considering he lives nearby and we had met him, and gotten along fine. So Monday came around, and we were NOT training as team was going to start Tuesday so another day waiting. Next day we up and ready for training everything was all set we got there thanks to Sergio, and were ready to train, we were told training was at 8:00AM but it didn't start till 9:30AM, which apparently is the regular time for training every day....We did look sort of lost in the crowd unsure of where to go, things seemed disorganized, and that's probably cause they were, due to sloppy planning. Anyways finally 9:30AM rolled around we were told who we were going to train with, and we did so accordingly. I started out doing mostly fitness, which thank God I trained a couple days before cause it did me some good, and I was at the front of the pack the whole time. After that we did a small sided game, did okay, and from there we had a 45 minute scrimmage, again I felt I played fine without much error. During the game, I had made a kicking attempt for the ball, and when I did the kids cleat came up and my ankle went straight into it. Ouch! I played through it as I didn't think anything of it, however after training we went to have lunch and when I attempted to get out of the car, and I then felt the pain! Sergio advised me to put ice on it, which I did. After I got to the hotel I was barely being able to walk normally. I was in too much pain. Worried, I called Sergio, and asked him what I should do, he told me to skip tomorrow's training session and stay at the hotel and remain off my foot. I did so and requested ice from the front desk, as well as keeping it elevated.

The next morning I was unable to walk pretty much, there was way too much pain, so I took Sergio's advice and missed the training session iced it, and then later on took a cab to the pharmacy got painkillers, ankle wrap, and an ankle brace, to maintain it still. I was starting to feel better almost immediately. Bryan got home pretty early from training, as apparently it was cancelled due to the rain. So I caught a break I guess, or again so I thought. Thursday (today) came around and it was back to training I woke up feeling reenergized as I felt pain free, and was ready to get back out there. Today we were escorted by another Fernando, whom it was my first time meeting, a nice man and took us there, and had a driver sent to pick us up after training. At the training ground I got changed and was ready to run. We did more fitness to start off, and again I stayed upfront. After that we went into a 3 station training. You would run for about 10-15 minutes have a 2 minute break, then play small sided game with 2 touches for 10-15 minutes followed by a two minute break, and have a technical session for 10-15 minutes and then rest another two minutes we did two sets. I was pretty tired after all this but felt good about my performance during training. Once arriving at the hotel, I received a call from my representative back in Miami. And he said that after a two day evaluation (yeah two days) they weren't interested in me, mainly for missing Wednesday's training session although it was cancelled. Now I understand the importance of missing a training session, and even more so when your a brand new player, but I guess I wasn't thinking straight and was just following the directions that Sergio gave me. Anyways due to this, they don't want me as a player as they feel I'm not hungry for soccer. Sighhh, this was so disappointing to hear, as I was excited for a new team, new level, new coaches, and new players. But it seems as due to me missing that training session that won't be happening anytime soon. What I'm trying to say is that I'm flying back to Miami in the next week, to reevaluate my options now for 2010, I'm hoping to look into Tigres again, and if not then I may have to settle possibly for Miami FC if even that. God knows my plans, and knows what He is doing. Maybe if this Tigres gig works out, then maybe that's where I was suppose to go from square one. Again, only God knows I guess. I will pray about it, and hope to get an answer soon. All I know is that I WONT BE MISSING A TRAINING SESSION EVEN IF I'M DYING! Ugh forgive me, for I am frustrated, I know I represent a company, and when they look bad given my actions I really beat my self up about it. I like to be a role model, not the example of something bad, but of something good. So when I get back to Miami, friends shall be secondary as I get back to training while I await my next move for 2010. I can only hope, and pray for God to guide my path in the right direction this time around. I'll leave you guys with something I read in my inbox just a few seconds ago....

Don't put a question mark, where God puts a period.

God bless!

Homeee Sweeet Homeeee

2009-12-13T10:29:00.001-05:00

Chillen alas at the airport....Geez what a day, last night was near impossible to fall to sleep, with the anxiety I had to leave, and today I woke up at 11:00AM figuring since my flight leaves at 11:55PM and were about 2 hours away from the airport I'd be leaving around 5ish....BUT it turns out as I went to go have lunch downstairs (slept right through breakfast) they told me be ready to leave by 1:30PM?!?! The reason being Bryan has to be at the airport by 3-4 for his flight that leaves at 7, and I guess they weren't going to make two trips so I had to go. Also going with us was LiuLiu probably one of the best soccer players out of the 100+ that lived where we did, he is currently off to Belgium to try out, if he makes it then stay there for three 3 years get his European passport then, if God allows him compete in the biggest leagues in Europe. As for Bryan he goes from here to Rio De Janeiro, then from there to Miami, then from there cross country to LA...So I guess I shouldn't be so bummed that I have to wait this long for my flight when he has to fly from point a to b etc etc. Nonetheless I doubt I'll be seeing him again as we go our separate ways, he's off to Argentina in January, and I wish him the best of luck, and may he excel! As for me my future is still undecided, when I get back home I will meet with Muzzi, and Claviho, and speak with them and ask of course for their guidance as to where my future will be in January. I suck at writing, I go off topic so much as I write hehe, well ok so back to my day, I had to rush out get showered, say my good byes, (I realized I suck at these when I know I most likely won't see the person again) and get out the door. Luckily I had enough time to do everything, then it was off to the airport a long ride, in a packed car with all our luggage. A little over an hour and half into the trip, LiuLiu realizes his mom gave him his work permit (looks just like the Brazilian passport) and not his passport! So he called his mom but her phone seemed off he tried to call again 20 minutes later, and got through and the mom had to rush to the airport I'm not sure if she made it in time, my guess is she did....hopefully. So there was already some stress vibes flowing through the car then, about 15 minutes away from the airport our driver is forced to hit the brakes real hard, we come an inchhhhh form hitting the car in front of us, whewwww....2 seconds later the car behind us hits us! I bumped my head on the roof, but no real damage was done to any of us, as for the cars neither one would work again, so were forced to pull over on the highway, on the shoulder. From there we attempt to hail a cab, by random yelling and waving, this didn't go so well for about 25 minutes, then it began to rain......Everyone felt like it just wasn't meant for us to fly out of this country! Nonetheless we miraculously hailed a cab, and LiuLiu, Bryan, and I got to the airport finally safely. I'm happy to finally be here at the airport but ugh, I have to wait like 6 hours till I fly out of here...but I don't mind, the reward is I get too see my family again and get to spend the Holidays, and New Year with them and that's a blessing in it self.

As I leave Brazil I kind of miss it already, I know i nagged, and bugged out about how boring this place was. How hot it was. How the language barrier made it tough to go out and have a good time. But nonetheless I made friendships, I learned to be independent, I got closer to God, I altered my life, to a full soccer life. I became accustomed to that lifestyle, and I thank God I was able to spend 6 months over here, to not only improve in my soccer ability, but to be more prepared for life, I'm much more independent, I'm closer to God, and I've learned to become more responsible with my things. There are certain lessons in life in which you can't be taught them but only experience them, and I like to think I have experienced a lot out here, and learned a lot. I'm more wiser, and I've lived in a different culture, learned a new language, gotten closer to God, and gained independence. In 2010 I want to gain more independence and learn how to cook, I think if I ever live alone, I would like too cook, and not have to buy gourmet meals, from restaurants every night. I'm not saying I learned that in Brazil shoot, in Brazil I had it good, I had a buffet to pick from whether it was breakfast, lunch, or dinner. Easy life it was haha. But that would be something nice to learn how to do. I'm getting home at 5am, but I will have my mom, dad, and 3 brothers waiting for me, and they're more than I need. I miss em all so much, but soon we'll be together :) .

When I get there, I'll probably sleep then wake up for church, and just spend the day at my house with family, and friends, those who love me you know? Thinking about it puts a smile on my face. Some people probably think damn this kid is too stuck to his family, he won't make it alone. That's not the thing though, I can live alone, I don't have a problem with that, I mean I was brave enough to sign a contract to go to a country where I didn't speak the language and knew my parents wouldn't probably be able to visit, when I could've signed with a mexican team, where they speak my language and it becomes easier to visit, but that wasn't what was best for me, and God put that in my heart. The thing is my family has always been number one in my life, my brothers are my best friends, my mom is never not there for me, no matter what she finds time for me, I remember times I would walk through the door with a regular face on, and she could sense something was wrong with me, heh I guess that's the gift moms have. My dad wakes up everyday at 7:00AM and doesn't stop working sometimes barely eats till 2:00AM wakes up the next day and does it again, this includes weekends, and somehow he still finds the time, to give time to his family, take us shopping, takes us on vacations, he's the best father in the world. Maybe he works a little to hard, but one day I hope to make enough money playing soccer, for my parents can kick back and relax on a beach somewhere in paradise....

It's 6:32PM and boarding time is not till 10:50PM not sure what I will do I'm kind of sleepy, but I don't want too sleep yet I want to sleep on the plane although I've never been able to sleep on a plane for like over an hour...Whatever, I'll see what I do around here, SEE YOU IN MIAMI, theeeee best citayyyyyy in theeee worldddddd!!! :) Ciao all.

God Bless

Reminiscing....

2009-12-03T11:51:00.008-05:00

I was reading through some old posts, and wow how this blog has developed! I wanna show you guys my first ever post, and kind of where I am now from that. Here is my 1st ever blog post....

Well I've always wanted my own blog...so here I am! Lol uhm I'm 18 years old, and right now in my life I have certain goals that I'm trying to attain.

Number 1: I would like to closer my relationship with the Lord.
Number 2: I want to get a full ride for soccer to University.
Number 3: Graduate, finishing good in school.
Number 4: Really maximize my potential in soccer.
Number 5: Stay close with my family & my girlfriend somewhat Meme..
Number 6: Make alot of money from poker.

As of now my relationship with the Lord is meh. Not fabulous I really want to get a fire for him again like I did when I was younger. So def. need to work on that.

My full ride for soccer is working out really well I'm currently talking to 4 schools, University Of Albany, University Of St.Johns, University Of Jacksonville, and Coastal Carolina University.

Graduate finishing good in school is alright im doing okay decent but I'm not satisfied with myself I can do better.

Maximizing my potential is still definitly in the works I'm really pushing myself alot going to the gym, working out hard and just doing alot of different things like eating healthy etc.

Stayin close with my family will awlays be easy but Meme, and I seem to be drifting apart =/. I love her with all my heart, and idk I want her but it's hard knowing I'm most likely going away for school, after we graduate....

And make alot of money in poker, I'm declaring myself $0 profit $0 negative. I'm going to start up new and going to save money and do bankroll management, plan on saving up like $400 then playing 4 tables of 6 max of 10c/25c NL we'll see how that goes I'll update everything probably as much as I can. And say if anything interesting happens in my days.

Well it's 4:40AM, and I'm gonna pray and go to bed if even possible, I might play madden that always makes me sleepy.

Good night

Cheers to my first post!

Lol it's funny how I don't just other stuff I used to write about in old posts, but anyways when I read this I looked at the goals for 2009 overall, and how I far exceeded expectation. Number one my relationship with the Lord it was rocky, but for some reason my drive to Him grew with each day, and I've gotten really close to Him again, and it's no wonder I've exceeded my goals, cause I'm not working on them alone for God is working on my behalf backstage, where people think it's all me but I know it's Him allowing me to succeed. So on goal number one success!

Goal number 2, was to get a full paid scholarship to a University, cause of my soccer ability as I was too lazy in school to get good grades. What ended up happening well I did the unimaginable, I began to pursue my life long dream, and was blessed enough to sign a professional soccer contract. I was just hoping to get my University paid, instead I got paid! And now am living in Brazil, although I'm leaving here, it was an unforgettable experience, and has set a great foundation for my soccer career which will be filled with great successes.

Goal Number 3, was to graduate finishing school good, I wouldn't say I exceeded here by any means, but nonetheless I got the task done, I graduated high school, and got my diploma glory to God! :) It was a proud day for my family, and I. Thanks to God I got out of that school, with my diploma and no problems, although I def could have finished school better but oh well.

Goal number 4, was to really maximize my soccer potential. Again far exceeded it, I was one of the slowest, weakest, and a bench player when the year began. But as the year proceeded I became a starter, captain, and signed a pro contract, and won the Disney Soccer Showcase, which was one of my soccer goals, another one was to win Dallas Cup, but it wasn't to be. But again another far exceeded goal here.

Goal number 5, was to stay close to my family, and my somewhat girlfriend Meme. Well I think considering I'm living in another country, and my situation with the 3 hour time difference, and the distance, I've again surpassed expectation. I write emails with my mom all day, I talk with my dad while at work and late at night when were both on, I talk to my brothers all day, and talk about the fun were going to have being all together again. I am still somewhat with my girlfriend Meme, and we have been through a lot, you can imagine how hard it is to hold a relationship, especially like ours, when we were used to seeing each other like 12 hours a day, we just did everything together! I'll be home again soon, and although she works now, and I got to keep training while on my vacation to not give anyone an edge on me, it's going to be amazing too see her. So this goal I say given the circumstances was obtained as well.

Goal number 6, was to make a lot of money on poker, well I was hoping to make 5k maybe over the course of the year, but when u opt in online and casino winnings, I made this year probably a little over 10k! Of course I can't be 100% sure cause I never kept account of my accounts in person but online their are sites that track your profits, and there about 6-8k in profits last I checked I lost some back recently but that's how it goes you win and lose some of it back. So in this one again far exceeded my goal. Also when I won money I would always give 10% of my winnings back in someway, church, donations, or giving it to random people like paying their toll, paying for someones gas, just random stuff that God put in my heart.

So a recap from my first blog amazing stuff. I can't wait to set my 2010 goals, but were going to have to wait, I need to sort them out be reasonable with them as well. Well I hope you enjoyed reading, thanks for those who made it too the end :P I gotta go now more fitness training, since it's we do over here lately is gym in the morning and run in the afternoon. Till the next one!

God Bless

Desportivo...Out.

2009-11-26T19:13:00.002-05:00

Unfortunately all the excitement that was of the second leg of the semi final, was sucked right out, as the game came to an end...We had lost the first game 1-0 (away), but according the rules of this championship if we were to win 3-2 or 2-1 etc, we would pass for having a better campaign this year...So the game began on an error of the defensive midfielder losing the ball and they came up on somewhat of a breakaway and our goalie came out hesitating, and got the ball flicked right over him by their attacker. 1-0 were losing early, we missed no lie about 4 attempts in front of goal, they were easy to put away, but I must give credit to the opposing goalkeeper he was easily the player of the game making remarkable saves left and right while being the smallest player on the field, ya don't see very often if ever...So as we neared the half we got in a goal. My memory is kind of fading from the game, but we scored and were fired up, less than 10 minutes later, boom another goal, as the ref blows the whistle for the half, the loyal Desportivo Brasil supporters could feel us advancing.

Unfortunately the second half was a different story, we conceived a goal pretty early on the half, and instead of staying composed we got desperate, and started playing wild, we began to look like chickens with their heads cut off....this led to our opponents scoring again and to seal the victory with a 3-2 win, and sending us home. Although it's a nice feat to make the finals, I don't know about most people but you don't celebrate a semi final win, with dog piling your coach, pouring water on him, and screaming chants...seemed like they never had been there before oh well best of luck to them...

As for the future of my stay here...I was pretty certain it would become a weak and not so intense training enviorment luckily, we have Rodrigo the trainer for Miami FC out here, and he talked with the directors, and got us training on the ball, doing fitness, and in the gym 2-3 a day. And although it's only a small group of us we train hard, and want to leave here with our heads held high, at least I do. I want to leave here prepared, and a much better and hard working soccer player. I'm pretty sure I'm leaving here in the next two weeks or so, and I'm as excited as ever just to be back in that Miami vibe, with my family and friends. I plan to train with my former academy team, train at local parks with former teammates, and definitely hit the gym hard, while still eating healthy of course...Well most of you are enjoying your turkey dinners, I'm chilling in my room as usual. Happy thanksgiving, always give thanks to God everyday, I know I do for I've been blessed with a don to play soccer. What a blessing it is. May God bless each of you each day more and more....I'll leave you guys with a scripture from the bible.

1 Thessalonians 5:18 give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.

God Bless

Busy I guess....

2009-11-17T19:50:00.000-05:00

Sitting here in the play area for the pros, it's much more quieter here since they're all on vacation after losing. The only team alive is us the juniors U20s we are going to be playing the second leg here at home this Saturday after losing the first leg away 1-0. Right now we got people on the xbox playing FIFA 10' which is a sickkkk game. And we had people playing pool. but they left. Anyways I definitely have been slacking on the blogging badly...so here I am honestly, I've been going out a bit more playing poker, FIFA is quite addicting, and I saw the first 4 seasons of Lost super sickkkkkkkkkk show. Can't wait to get back home to buy season 5 and 6.

So what's been happening.....well the negotiations with the teams have been heating up and it's getting closer to making a decision I will not disclose which teams are in negotiation, or in interest of me, but when I do find out where I will be playing in January I'll post it on here. Uhmm I will be going back home it looks like December 12th! Can't wait so excited to be back home with family, and friends and be back in the Miami enviorment and oh yeah at the beach! <3333. Haha...well training has been going good I feel like I'm in a good rhythm right now, definitely have gotten stronger as well. One thing though that does worry me, which I've never had a problem with before is my stamina, since I haven't played a real full 90 minutes for close to 6 months now I'm going to have to condition pretty well on my off time in Miami and I do plan on doing that along with a strict workout plan, and eating good food not Mcdonalds, or Burger King. Also I plan to train with my academy team from this year, probably something like 3 times a week. I also plan on doing the gym with my brother when available and if not with Jona, my brothers best friend who I've blogged about before who is like a brother to me, and who is also gay for quitting his blog!!

Birthdays today is a birthday of a dear friend of my family Jossie, she is a powerful woman of God and has helped bring the faith in God at my house rise to new levels. She's an amazing woman and I wish her the best birthday ever. Also it's Gale Agbossoumonde birthday today he just turned 18 one of the sickest soccer players I know and we were going to go out for pizza, but his ass got lazy and didn't want to go. I wish him a happy birthday as well. And lastly it's not her birthday yet but tomorrow Maria Laura Fernandez will be turning 19, she is .... well I can't put into words she's just simply put amazing a girl who has altered my life for the better, and I would like to think that I've changed her life for the better as well. It sucks, this is the first birthday in five years that we won't be spending it together, I know she will see my family, and she will at least feel apart of me there. I wish her an awesome birthday and although I won't be there with her physically she holds my heart so she will always have that with her! Besides that, mmmm I guess that wraps it up back to training tomorrow as usual, weekends filled with relaxing, and talking to the family be home sooner than you think everyone I miss Miami can't wait. May God bless everyone in they're future endeavors, and continue to live happy and blessed days. I've learned another important thing while out here, and that is patience. Well time to wrap this up internet falling in 20 minutes.

God Bless!

Progressing

2009-11-01T06:11:00.001-05:00

Well as I lay in bed this time around to write this post, I've just finished reading a lot of my previous posts, and seen how much I've changed and progressed in almost a year of blogging, it's incredible. I've grown spiritually, soccer wise, I've matured, proven my independence, and am currently living a dream. As people right now back in Miami get ready, and all dressed up in costumes, to party up the festivities of Halloween I lay in my room, alone, in a third world country sacrificing everything back home, to follow a dream, a dream that was given to me by God. I always told God when I was younger I would do works for his Kingdom, and so far although I feel I have done some work, I haven't completed nearly anything that he has in store for me in the future. My future is so bright, I can just see it and filled with great accomplishments. I can't wait to achieve them, but it's not a nice fairy tale ride. Which is why I enjoy writing all of my experiences, I like to give people an inside look on my life, the fails, the accomplishments, the setbacks, and the glory given to God in this journey of mine.

I wish I could say everything was easy, and every day I progress and take a step forward, but the truth of the matter is, that you got to overcome the trials and tribulations to live a dream correctly. I've always struggled with commitment, with girls I never had a steady girlfriend until my last one of two years, and right now were on a low point I guess you can call it so not even that is going great....I've struggled to commit to school, to soccer when I was younger, and even to this day with God...It's hard, I mean you'd think that serving a higher power who just wants to give you a life filled with abundance and happiness would be easy, but it's actually pretty hard. Which is why God tells us that the road to Him is narrow, yet the road to hell is wide. It's easy to get caught up in things we know aren't right, but our flesh can't help but desire. I'm sure guilty of this, but I know that the Lord, and the Holy Spirit protect me every day, and when I give myself to Him every morning, He uses me for His kingdom, and it's such a blessing. Soccer wise these past two weeks (since my last post) have been really good, I've grown a bit closer to the guys, excelled on the field, and people have taken notice. I'm not saying that all the sudden I'm going to play or something, but the "good jobs", "well dones", etc have flowed more consistently from the players. Also I'm very honest with myself I know when I'm playing good or not, and I can say that I am on top of my game as of late. So soccer has been good, can't complain a ton of training though which has me taking some painkillers (given to me from the doctor) about twice a week. My weekends have been pretty boring, I mean I watch our team play, watch games on TV, and am on the computer the rest of the time. This past weekend I got invited to a party, it seemed really fun it was a group of about 5 going. When I asked what they were going to do sadly I felt conviction inside which lead to me not going. They told me they were going to spend the weekend at some chicks house, who's parents had left town, and they were just going to party, get drunk, and smoke....Now I'm not against partying or anything, but I've learned stuff back home in Miami. I mean a lived in a city my whole life where partying never ever stops.

When I was 17 I used to party a lot, drink a lot, never smoked, but ate junk food, slept late, didn't care about my work ethic etc. While Victor Pastora the former Director Of Coaches at Kendall Soccer (my club) always preached how we were all great players, with great potential, and better skill than any other team in the country, BUT the reason we wouldn't succeed would be our sleeping habits, eating habits, partying ways. So my last year in Kendall I quit that lifestyle and well the results followed...Thanks Vic, you really changed a part of my life that was holding me back. Right now I'm just reminiscing about my days back home, and my family. You know those weekends you wake up at 11, your moms cleaning, dads watching TV everyone is just in the house hanging out...well those are the days I miss most. Being at home....with my parents, grandparents, three other brothers (Diego, Mono, Jona) hanging out playing football, basketball, FIFA, or trying to figure out how we were going to sneak to the casino, of course minus my younger brother who's 12. I took those days for granted, and am grown up now, I wish I could go back to those care free days at home, procrastinating doing homework, I guess inside I still want to be a kid, ugh gotta grow up sometime I guess. On another note, I've finished reading my first book out here ; Discerning The Voice Of God. A truly great book, that has helped me grow a ton spiritually. I've now begun reading a second book, but has been delayed thanks much too, my brother. I remembered him watching the TV show Lost back home, and I began downloading episodes, and it's like cocaine, I'm hooked!! The story line for this show is incredible, I'm only on season one, and there's 6 seasons, my mom has sent me the rest, and am going to be receiving her box on Tuesday so from that day forward most of my free time will be filled up with that. Can't wait!!!

Well T minus 40 days and counting till I'm back in the states, in the mean time I'll keep rooting on my team. Were in the quater finals and tied the first leg away 0-0. Next one is here at home on Saturday. November has hit and new month has begun 17 days till the girl that holds my heart turn 19. As I come to a near completion of the first 6 months of my career as a professional soccer player, I'd like to title it Sacrifice & Patience. Anyways I'm out, I'll leave you guys with something I read every morning to start my day....

Proverbs 16:9 We can make our own plans, but God determines our steps.

Phillipians 2 He made Himself of no reputation.

"Each day is gift from God - have you said thank you today?"

And a note from my mom....

May the rose ride up to meet you.
May the wind be always at your back.
May the sun shine warm upon your face.
May the rain fall soft upon your fields.
And until we meet again, may God always hold you in the palm of His hands.

Till the next one everybody take care all God Bless.

Hearing God, and new country in January :)

2009-10-16T13:24:00.001-04:00

It's truly an incredible sight and feeling, that you get when you see God working and moving in your life. Yeah I've been lost on the blogging part, but been working for the kingdom of God ohhhh Lordyyy how great it's been going. Ok first off lets start with the biggest change although nothing big at all lol. I changed rooms, I'm now in another room with just one other guy although it's much better and a lot more quieter and relaxing, this kid is probably labeled as a misfit, or a bandit. He's always loud and messing around, but really in the room he's quiet and very calm he loves to sleep. He's a forward a greattttt player, although his attitude is what might hold him back from going far. Anyways Marlon and I talked a lot he knows about me, and I now know more about him. For example he's an only child and most of his salary he sends back home to his family, his mom and dad are very poor. Anyways he had been seeing me now for a couple days praying and reading my book about God and one day while a group of 4 of us went out including him we got into a conversation about God, and I told him I don't see you pray do you pray? And he said well a bit, but I really don't know how to pray. So I told him tonight we'll pray together, now remember I would need to pray in portugese for him to understand and God knows that I can't speak real good portugese but nonetheless came the time and I told him so let's pray. Now my worship music on itunes probably consists of 60+ songs, I chose a random song from my list, and well God knows what he is doing and the name of the song was.....Teach me how to pray. Now people will say, oh coincidence, but people with faith and that know how God works know that this was clearly him being in control of the situation, I know longer feared about paying in portugese I just let the Lord flow through me and so he did. It was super nice, and we've been praying every now and then together but I do talk to him very often about God. And he is interested in it, and he loves falling asleep to the music of God as do I. So now since it's just us two I put some worship music on and fall asleep. Now as many of you know by now 10% of my salary I always find a way to give it back to God through the church. charity, or someone in need, whatever God puts into my heart. Well this month he told me to give it to him, and not tell him what to do with it but let him decide. Yesterday I gave him the money, and although he insisted he didn;t need I told him, I'm not giving you money God told me to do this, this is God giving it to you thank Him. And he told me thank you, and today told me that he is going to send the money to his parents ; that was exactly what I prayed for. Amazing how good God is.

Yesterday was also an amazing as God spoke to me directly in prayer, and in the natural (real life). After our last training session of the day, I went to shower and as always when I shower I pray to God give Him thanks, and glory for a good training session etc. Anyways God spoke to me about forgiveness as I prayed, there was this kid, who really betrayed me twice, and he was my best friend. It hurts a lot when someone does it to us, yet we do it to God everyday like nothing, and still he forgives us day after day, that's cause His love for us is unconditional no matter what He will love us. So as I continued to pray and listen to Gods voice, my girlfriend and brothers girlfriend also have a bit of bad tension I guess you can say, so I'm praying for that too be done with too. And I'm sure soon enough that tension will be gone. God didn't stop talking to me there though, later on i found out that in one of the rooms, our goalkeeper of the U20s is a leader of a bible study Tuesdays, and Thursdays. Anyways I asked if I could go to it, and he said of course. It was amazing he has such a fire and passion for the word of God and to grow spiritually. So the bible study for those who don't know is something like he prays, then random people get up and read bible verses. Now if anyone has ever picked up a bible you knowwww how big it is, and how many verses there are. Anyways one kid gets up, and I don't remember what verse but it went something like this..... God speaks to us saying if I sent my only son down to Earth to suffer, and die for your sins, for you to be forgiven, then why can't you forgive someone on the Earth for something they did wrong. Anyways I already sent a message to this kid and am awaiting a response, if he answers back before I wrap the blog up then I'll post it.

Now on to soccer stuff I know most of you aren't interested in my endeavors spiritually with God, but it's my blog so too bad if you don't like it. So yeah now back to soccer, I only have 8 more weeks in Brazil then it's off to play somewhere new and begin my career. When my agent came we spoke and he said that my plan was always to come to Brazil and TRAIN for 6 months not play in a league here or anything, it was to get better stronger and faster and learn to play the best soccer in the world. Let's face it there is no better soccer than Brazil there really isn't, you can debate other countries but Brazil will always be known as the best. So I'm going home likely around December 11th or 12th and will be leaving in January. Where too?! Well that hasn't been decided yet but I will be playing in one of the following countries come January....Argentina, Mexico, Uruguay, or Portugal. Obviously to me Portugal is most appealing cause it's in Europe where the highest level of club soccer is played, and paid. But it's not what I want instead I'll leave it in Gods hands to decide where it is that I go. Also Argentina would be pretty amazing as that's where my girlfriend is from and she could visit me a lot more often and who knows maybe move to Argentina with me!! <333. Also Argentina has really good soccer, so obviously pretty appealing as well. So all in all I'm super excited to finish my training very strong in Brazil, go back home spend some much needed time with my family, and head out to somewhere new. I hope everyone is doing well back home, and is doing great with all their endeavors. Blessings to all.

God Bless :)

Understandinnnn'

2009-10-05T12:23:00.000-04:00

So as I've gotten further into reading this book I already feel that about 40 pages in I've learned a lot, and have heard God talk to me. Then I heard God speak to me again when I started praying about my soccer career. It hit me, I'm truly in a place where all there is to do is play soccer, and the internet literally. Now I prayed to God saying it gets hard you know cause it's get mad boring over here a lot. Then He told me where else can I send you to get better at soccer and grow with me....I kinda let that sink in and observed my life in Brazil. Okay soccer wise a good place for me to get better stronger learn, it's Brazil the best soccer in the world. Why so boring how shall I fill up my time? Then I heard this, where in the world can I send you where you can receive good soccer, while also getting closer to me, then I noticed God made them put the rule of the internet going out at 11:00PM for I can dedicate my nights to working out and to God, if not I would be stuck on facebook or poker etc. Then I thought about going out? There's nothing to do here? But if they was something to do to keep me distracted would I ever really sit down and read a book? I just see that God has put me in this enviorment to not only grow soccer wise as a player, but also as human in getting closer to God. I have never felt this close to God as I've mentioned, and I now know how to live my life with God. So he's setting me up with this foundation for when I do go to somewhere more distraction filled, wherever that may be.

On the soccer aspect when I spoke with Luiz Muzzi he told me so far everything was going according to plan. By the way I can't play this year cause the registration deadline closed on Sept. 15th although Edu my coach did tell me that he would've put me in some games to play with but I wasn't registered. I asked Muzzi why I never got registered up, and he said the plan was to not expose me to playing till January, but as soon as January gets here that I can expect to be playing on a team, maybe here in Brazil or maybe somewhere else around the world. I obviously want to go play in Europe maybe somewhere like Portugal, but honestly I leave that in Gods hands and let his will be done. So soccer wise I'm excited for January but until then I'm definintly working hard. I've kept a good routine of working out at night on my own, and I've also began eating from the salad bar, also beans, and other foods that I don't like but I know I need to eat, so I've been mixing all my food up and eating. Lastly I've also been drinking my creatine, so my soccer life feels pretty complete, and progressing all glory to God. So my next step in my career will be in January I'm excited to see what's going to happen. I wish I could fast forward there, but it's the journey along the way that makes it a rewarding feat when you've accomplished stuff.

So yeah soccer wise, life wise everything seems perfect I can't be happier with the way things are going, I just hope I get moved to somewhere new in January not that I don't like Brazil but I need a change of scenerary I think something like Europe! Haha we'll see if God feels I'm ready to go out there. I'd like to give my two cents on the US U20 Mens National Team, and there recent faring at the 2009 FIFA World Cup in Egypt. I gotta admit, I was pretty upset to never be considered to play on this team especially after the year I put up in the academy, nonetheless they had a very good team going, and I think they were cocky, and too laid back and got their butts handed to them. It sucks cause I really wanted too see them succeed especially have two friends on the team Bryan Arguez, and Gale (last name too long) lol. But oh well, I think their defense was weak besides Gale and their right back Williams I think his name was he was a fast player with a fro. Also I think their goalie was outstanding, the midfield was okay, and up top they lacked playmakers I like Tony Taylor but they need people who are willing to come receive the ball and lay it off or turn a man with it like Jozy Altidore but whatever that world cup has come and gone. Maybe I can look forward to the U23 World Cup who knows...

Lastly there is a sick movie coming out in the states in fall it's Lebron James documentary on his life, I read online he cried when he saw the movie air for the first time, so it must be pretty cool it drops this fall, when I get back home I'm defenitly going to be seeing it, name of the movie is more than a game. Oh and incase anyone wants the book I been reading it's called "Discerning the voice of God" it's a really really good book, everyone should check it out, it's definitly helped me out. Alright I'm out got gym pretty soon. Blessings all.

God Bless

NineTeeeen.

2009-10-04T07:11:00.001-04:00

19th birthday has come and gone. It began nicely, waking up to beautiful emails from my, mother, father, girlfriend, and older brother. These emails made me feel super happy, until the last one from my brother ; it was written with such honesty and purity, it completely overwhelmed me, half way through the email I gave in. I gave in to something I hadn't in probably some years, I gave into crying. Tears streamed down my face, as I finished reading what my brother wrote it was as if he took what was in his heart and put it on paper, and it's as if those words broke me, not in a bad way but in a way that I can't even put into words my self. Tears of joy continued to roll down my face, as I responded to his email, it was so touching. It was also my mother's birthday and I wrote her birthday email as well.

The morning was pretty normal, standard stuff breakfast, showering, praying etc. I met with Luiz Muzzi later on and he gave me gifts that my parents sent with him. I got all these great cards from family, and friends. I also received my beautiful pair of cleats, and a book I think the name of it is "Discerning God's voice". I've now read the first 30 pages and I'm pretty hooked it's really a great book, and well written I'm enjoying reading some every night. Anyways the day progressed and we had a "palestra" with Nike. For those who don't know Desportivo Brasil signed a 3 year contract with Nike so they're the new sponsors starting in January. They spoke about Nike's past and there plan with us the uniforms etc, the coolest part was that we get to try cleats for them like test their new cleats out so that's pretty neat! Later on we had training, where I felt I had one of my best training sessions so far, I did very good leading my team to victory in a half filed game. After had dinner relaxed in my room, then had a via internet birthday celebration with my family. They even got a little cake and sang to me happy birthday and I blew wind at my webcam to act as if I were blowing out the candles, it was really a fun time. Then they were headed out to dinner for my mom, and I headed out to dinner with 5 friends from here we went to a really good pizza buffet, where I ate probably 9 pizzas but had 6 different type of pizzas and when the bill came, my good friend Bruno Andrade paid my part of the bill ; he insisted. Anyways after that we took a cab ride back home, and just relaxed. I prayed began reading my book, and fell asleep it was a great birthday in which surpassed my expectations. This blog is kind of short, I wanted to leave this blog specifically for my birthday, I will soon be posting up another blog on the future of my career. Big steps coming up soon. So next post all soccer related! Thank you all for your birthday wishes as well. I'm pretty beat right now so yeah end. Here some pics of the night.

God Bless :)

Been a while..

2009-09-28T09:58:00.000-04:00

Well this weekend, was not anything to special I pretty much did personal workouts, prayed, ate, and played poker. Lol yeah not too much was happening, although they've now given us a new curfew it used to be at 11:00PM now our new curfew is NO CURFEW! Now for some people this was super exciting as for me, mehh don't really care I don't like to go out over here too much these guys get very drunk and come back at 4-5AM not really the best 'soccer lifestyle" I've pretty much let liquor go since I left Miami, just cause I refuse to put it in my body anymore, along with soda.

Well we 3 games left in the "first phase" of the season we were in 4th we need two wins out of our last 3 games. This weekend we had a game on the road against SEV Horlandia something like that, well whatever important thing is we came out of there with the result a 2-0 victory. Juan who again was the only one on the roster out of the three Americans over here including myself, didn't see playing time, as the starting wing backs have recovered from injuries. We have another game this upcoming week, and hopefully we can clinch a birth into the next phase.

Starting tomorrow I'm going to be on a diet, I've profusely nagged the our gym trainer that I need more muscle and he's decided to put me on a special diet to gain some mas and strength, along with that I'm going to be put on creatine beginning tomorrow as well. So I'm pretty excited about that too, along with and some good hours and hard work in the gym I think I should finally begin to gain some muscle. Also I been doing extra work in the room as always, some push ups, sit ups, working with an elastic band I have for strength etc. I been drinking a ton of water, it is so sickly hot over here, in the states your heading into winter over here were approaching summer, and boy has it hit already I begin to sweat if I take a step outside it sucks!

Uhm what else, oh! About a week ago (the following is one of the few reasons I elect not to go out) at the "plaza" where everyone hangs out at, and talks crap meets up with people there was a fight. One of the younger kids from the U15s allegedly hooked up with some chick who had a boyfriend, obviously the boyfriend wasn't too happy and approached the young kid with about 20 of his friends, he swung a punch and fractured his nose I believe Juan (American) in an attempt to protect him, went out to break the fight but the Brazilians weren't having it, and they kicked Juan in his leg and then the fight seemingly broke up and everyone parted. I mean first of all, the kid is dumb for doing something to get himself in this situation, but this is the reason I don't go out much I mean I'm here to play soccer, and yeah although it's good to go out etc, I'd rather not just cause there's so many people out there in a "third" world country who just have no morals and you don't know how there going to react in situations, like imagine if it were an older kid and the fight escalated and guns were shot, I'd rather not take a chance. I know it's a far fetchd' idea, but better to be safe than sorry. That's why when I go out, I just go out to eat, or to the supermarket, etc.

My birthday is fastly approaching I will turn 19 years old, on October 1st this Thursday, pretty dopeeeee. Luiz Muzzi will be arriving the day before my birthday to bring me some stuff that my parents sent with him, and also I guess for I don't pass my birthday alone. It is going to be my first birthday in that I celebrate alone. My birthday falls on the same day as my moms so it sucks were used to blowing out our candles together. But were going to have a skype birthday celebration, so it'll be a virtual birthday party, how fun!! Lol my mom is going to be turning the big 25 yup she's that young ;) well not really but she looks 25 so that's what matters!

Also my prayer life with God has become so strong I'm almost at the verge of tears!! I'm excited about that because I've only cried once with my dad when he almost broke down when he saw me (long story, and too private) and also when I was younger and accepted Jesus in my life as my Lord and Savior. So it's exciting, it sucks cause I pray alone, when you pray with others you feel that good spiritual energy of the holy spirit so much more, but I still get that feeling praying alone, and I hear God talk back to me it's so strong I love it. So yeah after this blog I'll work out a bit, shower, pray and fall into a great sleep :). You guys won't see this blog till tomorrow morning cause I'm writing this as the internet is already out, but yeah till the next one probably on my birthday....

God Bless!

Life is for living not living up tight

2009-09-22T14:04:00.001-04:00

As of late I have never felt closer to God, I have never felt more sure about anything than I'm sure of my life, and what my goal purpose is. I'm not saying oh I found out what I need to do in life, and then God is going to take me away but for now, I know what my mission is I've once again felt Gods connection, and can hear him speak to me, I know I may sound crazy, or a fanatic, as people claim, but I'm just a kid, who knows that God has an everlasting love for us, and gave his only child to suffer on earth for us, while peasants killed Him. It's incredible how we can go through each day not even saying thanks to God for the food we have, the water, the shelter, and family. I can't relate to you people out there with split families or dad's that left you but what I can tell you is that God is willing to take you in no matter what. Just go to him. Ugh I know I sound like I'm trying to convert people to Gods ways, but it's just- it's just a feeling that feels so perfect inside it makes you feel peace of mind, and keep things in perspective. I get angered pretty easily but I just ask God for patience, and I ask Him to take over my life, to be in control and let things fall together in his power. I see through eyes of faith now, I don't see through these blinded eyes of the world that seek money, fame, and cars, for happiness. Yes those things are nice, but it's so much nicer when you can find God, and be at peace of mind. I wake up everyday at 6:30 training is at 9:00. The reason I wake up at that time is to pray and thank God for the day, if anyone knows me they know I love to sleep in, but it's just you need to find time and dedicate it to God, and before I go to sleep I pray to him as well, in fact I pray while out on the soccer field, in the gym, while eating I talk to him in my mind. I'm obsessed I guess. It doesn't make me a different person, or weird don't judge me for what I believe in, I'm just inviting you guys to find God his love is not like any you can find. I understand by doing this post I may lose some fans cause people will disagree with me on the topic of God, but hey if you take this the wrong way I'm sorry I'm not trying to challenge your God or say mine is better, I'm just trying to let you guys understand that the reason I succeed is God. Trust me I know myself better than anyone, and I know that I'm not that good of a soccer player to be here in Brazil getting paid to paly and do what I love, it's a dream that I'm living but only because God has this idea of me going around the world playing soccer, and telling people about God. God is trying to show the world that he can take anyone a kid from Miami who prior to this past year wasn't able to make the A team on his club, but by me staying humble and always giving God the credit for when I did good, he's using me as an example to the world. And I say the world cause people all over the United States know my name, people in Mexico, people in Colombia, and now people in Brazil, I'm not sure where God will take me next, but I do know he's going to take me to bigger and better places. Some people may think "Wow your cocky" but believe me I'm not, I just have FAITH that God is going to take me as an example to the world, and people may also think you know if your wrong your going to look stupid right? Well Jesus was a man like you and I, and he would call a crowd of as many people as he could to tell them, hey this guy is blind I'm going to make him see right now. He would've looked stupid if he wasn't able to but he knew that God was going to let him down. Just as in the same way I invite all of you, all of you who have stuck with me and supported me, and kept on reading my blogs and leaving comments on it thank you, and I now invite you to continue my journey with me around the world, as I give God glory as I progress and as I go around the world. I pray you guys may all be as blessed as I am and if not don't worry have faith, for David killed Goliath with stones. We can conquer anything we set our minds too, if we just believe and have faith in our God. We all live in question in what are purpose is down here, don't seek answers just let God take control of your life, and live life to the fullest each and everyday I'll leave you guys with a quote.

"Life is living, not for living up tight" - Jay Z

God Bless

Believe & Faith

2009-09-17T19:00:00.000-04:00

Hey back again, well lately I've really been putting in some serious praying time waking up extra early to pray, and praying no matter how sleepy or tired I am at night before bed. So yeah I've felt really energetic and rejuvenated as of late. I just figured I got to be thankful for all the great things I have and not dwell on negative thoughts. So I've been having a positive mindset about everything, I guess you can say I live in a different world then you all, cause I don't believe in "reality" in the way others do. People think just cause something looks impossible in the human flesh, it can't happen, but I believe I have a God who can choose things to change at His will. I love Usain Bolt he's the fastest man on the face of the Earth, and he's 6 foot 5 inches. People always told him "Yeah your fast, but you'll never be the fastest your too tall." Oh really? He has crushed the world record in this specialty the 100m and with each growing year he continues to beat his previous record standing at 6 foot 5 inches proving all the doubters wrong. Gotta love that. I love his confidence as well, when he races he's not worried about the people he's racing against he's just worried if he will beat HIS world record again! In my mind to be successful you must first have confidence in yourself, secondly give it all you have, and lastly never give up. You can't ever give up, never ever no matter what to be great you will go through trials and tribulations, which is why I love runners like Usain Bolt beating the odds, he's not suppose to be the fastest man in the world he's "too tall" yet he is, and you can't doubt him anymore. People have said and will continue to say I won't be good enough to make it and that I'm not good enough to make it, I look at them back and smile and say I know your right. Why get into an argument with someone about if your good enough or not? Just go out and prove it to all of them who talk crap behind your back saying your too slow, your not strong enough, your not tall enough. I'm not gonna sit there and tell them okay let's go race see who's faster, just let them hate. People love to see the bad in others and judge them, which is why I have my opinions on people, but I only share them if it's asked of me. I don't go around snickering about others or saying stuff that's just going to bring someone down. Anyways I don't know what the reason for this post is to be quite honest, I guess I just felt like venting a bit.

Tomorrow we have a practice game at 10AM and I'm on the roster thanks to the Lord :). Don't know if I will be getting playing time but nonetheless it's a start, and I will be waiting for the second they call me to go out there and show them what I got. So yeah before I keep on rambling about pointless stuff that you guys don't want to read, I think I'm going to just end this here. I'm going to go to bed it's only 8PM, but I'm tired and am not in the mood to talk to people really. I miss my family so dearly, and can't wait to get back home and fly out on vacation with them and just be secluded from everything. There is a gym there so you better believe I'm going to be working out, and running on that sand. Ok enough enough enough, God Bless all of you, may you guys have blessed days and never stop having faith for God's grace won't take you where God's grace won't protect you.

God Bless

Been a while

2009-09-14T12:53:00.004-04:00

Well I have not been playing poker on PokerStars I banned myself for 60 days en route to do what I said I would. Although I have been playing on another site but only cause I have been receiving money from someone who is "staking" me. Staking means they pay for you to play you give them part of your profits. So yeah, been doing that but I can't play on PokerStars for 60 days and I plan on not playing poker, besides where I'm being staked at. So I'm somewhat sticking to not playing but I'm being offered something nice of playing esentially for free so kind, of need to take advantage of that.

But yeah besides that I've gone out, and been just messing around more I guess, I mean there isn't much we can do here but yeah, we try to make the most of it. Anyways this weekend we won 4-0 as we completely dominated the game were going back into training in about an hour from now. I believe we have gym, then after a physical/technical training session. I've also recently made a purchase I bought the new Nike vapors below is a picture of them. Also would like to give a special congratulations to my girlfriend who finally got her first job at, Banana Republic! Also congrats to my brother who just got hooked up and bought a 2010 BMW 528i in blackkk.....must be nice. Lol but yeah things back at home seem good, things over here are shaping out well just got to keep on with having faith in God. Well I miss my family and girlfriend very much their support is so crucial in making this work for me, and I couldn't be happier with how much support I get everyday from my brothers, parents, and girlfriend. I'm going to leave you guys with some pictures

God Bless

My cleats
My brothers new car
My wonderful girlfriend and I
My friends here in Brasil chilling under the ocean ;)
And my moms and pops their mad cute haha.

Linkin Park-Breaking the habit

2009-09-05T05:51:00.003-04:00

It's a good song but has something to do with my post obviously. Well as of right now it is Friday, and less than a month away from my birthday, and only 4 days away from my anniversary with my wonderful girlfriend. Although it feels as if it's been way moreeeeeeee, it's only going to be two years, I know to some of you that may be a lot, but it's not for me or at least it doesn't feel that way. This is however my first long serious relationship, I was always a "player" I suppose. Anyways I've learned a lot from her and it's been an amazing experience and wouldn't trade it for anything in the world even if she isn't the one I end up marrying. But I must admit I do picture me spending the rest of my life with her, just not ready to tie the knot ; I'm too young. So this post was meant for a few things just to announce what I've already said, and to comment that my soccer is going really well as of late, my relationship with God has gotten real tight again, and praying in the shower morning and nights has become so fiery? Lol nonetheless I'm feeling complete, and just ready for something to happen, not in a bad way but more as of in the sense of something better, I don't know we'll see soon.

I would also like to announce my first break from poker like real break of no poker starting on Monday September 7th, like not even playing a small game with friends for at least two months. They're a couple reasons why I'm doing this, first is that in my free time over here besides listening to music, playing video games, and being on the internet and/or talking to friends, all my free time is taken up by online poker. I feel as if I should go out more and experience the city even though it's very small, and I've probably experienced it all. Also I want to dedicate more time to God, and bonding with teammates. Secondly I'm not going to lie I've lost some of my winnings back to poker, although I still have a nice amount of profit, and a vacation with my girlfriend to Disney World paid for it feels nice to not waste it right back where you won it. Thirdly I would like to prove to other as much as myself that I don't need poker in my life that I can do with out it. Now some of you might say "Wow 2 months, that's nothing." Well how about you stop smoking for two months? Or how about you stop drinking for two months? Or how about you stop biting your nails for two months? I'm just using random examples but what I'm trying to say is letting go of habits that become apart of your daily life are hard to get rid of especially if you've grown with it, and are now at an age in which you can choose what you want for you. For example I used to drink every other weekend when I was 17 but entering my senior year last year, I decided was going to be more serious with soccer, and decided to barely drink and never get drunk. In all honesty I can't remember the last time I was drunk. Also I chose towards the middle of this year to let go of fast food, I haven't had fast food likely in 4-5 months. I also haven't drank soda in about 5 months, besides when I tried Guarana it's Brazils most famous soda and had to try it, it's really good by the way. I guess what I'm trying to say here anyway is that I'm trying to prove not only to others but to myself and God that I can let go of these bad habits, and live a better life without them. I know God sees these things, and rewards them. Although if no reward is given, I'll still be happy with the self accomplishment which is earned when you complete these tasks.

Right now it is 12:39AM I should probably be sleeping everyone in my room is just going to sleep now, but I've chosen to write this out then fall into a nice sleep. Tomorrow we have a game at 3PM and we need to win this game to get back on track. Congrats to Juan Dominguez who appears is going to get his first start out here he's a 92 (meaning born in 1992) and play's left back. I've lately been playing at left back, and have actually really enjoyed the way Brazilians play with their wing backs, they're very attacking and although it is a physically demanding job, I think I can play it just as well as central back if not better. I'm going to wrap this up now as my eyes are beginning to close, and mind starting to wander off. So may all of you back at the States have a blessed labor day weekend, and live it up!

God Bless!!

PS Marta check for errors I actualyly proofread it this time, and made sure there were no mistakes :) Ciao

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2009-08-31T11:53:00.001-04:00

Edit: When I was about to put the title I drew a blank, I couldn't come up with anything clever or anything. Enjoyyyyyyyyy

Well it's been a while since my last post, I mainly been just talking to my family a lot, working out with Juan in the room, and having classic soccer games up to 21 in a like 36x15 or so place lol. Also been on watching a lot of videos on youtube, I never really was a fan of it but you can burn time with it I guess....Everyone should check out this one french kid 6 years old Madin Mohammod I think that's his name this kid is ridiculous on the ball, like Cristiano Ronaldo not even joking, check it out! Today is Monday and the first day back to training, this weekend we lost 2-1 =/ I didn't go to the game as it was a far drive and didn't want to travel, but I was told that the other team was not good at all they caught two lucky breaks on the goals, and then packed it in the back oh well. I've also offered my coach another position in which I feel like I can excel at and that is left back. I been doing a lot of on my own training on the ball and feel like my technical ball skills have improved to some degree. Anyways that's another story my position is central back, but I'm willing to play left back as well.

My praying has been really good lately I been waking up early showering, and praying and at night I shower and pray there before going to bed, it's been really good. Send me prayer requests if you got any, I've always said the best way of getting something is working for it and asking God to help you. Well I know I always tell people to keep me in their prayers, I just feel as if the more people that pray for me, the more God is going to hear this subject and just get fed up and give me a contract with Barcelona ;) kiddingggg. It's all on God's timing.

Thank you for anyone that prayed for my fathers surgery to go good, as it did thank you Lord. For those who don't know he had surgery two nights ago, and he was in much pain although when I talked to him yesterday he felt much better and looked good. He had one of those bad ass scars on his stomach though it looked cool, though very painful.

My birthday is in a month and one day :) it'll be my first birthday my mom and I don't celebrate together, but it's okay we'll have a web chat birthday together. Just like when it's my girlfriend and our anniversary of two years of being together, we'll have a cute little web chat dinner. Babe for dinner I'm ordering the exclusive and rare peanut butter sandwich just cause it's the only food I can have in my room lol. Well I won't reveal anything else about that date as I can't spoil it for her!

Well there's been some interesting calls soccer wise but I gotta keep it on the lowwww for now, we'll see what happens in the upcoming months by the end of this year there should be something new. But sorry can;t leak out any information for now! Also would like to give a special thanks to all the YANKS on bigsoccer.com you guys are really supportive, cool, and helpful thanks for all the well wishes hopefully we won't dissapoint you guys. Till the nesxt one keep me in your prayers :)

God Bless :)))))))

A better life for you....

2009-08-24T13:14:00.003-04:00

I've had this in my inbox, and think it's something that we can all follow to make yourself a better person I've slightly began practicing it a bit, while adding some stuff daily .... I read this and thought it was so good, that I didn't even want to share it I felt like it was a secret to success... Kind of silly, but hey if it made me feel better, and makes my life more healthier and better, why shouldn't I show it to other people for they can improve their lives. I'm not saying I treat this like religion and do everything it asks, but I think most of the things on this list are really good, and true at least in my opinion, so incase of keeping this wonderful email to myself, and be selfish I've chosen to share it with the world.... I hope that by posting this someone's life will improve even if it's by the slightest bit, anyway here it is, I'm off too practice now we have gym today time to hit it hard again and get that body sore I love that feeling -___-

LIFE BOOK
Health:

1. Drink plenty of water
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar
3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants, and eat less food that is manufactured in plants
4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy
5. Make time for prayer
6. Play more games
7. Read more books than you did in 2009
8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day
9. Sleep for 7 hours
10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day -- and while you walk, smile

Personality:
11. Don't compare your life to others - you have no idea what their journey is all about
12. Don't harbor negative thoughts or worry about things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment
13. Don't overdo; create healthy limits
14. Don't take yourself so seriously; no one else does
15. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip
16. Dream more while you are awake
17. Envy is a waste of time, you already have all you need
18. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past - that will ruin your present happiness
19. Life is too short to waste time (or energy) hating anyone
20. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present
21. No one is in charge of your happiness except you
22. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class, but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime
23. Smile and laugh more
24. Agree to disagree - you don't have to win every argument

Community:
25. Call your family often
26. Each day give something good to others
27. Forgive everyone for everything
28. Spend more time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6
29. Try to make at least three people smile each day
30. What other people think of you is none of your business
31. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick - your family and friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:
32. Do the right things
33. Get rid of anything (or anybody) that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful
34. GOD heals everything
35. However good or bad a situation is, it will change
36. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up
37. The best is yet to come
38. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it
39. Your "inner most" is always happy - so, be happy

Last but not least:

40. Do forward this to everyone you care about .

God Bless :)

1st week back in Brasil

2009-08-23T08:19:00.000-04:00

Well here's a recap of my first training week in Brasil we started the next day after my arrival first was Monday. It began with waking up at 7am going down having my breakfast, coming back up showering, praying, then played xbox as today all we had was gym at 3pm. So with a free morning ahead I took advantage and fixed my room, and have everything pretty nice and neat. After lunch at 11pm I rested up, and talked with some of the guys and caught up with them on what's been going on etc. There are definintly some changes in the coaching staff, and a lot of players were let go to bring in new ones. I was happy too see Guilermee one of my friends who had left the academy return. Anyways we hit the gym pretty hard, well at least I did, I was maxing out, and just leaving my body and sweat at that gym, for my position I'm not as big as the ideal center back for most people. So when we have gym I stay longer doing extra, and once gym was over in my room I did some abs and push ups. I know that I need to continue to work hard, for I know that if you show God your truly doing extra and really want something He'll bring it towards you with his grace. The night was fun, hanging out and playing FIFA with the guys.

The next morning began the same way but Tuesday had a much more busy agenda, as we were set to train 3x once at 9am, then gym at 4pm, followed up by a physical session at 5pm. The morning session was rather light with not too much hard work but still some good training with our new coach Pita, and his brother Edu. I perfer these guys over Marcelo as to me Marcelo never paid attention to all the players only the starting 11 . But everyone has their own way of coaching, anyways training was light and after we had lunch and rested. The 4 and 5 pm session followed up each other with no break in between. My body had never felt so sore and exhausted from working out and running as I was that day. But it feels so good when you work and train hard and know that your progressing.

Anyways the next day was more of the same thing. Except my body was sorer than ever...Anyways it was somewhat hard to get up just cause when your exhausted as I was all you want to do is sleep, but sleeping won't get you anywhere. So we went out and trained 5v5 then 10v10 and doing some technical work before it. My team did awful although, I didn't play great either I was happy I kept working. Then we had more technical training at 3pm and followed it up with a 11v11 scrimmage with rules the midfield area had only two touches while everywhere else was free, their was cones to indicate the zones. This time I didn't want to lose so I began yelling in spanish/portugese lol and directing the team pumping them up giving support etc. as a result we did much better, and I think lost 3-2 but a close game. After we finished the scrimmage we went straight to the gym and pumped more iron while doing some work with dumbells. As my body laid in bed that night I could remember how sore it felt, but how good I felt for how hard I had been working. After I just laid back relaxed and prayed for some things, that are very near to me, and others that aren't so near but I know people need help with.

Thursday was a more relaxed day as the players got ready for their game on Saturday versus SEV Hortolandia. Thursday began normal then at 10:30 we headed to the auditorium to have a discussion with our motivational teacher who speks to us on certain topics and motivates, along with speaking about emotions. We saw "Britains Got Talent" and she showed us a cell phone salesman, who was 38 years old, in his interview before the finals he said his dream was always to sing opera, but he lacked confidence, and was very self concious so never went through with it. The other finalist was a 6yr old girl who I'm sure was not aware of how big of an honor it would be to win this. Not only that but the winner got a lot of money that was undisclosed, and got to sing for the Queen of England! Anyways we discussed how each one was very humble in their own way. In the end the cellphone salesman won, but the lesson we were learning was how humble he was and how if he had just had confidence he could have been singing his whole life instead of selling cell phones. So she went on to tell us how we need to stay humble and how lucky we are to be in the position that we are today, a chance to live a dream travel the world get paid millions, and do something you love. But she didn't fail to remind us how we must stay humble. She brought up an example saying 5 years ago did we see ourselves here? All the answers were no, then she followed it up with....Then why can't you in 5 years be playing for Brazil or USA in the 2014 World Cup hosted by Brazil....She went on saying how we must train not be lazy, and want to improve everyday no matter how tired we are if we really do love this we need to continue if not why are we doing this? All in all, it was really motivational. From there we rested till training time which was at 4pm. Training was very hard we were out there in the rain, and it was rough, though a very good practice. The rest of the day everyone just hung out, I played poker with two of my teammates and that was fun, after the game was over I won, and I called it a night and hit the bed.

The next morning training was what they call "brincadera" they do this every time the day day before a game. It's where u play a half field scrimmage and players play their opposite of their position, for example a forward would play goalie etc etc, and the coaches play as well. All in all it's a lot of fun and creates a good vibe for the team. After that it was a free day, although unfortunately I was transfered to another room along with my teammate/roommate Bryan. After all that I been pretty much resting, and excited to see my team in their second game of the season. Next day was pretty hectic as it began from the moment I woke up till now that I'm writing this at 11:08pm on Saturday. Anyways after waking up I laid in bed and just listened to music when Adolfo one of the directors here told us "let's go the Juvenils (U17) are about to start their game we quickly changed and rushed to the game it was a good game which we won 3-0 pretty convincingly. After that we returned to home, to have lunch hang out about 15 minutes then leave to my age groups game the U20s or otherwise known as "los juniores" the game was really boring as the other team played defensively obviously hoping to leave the game with a tie, but with 20 minutes left they scored on a corner kick, but then with 10 minutes left we scored on a free kick, and missed about two more oppertunities so at least the game got exciting, unfortunately we ended in a tie, and leaves our season record with one win one tie and no losses (the first game we won 7-0). After that we got dropped off to get a haircut and the people there were really nice, we had a great time chatting while getting a nice cut. After we returned to home, and got ready to go out, but on the way to the city they told us they were going out and not returning till 6am the next day cause curfew is at 11pm and if your not back by then you get fined so instead your allowed to return at 6am. So with that happening we decided to take the night easy and just get some food in the city and return to home as we did. After that we hung out ate crap, then I worked out here on my own in my room, and ate some more, and now I'm writing this, and probably going to pray while listening to some music and call it a night.

I also wanted to mention how great it's been over here since I've gotten back everyone is super cool, and nice and I'm getting along with them much much better. Also the work rate here has gone up, and everyone seems to be working hard, it's really a fun enviorment to be in...However I won't forget what Victor Pastora told me, who to me has always been a mentor type of person and has taught me and guided me in the right way soccerwise and even with some life choices. He told me "Don't ever get comfortable or satisfied with where your at strive to get better and work harder and harder everyday see each day as a day to improve, and get better" Well Vic you can count on me that I'm definintly working hard everyday and not taking this lightly. Till the next one may God Bless you all, and don't ever get comfortable with being average or mediocre strive to be the best, sounds cheesy but it's true.

God Bless

Back In Brasil

2009-08-17T12:19:00.000-04:00

Well Miami has came and gone just like that, I was said to be here for about a month and 3 weeks since my arrival to the 305 I'm leaving just like that back to Porto Feliz, Brasil again....I know I REALLY didn't write much while in Miami, but it's just cause it's hard your always busy seeing someone, spending time with someone, or doing something, there's time to blog, sure but your too tired when there's time, and perfer to relax. Well this time back home had plenty of ups and I would say one down, but I was at fault in the situation and acted immaturely, but we grow and we learn.

Well a week ago from today we played the U17 Colombian National Team. The game was going to be 3 halves of 30 minutes each. We had about 26 players on the roster so pretty much had two teams. The first half was good and even matched, and it ended at 0-0 with both team having their fair amount of chances on goal. The second half our midfield was changed, and the midfield on two mistakes pretty much left us (the defense) with our back against the wall, and they managed to get two goals. So 2-0 at the half. The third half they changed the team completely, and the first team watched from the bench we saw a horrific game after and Colombia ended up putting 6 on us at the end.

Anyways Miami Fc lost again after losing to the PR Islanders 4-0 this time around though they lost at home to Minnesota Thunder 1-0. Another dissapointing lost..... Anyways while in Miami I went to the casino a bit, and as a result of winning some money, I went shopping and bought my girlfriend, and mom some gifts :) Next time around it'll be the brothers and dad. Uhmmm I also would like to pat myself on the back for eating and drinking very good and healthy while over here. Trust me in Miami this is very difficult, but thanks to my mom for buying me healthy snacks at the house to eat.

Well my flight is about to take off on my flight 9 hours directly my flight is supposed to take off in the next 15 minutes, but we'll see, hopefully I have a turbulence free safe quick flight. When I get there I will post this blog shower and knock out probably as tomorrow it's back to training I'm excited more this time around to get playing time and start playing and showing the world what I got and what I'm capable of with a God as big as mine :)

Edit: Well now im writing after being here about 8 hours and wow everyone has greeted me awesomely with hugs and stories and it's been a great warm feeling, I got to say it was nice to see I did make some good friends, and they're receiving me with open arms. Today we have gym then tomorrow we start 3x a day training. I'm excited to get back into this good happy training enviorment. I'm excited! Oh also I got a professional room to stay in with TV and all it's awesome I also got a closet that fits my clothes finally and all my foods. I'm so excited. I miss my family, girlfriend, and friends back at home. But I'm ready to start playing over here in Brasil!

God Bless everyone!

It's been a while but a wrap up of Miami so far....

2009-08-05T12:26:00.001-04:00

Well this is what Miami does to you, it keeps you so wrapped up and busy there's just no time for blogging. Nonetheless I have found the time to blog, I've been in Miami now for something like 11 days or so, and it's been awesome. I've done a lot from just spending time w/ the family to eating dinner at the beach with my love, to being at a very exciting game of Miami Fc that we tied 1-1 in the 94th minute! But more on those things later, let's take it all the way back to day 1.

I get here the surprise is awesome everyone is happy, were all enjoying having a magnificent time, eating from my dad's barbeeque and everything goes amazing.

Next day we decide to have a family evening, and head out to the Hard Rock Hotel and Casino. My dad and I wound up playing blackjack real quick before dinner i made $30 my dad made $15 and we went to dinner, at Tequila Ranch. Which has a fun enviorment filled with young people just looking to have a good time. Anyways dinner was, my girlfriend, my family, my brothers girlfriend, and I. It was a good dinner that we all enjoyed, and then something quite embarrasing happened to my mom which was kind of my fault =x but I won't mention that I love you mami if your reading this! :) Well anyways after dinner everyone kind of spread out and I went to play poker while playing for about 5 minutes all of the sudden comes Jose Canseco (the steroider from baseball if you don't know who he is) and sits and starts to play. Anyways to make a long story short he got really lucky on me in a $280ish pot and I got up and called it a night....

The next eventful day was probably Tuesday my first day of training with Miami Fc. I always thought these people were like 23 24 years old when really there all 28 30 and even 35 years old! Their old, but for being as old as they are they can still definintly play soccer. Anyways training was light, I mean it's just normal training I guess people messing around and doing some small sided games a little bit of running etc etc. So everyday my schedule has looked something like gym sometime early like before 2:00 then Miami Fc training at 5:00 till about 7 7:30.

After training all week, we had a game Saturday at 8pm versus Montreal who were currently 2 ponts behind us so this game was going to be very very important. Anyways I was told to be here at 3pm although the game was at 8pm and I wasn't even going to play, I didn't ask questions though and arrived at the field at 2:45 got changed and headed out to the field with Zack, only to find about 130 kids waiting there. Well it turned out to be that Miami Fc was having an inaugural one day camp, where you get to meet the pros, play with them, have a locker room tour, get some prizes, and get a free ticket to the game versus Montreal! It was an awesome and really fun camp. Yeah sure it was like 95 degrees and I was playing soccer with 12 and 13 yr olds but I had a great time, and the kids were all really enthusiastic, and Koko who was the somewhat leader of the camp did really good with all the kids and making sure everyone had a good time. I applaud Miami Fc on their idea of doing this, and give thanks to the 6-7 players that came out to help with the kids. By 6pm all the kids were gone to a pizza party and I was ready to run 10 sprints of 300 meters before the game for all the players that weren't going to play in the game. After that I went to the locker room showered, and got changed ready to watch the game with my parents in the fan section. Now on my way to the fan section Fernando Claviho, and Koko asked where I was going and I said my parents are here so I'm going to sit with them Koko then handed me a sharpie and said I would need it....I didn't think anything of it, but thanks for the sharpie Koko! For when I got to the fan section there was about 40 kids asking for my autograph, it felt pretty cool you know to be recognized and all....I had no problem signing as many shirts as I possibly could I mean it was super fun to do, and had a great time in doing so. On one kids particular shirt we had talked earlier throughout the day and I had a great conversation with him, I can't remember his name but I know he knows who he is so if you ever come across this blog man, may God Bless, and can't wait to play you when you make it professional as well!

Now onto the game versus Montreal we continuously stuggled throughout the game and we had some exciting moments but nothing close....then late in the second half Montreal scored and we were kind of down in spirits, but we never gave up, and thanks to two substitutions we got an amazing goal in the 94th minute to tie!!!! It was a really good ending to the day near perfect, but we'll take the tie! The goal came from a big left foot cross from Jack and it was put right into the space in front of Marcina where he hit it passed the keeper, and tied up the game! It was an extremely exciting game.

The next day we had off so I decided I would take my girlfriend out to dinner on South Beach, we didn't know where we were going to eat so we just walked down Ocean drive till we found a restaurant that was appealing. Sure enough we found an Italian one where unfortunately I can't remember the name, but I will tell you that the food was, the service was great, and I had thee BEST cheesecake I have ever had in my life! It was vanilla cheesecake showered in strawberry sauce, with real strawberry cut up along side it. It was amazing. :)

The day after that we wounded up waking up and heading out to South Beach again this time we went to enjoy the sun and beach. Wow I missed the beach a lot, I just love everything about the beach, anyways after we both got a nice tan we went shopping Collins street. Bought some nice clothes for me along with a nice pair of Steve Madden shoes for my girlfriend. After that tired and all we headed back home and rested.

Yesterday was Tuesday and I was back to training, but yesterday was an extremely tiring day. My day went as followed.

Woke up at 10am had a light breakfast.
Picked up Rafa Centofanti and had subway at 2pm
Gym from 2:30pm - 3:45pm worked out some arms legs and abs.
From there headed to Miami Fc practice from 5pm to 7pm.
I left right away and went too Kendall Academy U18 practice which was from 7:30-9:30.
Then alas I got home and rested.....

Today is finally Wednesday and I'm finally wrapping up this blog, sorry I took so long it' just that's what Miami does to you....

Well I hope I continue on forward with my progress and all. Hope everyone has been having great summers....Shoutoutssss..... Bryan Dominguez he signed with Traffic and is here in Miami, and will be heading out to Brasil with me when I go back. Shoutout to Juan David Dominguez who also signed with Traffic though he is 17 and plays for the younger guys look forward too seeing you out there in Brasil again man. And last but notleast my girlfriend who got into college, she is now studying at Keiser University here locally in Miami.

Hopefully my next post won't be too long before I do another one but till then.

God Blesss :)

Surpriseeee in the Three Oh Fiveeeee.

2009-07-24T21:53:00.000-04:00

Well right now I'm about to board on the plane and couldn't be more excited to go back to Miami! Anyway the reason I'm going back home to Miami is that the U20s are in a tournaments and the season doesn't begin for about another month, so instead of training with only Edu in what I believe was a reduced training enviorment, I will be heading back to Miami to train and possibly even play with Miami Fc. So when Luis Muzzi proposed this offer to me I couldn't say no I mean I'll be doing more of 2 and 3 a days with Miami Fc while living at home, being with family, friends, and not mention my wonderful girlfriend!! :)

So this happened very suddenly, but like I said that's the way God works out of no where, expect the unexpected! Haha...well anyways I'm really excited I should be landing around 6ish in Miami and will be surprising my whole family except for my parents who already know, so this blog won't be posted till later on tonight to not spoil any surprises! Now I know a lot of people think "Well after a month in Brazil you must be dying for Mcds, or some soda, or partying!" And honestly I can say that I don't really desire any of these in fact Desportivo Brasil is sending me a workout plan to continue while in Miami, and a food plan to abide by. And myself on my own plan on keeping a good sleep schedule, and continue to train hard over here.

Things I'll be doing once back home
-Chill with the family
-Go to church
-Spend time with my loveeeeeeeeeeeee
-Play some live poker, with the money I've won.
-Spend time w/ friends.
-And get really strong and get much better.

I plan on my daily routine being something like this.....

Monday/Wednesday/Friday
Wake up 7:30am
Breakfast 8am
Train with Miami Fc Pros at 9am
Have lunch 12pm
Gym (upper body) 2:30pm
Train with Miami Fc U18 academy 5pm
Spend nights resting and hanging out with the family and girlfriend.

Tuesdays/Thursdays
Wake up 7:30am
Breakfast 8am
Train with Miami Fc pro team at 9am
Have lunch 12pm
Train with Miami Fc U18 academy 5pm
Gym (Legs) 7:30pm
Rest,recover,girlfriend,family! :)

I really hope I can stick to this plan or something similar to it I've been working my ass off lately in Brazil and as a result my body is sore, but it feels good to know your working hard. I'm training hard on the field and playing good. While in the gym putting in those extra reps and pushing myself to where I literally can't anymore....So all in all I feel good about this and feel I can accomplish it. I love God ! Lord let me have a safe flight back home and be greeted with warmth and love :)

God Bless

Nightmare....slightly

2009-07-22T12:03:00.000-04:00

Well it's every young soccer players nightmare...When you give it all up to pursue a dream and you get injured. Thankfully my in injury is not that serious where as it could end my career or anything, but unfortunately I'm in a lot of pain at the moment. An injury that began way back in about early June came back and stung my the outside of my right foot. =/ I pretty much can't clear the ball w/ my right foot it's to weak and in pain to do so. So it's like playing semi-handicapped. Lol well either way training has been going good though I've also been hitting the gym hard which is where I think my weakness as a soccer player is.

Unfortunately today while training, there was a divided ball which I went in hard with my right foot won the ball but lost the war, on a count of that my right foot was in pain again, so without even trying to force I immediately sat out headed to the trainers office and got a nice hour treatment. My foot feels better but I don't know exactly how I am till I get back out on the field. So tomorrow back to training again and hopefully feeling good.

Besides that not much new stuff going on, just training day to day getting better and taking those baby steps of progression. Short blog. But not much to write about, till the next one.

God Bless

And we call this "Sacrifice"

2009-07-20T11:10:00.000-04:00

Well this past week as you know I've been training with the pros, since our U20s are gone for a tournament. To my and the other Americans dismay we were told that the pros need to begin preparing for a game this week, so we were to told to train on our own. So were going to train with Edu one of the trainers here, which you know by me is fine, just kind of dissapointing when you were told you were going to train with the pros. Sucks cause maybe it was a chance for me to get looked at, but hey it's in Gods hands so I'll just accept things as they come and let it be.

Anyways training this past week I felt I did really well, I even felt as if the coach took in interest in me, as he kept choosing me for the 11 v 11 but hey with time everything falls together. One thing I really noticed I needed was to gain more upper body strength I mean I fought hard with these guys and defended very well. But the air balls I couldn't win cause of the huge bodies I was going up against. It was kind of angering but I know I need to just hit the gym 3x as hard as other when we go. Which is why the last time we went I did extra and really pushed myself to the point that my ass muscles were sore. What sucks with working out is that results are long pressed and are not immediate. So you just have to keep believing and going and working hard till you finally do see results even if they don't come for a long time. Another thing I been trying to do is eat a lot more I try eating lunch as soon as it begins and then a little bit more right before the doors for lunch close.

The weekend was kind of boring unlike Miami where you can't wait for the weekends to go out and have a good time, over here weekends are so boring I mean this whole weekend was taken up by playing FIFA, and poker but even that gets boring you know? Oh well "sacrifice" is the name of the chapter that I'm currently living. Hopefully my next chapter in life will be "a step up" and will be along the lines of something like making it to the starters or pros. But for now only God knows what my future holds, and I only know that I must give my all to get where it is that I want to be, and that's in Europe if it's Gods will.....Well I'm off to an early lunch, then gonna pray, and shower kick it online for a bit then off to training to work work work.

God Bless everyone.

Giving God Some Glory!

2009-07-14T14:01:00.000-04:00

Well these last couple of days I've been recognized in the world of US Soccer. It's a blessing and honor to be recognized the way I have been although I'm not in the states no more. First off I'd like to let everyone know that I give glory to God for all my achievements, and a special thanks to my my family and girlfriend for their continuous support of me. Lastly Luis Calix my coach this year, he's truly a remarkable coach, and can't thank him enough for bringing out the best in me this year....

Well earlier this week I was sent an email from my former manager to notify me that I was selected to the starting 11 for the All Southeast Region Team. It's a pretty sick achievement. Also congrats to Andrew Quintana, and Steven Seballos who also made it they both were on my club team Miami Fc. Congrats guys! Here is what I was sent and the story can be found also on USSOCCER.COM

◦ From the U.S. Soccer Communications Center:
◦ 2008-09 U.S. SOCCER DEVELOPMENT ACADEMY U-17/18 CONFERENCE STARTING XI TEAMS UNVEILED
◦ Academy Starting XI, Player and Coach of the Year Awards to be Announced Next Week; Development Academy Finals Week Set for July 10-17 at The Home Depot Center in Carson, Calif. 
◦ (July 9, 2009) – The 2008-09 U-17/18 Development Academy Conference Starting XI and Conference Coaches of the Year have been unveiled as Development Academy Finals Week is set to kick off on Friday, July 10, at The Home Depot Center in Carson, Calif.
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◦ A total of 44 players selected to the Starting XI teams, chosen by Development Academy clubs and national staff coaches, represent 31 different clubs. Four clubs - PDA, Miami FC Kendall, CASL FC Chelsea and Chivas USA - have three players represented on their respective Conference Starting XIs. The Central Conference is the most evenly distributed with 10 different clubs represented, as only the Columbus Crew Juniors having two players on that list in goalkeeper Justin Luthy and defender Matt Weit.
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◦ Weit is one of a number of Conference honorees who has spent time with youth national teams, due in part to the vast network of Development Academy technical advisors and scouts. He recently teamed up with Gatorade Player of the Year Dillon Powers (Andromeda) and Andrew Wenger (PA Classics) for a trip to Egypt with Thomas Rongen’s Under-20 Men’s National Team, where the U.S. won and drew against the hosts of the upcoming FIFA U-20 World Cup.
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◦ Will Bates (Richmond Strikers), Miles Byass (Arsenal SC) and Powers also traveled with the Under-18 MNT to Lisbon, Portugal, in late May, where the Americans topped Finland and battled to a scoreless draw against Germany before falling to Portugal in an impressive showing under head coach Mike Matkovich. Steve Palumbo (Seacoast United), Jossimar Sanchez (PDA) and London Woodberry (FC Dallas Juniors) have also participated in prior camps with the U-18s.
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◦ Chivas USA Academy’s Bryan de le Fuente and FC DELCO’s Joseph Schmid participated on the Development Academy Select Teams that squared off against the U.S. U-17 MNT at the Spring Showcase in Sarasota, Fla. Schmid went on to participate in ensuing training camps under head coach Wilmer Cabrera and his staff as they continue preparations for the FIFA U-17 World Cup this fall.
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◦ IMG Academy goalkeeper Larry Jackson, who was honored in the South Conference Starting XI, spent three semesters in U.S. Soccer’s U-17 Residency Program. Korey Veeder (Clearwater Chargers) and Jesse Paredes (Chivas USA Academy) were also part of Residency for two semesters while LAFC Chelsea’s Pablo Cruz (LAFC Chelsea) spent one semester in Bradenton, Fla.
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◦ The Development Academy Starting XI and Players and Coaches of the Year will be announced next week, when Finals Week will be well underway. Now wrapping up its second season, the U.S. Soccer Development Academy has improved the training environment, provided relevant, high-level matches on a consistent basis, increased the level and efficiency of scouting for the national teams and provided players, coaches and referees with structured programming.
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◦ Eight teams from each age group will face off at the U.S. Soccer National Training Center in Carson, Calif., during Development Academy Finals Week from July 10-17. Two groups of four teams will play on the fields used by the U.S. National Team Programs, including the Men's National Team. Finals week will conclude with placement matches on Thursday, July 16, for the U-17/18 age group and Friday, July 17, for the U-15/16 age group. To advance to finals week, the 16 teams below finished atop a four-team group at the Academy Playoffs.
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◦ 2008-09 East Conference U-17/18 Starting XI:
◦ GOALKEEPER (1): Rafael Diaz (PDA)
◦ DEFENDERS (3): Brian Cochrane (FC DELCO), Ethan White (D.C. United Academy), Jossimar Sanchez (PDA)
◦ MIDFIELDERS (5): Zak Kupfer (Albertson SC), Steve Palumbo (Seacoast United), Andrew Wenger (PA Classics), Paul Torres (D.C. United Academy), Joseph Schmid (FC DELCO)
◦ FORWARDS (2): Brian Rogers (Albertson SC), Ryan Finley (PDA)
◦ East Conference Coach of the Year: Steve Klein (PA Classics)
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◦ 2008-09 Central Conference U-17/18 Starting XI:
◦ GOALKEEPER (1): Justin Luthy (Columbus Crew Juniors)
◦ DEFENDERS (3): Matt Weit (Columbus Crew Juniors), Taylor Kemp (Real Colorado), London Woodberry (FC Dallas Juniors)
◦ MIDFIELDERS (4): Nikita Kotlov (Carmel United SC), Dillon Powers (Andromeda), Ian Christianson (Chicago Fire Academy), Josh Beard (Sockers FC)
◦ FORWARDS (3): Seth Rudolph (St. Louis Scott Gallagher Metro), Zack Foxhoven (Colorado Rush AS Monaco), Shane Lyons (Derby County Wolves)
◦ Central Conference Coach of the Year: Oscar Pareja (FC Dallas Juniors)
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◦ 2008-09 South Conference U-17/18 Starting XI:
◦ GOALKEEPER (1): Larry Jackson (IMG Soccer Academy)
◦ DEFENDERS (4): Andrew Quintana (Miami FC Kendall), Isack Nyongabo (CASL FC Chelsea), Daniel Villegas (Miami FC Kendall), Korey Veeder (Clearwater Chargers)
◦ MIDFIELDERS (4): Ryan Metts (CASL Chelsea FC), Steven Saballos (Miami FC Kendall), Eli Garner (CASL FC Chelsea), Eric Lawrence (AFC Lightning)
◦ FORWARDS (2): Eduardo Alvarez (Greensboro Youth Soccer), Will Bates (Richmond Strikers)
◦ South Conference Coach of the Year: Peter Mannino (Clearwater Chargers)
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◦ 2008-09 West Conference U-17/18 Starting XI:
◦ GOALKEEPER (1): Juan Quiroz (Chivas USA Academy)
◦ DEFENDERS (3): Anthony Arena (Crossfire Premier), Bryan de la Fuente (Chivas USA Academy), Chris Smith (Real So Cal)
◦ MIDFIELDERS (4): Anthony Salciccia (De Anza Force), Miles Byass (Arsenal FC), Pablo Cruz (LAFC Chelsea), Jesse Paredes (Chivas USA Academy)
◦ FORWARDS (3): Norberto Ochoa (Arsenal FC), Benny Estes (Pateadores), Rodolfo Godinez (Nomads SC)
◦ West Conference Coach of the Year: Derek Armstrong (Nomads SC)
◦ -ussoccer.com-

That was nice to be recognized like that but then a couple days later Steven Seballos let me know that I was chosen for the starting 11 in the whole nation, I mean your region is nice but the whole nation was pretty shocking to find out, but then again I'm not to surprised I have a big God who only does big things, so why settle for less. Well anyways this is the link to the story of the top 11 players in the country chosen most of the players there are going to the U20 world cup hopefully one day I can be as lucky as these guys, and play in a world cup congrats to everyone who made it. I don't know if they'll be calling us for any games but if they do I will keep everyone updated well till next time everyone I'm off to training.

http://www.ussoccer.com/articles/viewArticle.jsp_15138829.html

God Bless

English Class

2009-07-13T20:59:00.000-04:00

This weekend was really meaningless, not much happened I just stayed in the room with the players from FGCU playing FIFA and hangin out. Tomorrow (Monday) I begin training with the professionals as the U20s leave for a tournament. So it will be good to start training a bit harder. I'm hoping to really showcase myself and who knows maybe hop on right to the pros team, but we'll see what God has in store for me.

Anyways today as I was in my room watching a movie on my labtop that gives me inspiration "Goal!" one of the guys who works in the office came in, and said come with me in portugese, so i agreed and followed him downstairs where he took me into the english class. Only to my surprise I found a british lady as the teacher who was born in Brasil, and the trainers here from Traffic. So class was already in session, but we drifted off into a conversation about me and where I'm from and my family, girlfriend, soccer, life back home, etc. I would speak in english the teacher would translate to them and vice versa, it was so much fun I had a great time talking and laughing we were all laughing. And then one of the trainers Edu told me he works specifically with my position and that tomorrow after I train with the pros he wants to train me indivdually, which i was suprised but much more thankful for. Then he followed up with that one weekend he'll take me back to his home city of Santos and watch a game and have a bar bee q at his house, and spend Sunday at the beach, and that I can stay in his home. I was flattered, and just thankful. So it looks as if I'm going probably in a couple weeks, but the class went so well everyone was laughing I even learned some portugese slang. I learned the word "marryfoot". Haha this word describes most of the girls in Brasil who just loveee lovee loveee loveeeee soccer players. So if you introduce as "Hi my name is Daniel" they look at you and turn the other way. Now if you introduce yourself as "Hi my name is Daniel I'm from the states I'm here on a contract playing soccer" well what happens is they pretty much fall in love with you. Now to clear things up I don't know this from experience, but I did see it happen with my friend and he hooked up with two girls on the spot. Pretty crazy. Anyways I've drifted off topic the trainers are there every monday for 2 hours, and they have invited me back to help, and just have a good time with them pretty much. I agreed to their proposal as I enjoy being there with them, and its a fun time, while I can give back some you know. It's nice.

So tomorrow begins training again, God take over my body, my mind, my legs! I love you mami. I love you papi. I love you Teko. I love you Mono. I love you familia Villegas. I love you too babe <3.

God Bless everybody, and don't hate just love. :)

Miami in Brazil....

2009-07-07T16:26:00.001-04:00

Well players keepa coming on in, mainly from my area too, but their here just to train and prepare for University we actually have two players from FGCU here training one is Brazilian, and the other is Argentinan. Also today arrived two more players that used to play for Cagliari-Miami but have crossed over now to Miami Fc academy. They're all here until August 1st and it's gonna be fun to have a little Miami flavor here. Todays training was good, I felt I performed really well, and with each passing day I feel as if I'm getting better and better, I'm also getting along more with the players so that's also a defenite positive. Later today we were treated to a nice surprise Keirrison the 20yr old superstar that player for Palmeiras was here and chatted to us a bit today and was gracious enough to take pictures with everyone. I really enjoyed listening to him speak, for one he's not flashy he looks like a regular kid, and also he speaks very well, and he also talks a lot about faith. If you haven't heard of him you will as he has been bought by Barcelona for 15 million Euros. It's amazing to know this kid is only 20yrs old, and he's being paid the way he is. But hey that's what hard work can give you, along with a Brazilian background! I know one day I will be on sale and sold off to Europe, so it's nice too meet a fellow player, I'm kidding don't take me seriously when I say that stuff. I mean, I do mean it but i say it out of faith, not out of cockyness, I'm a very humble kid and shall stay that way I despise people that brag, and have to continue to speak on all their success, that's why in my blog I don't only write the good I like to be truthful even if it means I'm being benched or I'm playing bad. I'm not gonna run from my problems I'm going to face them head on with God. So yeah that was todays day, followed by a workout at the gym, and tomorrow we have another practice game on the road at 10am will blog about that when we win!!! Oh by the way the pics of Keirrison and I will be up on FB by tonight so check em out!!!!

God Bless

Game against Brasilis. Yanks Abroad.

2009-07-04T10:04:00.000-04:00

Well yesterday it was an all day out type of day. We had another practice game against Brasilis, only this time we were the away team, and were on the road. Their home field was about 2 hours drive away from ours. So we left like at 12:00 to get there in time to warm up and get ready as the game started at 15:00. I don't know if these guys are rivals or something but the atmosphere felt a bit more hostile. Anyways we began he game and within the first two minutes there was a hard tackle from one of their players then followed up with an elbow to the face of another one of our players, immediately the benches cleared and even coaches came out to the field the players and everyone formed a big thing talking, and pushing people around. The coaches agreed that if any player got too hot headed he would taken off the field. Game continues and were ahead 1-0 when another dirty tackle from behind hits one of our players, and the same thing happens benches clear only this time people are getting into eachothers faces and people are being held back. After that we had another goal and we took the lead 2-0, and then halftime came. The second half proceeded with the same thing and the game became even more hostile when they scored a very nice goal but rubbed it in our faces with the celebration. It was like taunting/yelling, but we shrugged it off with saying "hey 2-1 that's right". So the game had about 25 minutes in and I was warming up to get into the game when again anotherrrrrrrrrrr dirty tackle this one on a break away and it's a direct red people begin to push and get really physical the coaches both agree to call off the game, and we head home on our 2 hour bus ride arrive at 20:00 have dinner, shower, and relax. I think I'm getting used to the fact that I'm just not a started YET. Cause yesterday I didn't get upset with not playing, and I understand I'm new and will eventually earn my spot on the team. Hopefully sooner than expected. Well today is the weekend, and we had a gym session early, and now it's a day off and I'm going to try to go to the city, and enjoy myself maybe buy a couple thangsssss.

On another note the forum thread that was made about me, in which I mentioned on my last post, well I received two emails, and am going to answer those questions now. Feel free to send an email and ask me any questions, I will answer the ones I'm allowed to, and the ones I feel are appropiate.

I became involved with Traffic, as they're owners of Miami Fc the USL team, I played for Miami Fc the U18 academy team. I believe I was seen and spoken about after Dallas Cup where the interest came from Tigres of Mexico as well. I took at look at both contracts and chose Traffic, they truly are a great company, and deal with their players very well.

My ethnic background is Colombian both my parents are Colombian, and are now US Citizens. I was born in Miami and have lived here my whole life.

That's it for now feel free to ask, and thanks for all the support yanks.

God Bless

Rainy Days.....

2009-07-02T11:47:00.002-04:00

Everyone who reads this should check this out I'm actually talked about on a soccer forum website, it's pretty cool not to brag or anything but just check it out. And if the forum people wanna talk to me you can send me an email to danielvillegas19@gmail.com

http://www.bigsoccer.com/forum/showthread.php?t=1023308&highlight=Villegas

Rainy day today in Porto Feliz, and very cold. Anyways yesterday we had another practice game against some team there in which we won again 3-1 I played the last 20 minutes and for whatever reason was nervous, messed up my first pass, but after that played well and had an overall decent game. I feel like I only get put into the game when it's easy, as if they were putting me in for pity, I hate feeling the way I do so I think very optimistically. You can say I'm weird, maybe a bit messed up in the head....that's ok though cause I agree that I'm weird and a bit crazy in the head, just ask my girlfriend, or family if you need some reassurance. I been here now for two weeks and counting, and to be honest its hard to adapt to this lifestyle and this much sacrifice, I'm more used to a chilling life back home. But although I feel as if I'm being pitied, and being treated as a lower level player, I KNOW that I will make it and overcome these obstacles, cause that's all they are, obstacles. It's not as if I'm going up against a brick wall, instead these are just hurdles and steps I need to overcome. In fact everyday on the way to practice it's a pretty long walk today, I came dressed in the team uniform like everyone else, only to find out 3 other players and I weren't allowed to be in the team picture cause were under evaluation. Ouch, made me feel like a sick outcast. Whatever I never think of stuff negatively or get sad, for i know that I wasbrought to Brazil to play soccer professionally for the skills that the Lord presents to other people through me. So after we- well they took the picture, we walked to the field, on the way to the filed we go up about a 50ft hill obviously through stairs, today on this rainy freezing day in which I was struggling to deal with, I stopped and stared at 50ft stairs and the uphill climb it was. It's not as if it were my first time going up these stairs, or that I was incapable of going up them. It just hit me when I stopped at the feet of the stairs. This is all obstacles and sacrifices that I must make to get to God blessings for me. I know I'm gonna make it to Europe and play professional soccer, it's just a matter of when. Nobody said it would be easy, nobody told me it would be this hard, but hey I have a God who is King of Kings, and nothing can stop His will. So I trained today although the conditions were terrible to play in, and with a refreshed mind and outlook on my life. I know I'm going to make it, and I just need to have patience it's just a matter of when. I'm not the type to get scared and back down when given a challenge, instead I will live up to and surpass the expectations. Trust me, all is going to be fine, I'm missing my family, and girlfriend so much, but hey for everyone back home who misses me, and is wondering how it's going. Right now honestly not that great but have faith and continue to pray for me that everything will be fine, and I miss all of you too but like my momma once told me.......

Las cosas con sacrificio son las que reciben mas recompensas

God bless everyone!!

Game against Palmeiras

2009-06-27T11:45:00.001-04:00

We had a practice game on Friday against Palmieras U20 and the end result was well. Unfortunately I didn't get on the field, but as I was told after it was cause they wanted to rest me and make sure i recuperated well from the stomach ache i had the day before where I was taken to the doctor as I was feeling very nautios and felt like throwing up. It sucked, but I know I have to be patient, and decide to go when God decides not when I feel like it. We ended up winning a well hard fought out game 5-3. Our team functions really well, and our only weak point may be our goalie. Not to say he sucks but he's not really good either. Uhm today we had a light gym workout, and are hanging out for the rest of the day. I'm not sure if I mentioned this or not but we had a new kid come to our room he was an "infantil" meaning born 94 or after he was 15 years old and had dropped out of school, and signed an agent and was on tryouts from Paraguay. He was a really nice kid, real cool, and easy to get along with, needless to say but he didn't act 15 a very mature kid. Unfortunately for unknown reasons he was sent home yesterday after only being here for 2 days. And in his practice game he scored a really nice goal, hard to figure out why he got sent out. But I told him "hey man don't worry about it that God has bigger plans for you elsewhere he doesn't want you to play here, he wants you to play somewhere else and be big!" He answered "oh I know that's why I'm not sad or mad or anything, I know that God is taking me to where he wants me to go, if this isn't what he wants then that's fine with me. I know God is taking me somewhere better. And then he told me "Also don't worry about not playing today, understand that your gonna play when God wants you to play look at everything in a positive way....." He went on to say more but what I showed you that he told me just hit me like wow if I was him I'd be so down, but he understands God greater purpose for him, and so do I now, and I'm not complaining or down, cause I didn't play instead I'm just more excited for the next training session and game for I can prove to everyone I'm ready and start giving God's name some glory! :)

Besides that I'm missing my family, and girlfriend, and friends like crazy I try to webcam with my girlfriend, and family when I can they make me so happy and feel good and lift my spirits as gay as it sounds, its the truth. It's hard to be away from home for so long, when your so close to your family. But like something my mom told me in spanish but I'll translate the things that you give a lot of sacrfice to have the greatest compensations. So I'm here for the long run, its crazy it's only been 2 weeks. But I'm adapting to things, and the way my life is now going to be. Until the next post may God bless you, and if something ain't going right don't stress it, and just leave your problems with God. He has your back, and will only bring good things to you, as long as you keep your faith through all the obstacles.

God Bless !

Weekend. World Tour?

2009-06-21T11:45:00.001-04:00

So I'm a little late on this blog, but since I get all Sunday off I will tell you about the last couple of days here, well Friday we had a practice game against some team I believe called San Andres here from Brasil. The other team was pretty bad but we payed really good, and we actually have a pretty good team. Anyways at halftime it was 4-0 us, and the coach told the whole bench to warm up. It was about 6 of us I think 3 started the second half while 3 of us waited, including me. Everyone was in the game now, besides me and then with about 15 minutes left he called me to go in. I was excited but when I stepped onto the field I saw that even though I was observing the game I was so lost with the formation we were playing, and the way the team moves defensively I never felt this way on a soccer field before it sucked. Nonetheless the offense kept scoring and we were ahead 9-0 with about 5 minutes left when they put a long ball over the top of me, and this kid, and I are racing to it when the goalie comes out and yells something in portugese we collide I flip over him the balls stays alone stranded and the forward puts it away. We end up winning 9-1 yet I feel like crap for messing up and colliding with the goalie and giving the other team their lone goal, at my expense. I get pretty down, but remember that God always said you will face adversity before you face promotion, the promotion is given on the account of how you handled adversity, and am proud to say although I did mess up in the game shortly after I was over it and understood that God is in control and makes stuff happen for a reason. So after the game we kicked backed and relaxed, and played ping pong, pool, the usual. And that pretty much wrapped up Friday. As for Saturday we woke up early got breakfast and left to watch Desportivo Brasil U17 one of the players on our U17 team is signed by Manchester Utd and he is born in the year 93! He's now just waiting to turn 18 and leave, pretty sick he's a great DM. They were playing Sao Paolo a really good team from Brazil, and actually their CB was the captain of the U17 Brazil national team which is pretty sick and quite an honor. The game was very high paced as most Brazilian soccer games are, and both teams were attacking profusely and then we got our first goal wth a strike from about for 30 yards out top shelf! The crowd went crazy it was only like 200 people there but these people were yelling at the top of their lungs playing drums throwing firecrackers singing songs it was awesome! We went on to win the game 2-0. Then we came back to the academy for lunch, then went to go watch a huge rivalry game for Division 2 Brazilian teams they're stadiums are only about 300 meters away! Porto Preta was the home team and they were playing Guaranese I think some green team, and both teams were in the top 3 and 4 teams get promoted to Division 1 so it was even more sick. The fans are insaneeeeeeeeeeee, I took videos hopefully I can get them on my facebook, its crazy how much these guys curse! Haha well there was probably something like 18k in attendance and they had to have an empty seating section to separate the two groups of fans. The game was entertaining within the first 2 minutes the visiting team scored a sickkk sickk goal from way out that left the goalie without a chance. Then the post was hit about 3 times, there was some sick saves, a good game. Unfortunately I wasn't able to celebrate a goal as the game ended 1-0. After that we came back home, had dinner and that pretty much wrapped up the day. Today is Sunday and I actually have the day off so I'll probably watch Brazil v Italy and also clean my clothes ewwww i miss my momma!! I also wanted to since I'm so bored write everywhere I want to go before I die as in I want to travel the world!! Here are the list of all the places:

New York, New York.-Check
Los Angeles, Calif.-Check
Dallas, Texas.-Check
Chicago, Illinois.
Punta Cana, Dominican Republic.-Check
Las Vegas, Nevada.
Detroit, Michigan.
Cancun, Mexico.
Puerto Vallarta, Mexico.
Dubai.
Kingston, Jamaica.-Check
San Andres, Colombia.
Rio De Janerio, Brazil.
Sao Paolo, Brazil.-Check
Buenos Aires, Argentina.
Barcelona, Spain.
Madrid, Spain.
Roma, Italy.
Milan, Italy.
Paris, France.
London, England.
Dortmund, Germany?
Munich, Germany.
Frankfurt, Germany.
Warsaw, Poland.
Oslo, Norway.
Egypt.
Greece.
Jerusalem, Israel.
South Africa.
Bankgok, Japan.
Tokyo, Japan.
China.
New Zealand.
Sydney, Australia.
Hawaii.

And I think that's about it. Don't know when I'll do this but I sure will try!

Hopefully God blesses me enough to be able to go all of these locations! By the way HAPPY FATHERS DAY TO ALL THE DADS especially my dad, who works his ass off for all of us (family) i love you papi! Alright I'm out gonna stay in bed a lil bit longer before doing chores? Hehe take everyone have a safe day.

God Bless

AKON IN BRAZIL!!

2009-06-19T10:25:00.000-04:00

Today I actually woke up late, well 8 but I like to be awake by 7 to have sufficient time to pray, and stuff. Either way I still did today. Well last night was an amazing night, for reasons I won't specify but i DEFINITLY THANKED THE LORD :)! So back to today had an early in the morning training session, we started off with a good strong warm up, then a technical session with this equipment that pros use it was fun to use. After that we had a scrimmage and off to the bench I went...I'm not gonna sit here and type only the good, or only when I succeed I'm going to write my ups downs everything, cause to receive Gods shower of blessings and all his promotions you MUST struggle and/or face adversity, this was trial one and I accepted it and smiled. Second half of the scrimmage I played and did well I think, nothing special but nothing bad maybe one mistake but didn't cause a goal or anything. Uhmm after the scrimmage we got our usual watermelon pieces to eat, with water, and off to lunch. Today's lunch was extra special as it was the USA v Brazil unfortunately for my American ass, we got owneddddddd 3-0. Brazil just dominated and us look silly but then again we kind of are :x. Lol well anyways the Brazillians of course went crazy and rubbed it in our face, but all fun and games it was fun. After lunch I came back to the room, and just laid down and relaxed as I had another session at 4pm we did muscular work which mean we go to the gym for about an hour or two and work out. My body right now is so immensly sore that it was hurting when I started typing this but the pain went away, I have to match a kids weightlift throughout, but he actually goes to the gym I on the other hand don't. Anyways after that I caught a quick dinner which was some yummy pasta mmmmm. Then hit the bed again and talk online to my girlfriend, friends, and family. Got my 9:15 snack and chilled, by the way if you go to FB look at the newest album of Brasil and there are two videos of them dancing to my type of music haha it's hilarious! Also there is a picture I think it's the last one this guy looks exactly like AKON! Lol exxactly!! Well besides that, I leanred to speak some more portugese I'm somewhat getting the hang of it, while I'm teaching "Akon" some english haha. Well that's it for now, I have a practice game tomorrow but not sure if I'll be playing, it's in Gods hands so all good. Till next time.

God Bless

In Brazil!!!

2009-06-17T12:45:00.000-04:00

Well today is my first day of training I woke up at 7:15am, I asked a roomate to wake me up but apparently I woke up all by myself (big kid now ;)). Well I headed down to breakfast where I had a banana, toast, OJ, and a glass of milk. A decent breakfast I then came back to my room, and worshipped, and prayed for about 25 minutes, then I chilled in my bed, took a shower where thank God the hot water never runs out! And then I changed up and got ready to go to practice, today was a light day as we only had one session of training at 9:30am, and it was all technical work, and tactical overall a boring practice but I did alright, nothing special nothing stupid or bad. After I had lunch, then I watched the Spain v Egypt nice goal from Spain for the win. After I talked to my family mom,brother,and baby who's going to college! Congrats she could be a testimony on how God tested her and she never gave up ask her about it! Anyways now I'm just chilling the room eating crap, later on we need to some pyhsicals for they can know our current state of fitness etcc. Uhmm this Saturday and Sunday I have off, but were gonna spend the time thanks to Luis Muzzi watching Brazilian soccer games, which should be super fun, and entertaining especially getting to see all the fanatics etcc. Well until then keep your mind strong and your faith stronger. Never give up on believing in your God. You'll always get back what you put in and more, as long as your work is for the Glory of God. Im outtttt.

God Bless all :)

Edit: Check my pics of Brazil on my facebook. go to www.facebook.com/danielvillegas19

In the airplaneeee

2009-06-17T12:43:00.000-04:00

On board right now I'm sitting with Luis Muzzi, and the two other players, travelling are in front of us one is from New York he's and was born in Cali, Colombia. The other is 15 and is from Dallas, Texas. They are both going for two weeks to try out I guess, and see how it goes. They're straight nothing weird not cocky, or anything. Right now I'm in my chair and apparently this is old but for me its woah they have TV's for every passsenger and it has music, TV shows, games, movies, and stuff for kids. It's sick once were in the are I'm going to watch Gran Torino, and if it sucks then I'll probably watch "He's just not that into you" yeah a chick flick but whatever. I'm super excited to get my new life started I feel like I'm like living a movie the way my life has been going for the last couple months, and it's all Glory to God. Pretty crazy hopefully my life does end up like a hollywood film and everything goes awesome and I go on to be this amazing superstar, that gets to grace the cover of the biggest sporting magazines. Time will tell all of that I guess. Well when I left my parents, and little brother they all cried except my dad I didn't cry but it hurt me to see them cry, and I did get sad. Then my brother his girlfriend, my cousin Bella, and my girlfriend all went to the airport and checked in. After we had some food which was pretty good, and we were chilling waiting around. Then when it was time to leave all the waterworks came out besides me again, and my brother and his girlfriend. Again it hurt, but I'm really more excited than anything I'm living my dream I mean can you blame me? But I am gonna miss everyone so much especially my girlfriend and family I hang out with them everyday of my freaking life! But hey sooner or later I was going to have to "leave the nest" so to speak. Time for new begginings, I can't wait to start my life and train, and make it big. May God Bless everyone the way he has blessed my family and I. Time to fly now, I'll blog again when I'm in Itu, and have spent a day or two there and checked everything out. Miami thanks for the memories. Brazil, get ready I'm coming in and ready to get my career underway!!

God Bless!!!

Cuiseeee to Las Bahamas

2009-06-13T14:17:00.002-04:00

Well I got back from my cruise yesterday I would've blogged but I was too too tired, and pretty much sat on my ass all day. The people that ended up going on the cruise wereeeeee my girlfriend, my mom, my dad, my brothers Diego, and Mono, my brother's girlfriend Crissy, her sister Naty, their dad Ozzie, my parents friends from church Juan and his wife Wanda and Robert and his wife, Josie. So overall we were a very big group, but all of us together had an awesome time!

Well the downpart of the cruise was the rooms, but who's ever in a room on a cruise? Lol well the rooms were very small and the bathroom was like an airplane bathroom pretty gay, but we had a nice view from our balcony. Anyway the cruise went to three different islands of the Bahamas, the first one was very wack, their was nothing to do we literally got off of it on the first day and got right back on in 5 minutes. So to find a replacement of something to do that day there was a $60 rebuy poker tournament, that my brother Ozzie, and I decided to play. It ended up being 28 players paying out the top 3 spots for $400, $600, and $1000 respectively. At the final table with 9 players left Ozzie, Diego, and I were still alive. Until we got down to the money bubble 4 players left and we all decided to chop the money 4 ways and each take home $528. Oh and nor Ozzie, Diego, or me rebought! So we made a nice amount of money. With those earnings I gave my 10% to God that I owed by giving it to our room cleaner who was a really nice guy my girlfriend told him a bit about God and she felt so happy. And that's what it's really all about giving that 10% to God you have to do your part, I mean I know I'm talking about something small here in only giving $45 to God, but everyone who has a job should be giving 10% to God don't worry about oh but I need that money just know that God is your provider and He will give you all the money you need just trust in him! For example with my salary now it kind of hurts giving God 10% of my money cause I make a good amount of money for my age. But I don't care about giving him 10% I will give him whatever He wants cause I know if it wasn't for Him I wouldn't be even making what I am. So I have no problem, and in fact I'm more than happy to give money to the Lord! Anyways kinda drifted off as I always do heh, well after that we went to the jewelry shop that they had on the cruise. And my girlfriend saw a really nice watch that she loved and our anniversarry was the same day of the first day of the cruise, so why not buy her a nice gift? So I bought her the watch and it's very nice. So after we went to dinner, and well dinner was funny. We pretended it was my dad's birthday and when they brought him a cake we started yelling and going crazy chanting my dad's name and the whole restaurant was just staring at us what can we say we love attention! Hahaha well my dad couldn't stop laughing and saying thank you, it was pretty funny! Anyways the part that sucked about the cruise was that we had to pay for every drink even sodas! Not that I drink soda, but still all my strawberry daquries were killing me when I had to pay it off at the end of the trip lol. Overall the food was okay, but it didn't have a lot of options. The nightlife there was okay, but the DJ was awful awful awful he played the same 20 songs all night every night of the cruise it was so predictable and boring! So instead Meme, and I decided to play blackjack and rack in some money which we did and over the course of the cruise made like $200ish. The next island we went to was super fun we rented these like go karts type of things that ride like ATVs but they were so cool and pretty fast. We rode around the Island and wowowow the way people drive in the Bahamas is worst than Miami, and trust Miami drivers suck! Besides me of course....haha kiddinggggg. Anyways after that we headed to bingo and Q the man who did bingo was funny, and a really down to earth guy, he's actually from South Africa and will be attending some World Cup games, which is incredible!!! We lost at bingo although my brother was 1 number away from 3k! But after bingo they had some hilarious bald guy who spits too much for his own good but the comedian was awesome it was a really hilarious time.

Besides all of that a lot of the time was spent relaxing and talking with the family and having a good time. Well Robert, Josie, Juan, and Wanda are some of the nicest most kindest sweetest people I've ever met in my life! They're truly amazing people and I got kind of close to them, and I really hope to keep in touch with all of them, and Wanda te voy a llevar a un partido pa que puedas gritar por mi jaja! But seriously they are so nice, and I really do care for them, and I hope they continue praying for me that with their help, and God's will I will succeed past anyone's expectations of me!

Well the last day on the cruise we went to an amazing beach, it was beautiful with the water being so clear I can see the hundred schools of fish that were at shore, it was really nice. I loved that beach I want to live there haha. Well I'm pretty tired of writing, I been back home now for a day, I'm just primarily spending time with my family, and my girlfriend. So tonight I have my family dinner with my whole family, then I'll probably hang with my girlfriend, then Sunday just spend it with my brothers and my mom, and dad. Then Monday I'm off to Brazil at 8:20pm for my 9 hour direct flight to Sao Paolo. God please bless me on the next chapter in my life, and let me give Glory to your kingdom, by succeeding beyond expectation. I can't wait to get started though I'm gonna miss everyone will shall see what God has in store for me! Please everyone pray for me to do really good over there please, I'm thankful for everyone's prayers and it's cause of all the prayers, that I'm at where I am today. Well I think this is more than enough. My next post will probably be when I get to Brazil or when I'm at the airport. So Miami thanks for the memories it's been fun!

God Bless

Weekend and now I'm goneeeeeeeeeee

2009-06-07T21:21:00.003-04:00

Thisssss weekenddddd hmmm... started out on Friday morning where I was invited to train with the semi professional team Miami Fc where I did good, but unfortunately I got hurt :( my right ankle hurts like hell and it's in a brace..hopefully by the time I leave it'll be allll healed up I think it will but let's see and hope for the best. So after that it was a chilling day at my crib, then I headed out to dinner with my girl, and when returning home there was a surprise party for me "surpriseee" hah i kinda knew it but whatever it was fun and cool! I had a really good time with friends and family and even coaches. Very enjoyable night, I was even beerpong champ with my boy Felipe Osorno! Were balluhs haha....so after a gurrrrreatttttt Friday night, Saturday was much more chill, just spent the day at my girl's house and spent the day and night with her and slept over. Today another relaxing day, and had to pack for my cruise which is tomorrow also went to Kendall Soccer Park to watch my boy play they lost lol whatever that was fun as well. So overall the weekend was fun, chill, and my 2nd to last one...I STILL HAVE NEXT WEEK TO PARTY PARTY PARTY!!

Anyways this blogging is really insignificant and I'm actually just very bored at home....lol uhmmm tomorrow morning I got to go to Traffic Sports is business place in Brickell to sign some last little papers, and then I'm off for a 5 day cruiseee to las Bahamas :) life is nice when God is just blessing youuuuu...haha welll besides that idk. I'm at home someone hit me up...Oh Kobe Bryant is unstoppable and is the greatest basketball player on the face of the Earth. Welcome to the Lake show Magic. I smell a 4-1 Lakers Champs! Ok I'm done hope your having more fun than me. Peace

God Bless

My Life 63 posts later...

2009-06-04T23:17:00.002-04:00

My life 63 posts later....This is my 63rd post and well it's been crazy a lot of downs a lotttt of ups, and all thanks to God. I mean where would I be without God right now? Dead? Dropped out? Girlfriendless? Feeling apart from my family? It's pretty amazing how all the best moments in life have sad parts too. I mean I graduated high school yesterday, and there's no downside there...but like I'm going to Brazil to begin my career as a soccer player, bad side I'm embarking on this trip with only God, my soccer cleats, and my heart and love for the game. It might sounds gay, corny or whatever to you but hey it's how I feel and I do feel like life is beginning pretty crazy for me, but that's the way I always pictured my life, i never saw myself working a 9-5 ....I just didn't and now I'm hoping for bigger and better things, but that the only way I can dream, I've been told my whole life "You have a big God so dream big things!"

In 13 years of school I've witnessed and expierenced it all from finding the love of my life that i wanna marry to losing a friend. It has it's up it has it downs but life is life you have to expect the worst and hope for the best. In my case I've prepared for the worst but have always expected and hoped for the best, for I know that God's will won't take to where God isn't present.

Tomorrow is my first true day of my career I have to go train at 9am with Miami Fc the semi professional team, then from there I've been invited to a BBQ with them, and then at night I plan on having a romantic evening with the love of my life. It's crazy when I think about August the beginning of my soccer year this year, and I was just hoping to receive a full scholarship for my athletic skills, but now I'm going to play professional soccer. Thank you Lord. I really can't stop thanking God I mean it's so easy to not make it in soccer, but the Lord is exactly what it says Lord he is God, he runsssssssss the WORLD!! Whatever you ask of him he will give to you! You are His son, all he wants is for you to be happy as long as you repay Him back with the right things, like for example I really hope a reporter one day asks me "Danny that was a great game, why do you think you played so well today?" My response will be "Well I obviously didn't play but I agree with you my physical body did play quite the game, but all the credit goes to God I love it when He takes over my body, and just plays amazing it's unreal as I see it happen." Then I wanna stay quiet and look at their reaction! Ahhh I can't wait for that day to come!

4 days from now is a cruise with my family off to the Bahamas coming alone is my girlfriend who on that day will be my girlfriend of 1 year and 9 months. I can't wait to have a awesome time together, and just enjoy ourselves.

11 days from now I'm out....off to Brazil on a 9 hour flight to begin my life, in a new place, a new enviorment, a new world. I can't wait for what the soccer world has to throw at me, but regardless I won't deal with it, as my Lord and Savior handles all my problems, not too sound spoiled or anything but He says give me your problems and I will solve them I don't want you to be stressed. So Amen to that! But honestly I'm gonna miss my family like crazy my girlfriend like crazy, and my friends!! I'm happy to say that I can't be where I'm at today without God, my brothers Diego, Mono, my mom, my dad, my uncles, my cousins especially Bella, my girlfriend especially too she has helped unrealisticly especially for not being related to me! And all my coaches Marcelo (Argentinan) Marcelo (Brazilian) Victor Pastora, Luis Calix, Daniel Serravite, Julio, Chiquino, Kevin Myers, Will Osorio, Jay Flipse, Tony Tamayo, and Luis Perea! If it wasn't for these peoples dedication, support and help I wouldn't be going where I'm going. Thank you all. I really hope one day I will be on TV in the Champions League Finals playing!

Well I just showered I prayed and put aside my practice uniform for tomorrows first day of work. I'm ready. May God Bless all of you and please always HAVE BIG DREAMS FOR YOUR GOD IS BIG!!!! AMEN?!

God Bless

Done with High School!!

2009-06-01T12:59:00.002-04:00

Not officially, but I'm virtually done with school. I mean we have tomorrow and Wednesday is graduation but I'm done with all my exams and tomorrow I'm skipping school, and heading to the mall/beach and hopefully have an awesome day, considering the weather doesn't kill it as it's just been pooringggg in Miami for the last week.

Anyways this weekend was a completely random exhausting weekend. I chilled with my boy Joni who I've been chilling with a lot lately he's really cool and our mindsets are very similar. Anyway Friday was two lameeee parties thing, and Saturday was a day I probably won't forget. Joni, two girls, and I headed out around 11ish-12 to some after parties for Varela/Fergueson's prom when we get to the first hotel they kick my other friends we met up with...whatever the party ends up being pretty wack so we leave. We head to the second one we start heading to the room, and there's no music or liquor???? Ok....definitly leaving. The third one is super far and by this time it's 2:30am and were all just kinda annoyed at the situation but haveing a good time talking crap nonetheless. So we decide let's just go home. About 4 blocks from getting on to the turnpike I get a really bad flat tire, and it's bustooooo lol so we stopped at the gas station at about 2:45am. After calling up friends, I just decide to call my mom, and dad they sighh and say there gonna come. Meanwhile we call roadside assistance, and a tow truck etc etc. After everythingggg and taking everyone home, I finally get into bed and it's 6am! It wasn't a terrible weekend or anything it's just one of those weekends that your like wow what a night....lol.

But anyways things are looking good, I'd like to extend a special thanks too the head coach at the University Of Albany Johan Aarino, I got to meet him this year on account that he was offering me a scholarship too his school and I was going to commit there but didn't have the grades and now although I probably do I'm going to Brazil so yeah. But the point is he's been giving me really great advice were keeping in touch and he even sent me the summer workout plan for incoming players, for I can get fit, and have some type of guidline to follow and start working hard pyhsically my last days in Miami.

As of today my contract has begun, but I'm still in school pretty gay. But this is the weekend ahead.

Tuesday: Beach, Mall, Soccer.
Wednesday: School, Beach, Graduate, Party!!!
Thursday: Wake up late, Work out, Soccer, Party for my boy's going away party Felipe Osorno!
Friday: Wake up late, Work out, Soccer, Church, Party!!
Saturday: Wake up late, Work out, Soccer, Party!!
Sunday: Wake up late, Church, Work out, Family time.
Monday: 5 day cruiseeeeeeeee :)

Life is going just about right! It all goes thanks to my God, if it wasn't for him i wouldn't be where I'm at today Glory to you God! He is the God of miracles, just go to church, or pick up a bible and seek Him, find out about the greatest thing on Earth :)

God Bless everyoneeee

In class

2009-05-28T11:48:00.003-04:00

In my 4th period class right now accounting but it's exams week so were not doing anything today, as our final exam for this class is on Monday. I have 6 exams total and as of now, I've done one and my second one is in about 30 minutes, once I complete these exams I'll be ready for graduationnnn!! :)

I know I got super lazy about blogging, but oh well here goes trying to recap stuff.

Monday when we were supposedly gonna woop Albertson (NY) we ended up getting rocked 3-0, in a game in which they dominated, but I felt good about as I know I played very good, and played as hard as I could with my last game at Miami Fc.

Yesterday we got back into training and it's really a shame how disrespectful people can be. I mean the club Miami Fc helps out with everything (hotels, flights, vans, uniforms, etc.) and we don't have the decency to finish out the year. What am I talking about? I'm talking about the 10-15 players that play all year around and once they sign their full scholarship to a university, the either quit the team or just stop going to practice. I mean our club works our ass of year round to get to the biggest tournaments, and showcases but when we go at the end of the year like this past weekend it's embarrising cause half of our original team doesn't go. I for one will stick it out whether I had a scholarship or not. I say this cause yesterday we had practice just as we always do, but out of our 20 some player roster 8 players showed up. It was discusting, and embarrising. I mean we still trained and had a good session, but it's just sad how it feels as if people use the club to their benefit, but won't give it back. One thing I really liked in particular to me signing my contract with Traffic Sports, is that out of the 100% transfer fee 10% is mine, and out of their 90% they chose on their own to give 5% back to Miami Fc for turning me into the player that they signed, and as a way of showing thanks back to the club.

Whatever I always seem to poor out a lot of inside feelings I'm having into this blog, and it's not cause I'm scared to say it to peoples faces, cause I'll say it, it's just I'd rather worry about me getting as fit, and as strong as I can be before I leave to Brazil. It hasn't really hit me yet that I'm leaving and all but I'm sure when I get to Brazil and after a few weeks of 2-3 a days it'll hit me.

Uhhmmm I've been praying a lot and it's been going super well I feel really good about my relationship with God right now, it's all going pretty good, family is good, everything in life as of now is going right.

If you didn't catch the Champions League Final yesterday between Barca v Man U first of all your gay and second of all to be honest you didn't miss much of game lol. But Messi's goal was sickkk, he was probably the smallest one on the field and he leaped into the air and scored the second goal of the match for Barca to seal the win, and an impressive treble year. As they won all three trophys! Props to the coach (forgot name) but it was his first year and an amazing one!

Oh my trip to Vegas isn't happening anymore :( it got cancelled, as my parents decided it was gonna be too much money...so gay. Butttt we are gonna go on a cruise now instead to where?? idk lol but im sure it'll be an awesome time, and we'll enjoy ourselves. Kind of funny the day I leave is my 1 year and 9 months with my girlfriend thankfully she will be travelling with us on the cruiseeeee :).

So here's my checklist before I leave to Brazil.

Graduate-
Continue to train everyday-
Going away party-
Have a 200+ winning poker session-
Cruise-
Buy my Macbook-
Go to church-

Before I leave I'll see if everything checked in till then....

God Bless !

So far this weekend!

2009-05-24T12:56:00.002-04:00

I just spent like 30 minutes straight writing a long ass post, and it somehow got deleted with Rafas gay ass Macbook!!

The post was super long and there's no way in hell I'm in any mood to write, but considering there is nothing to do here I guess I might as well write for people who are as bored as I am and just read.

Well we were set for 3 games this weekend two weak teams then followed by the supposed best team in the country Albertson from NY. My team was travelling up here to Sarasota, FL on Thursday night since we played Friday at 3pm, and the drive is about 3 hours and 1/2. I couldn't travel with my team though since I had lame ass high final exams on Friday early in the morning. So what I did was take my exams, and rush out of my house by 11ish and attempt to make it to the game on time. I was travelling with my little brother who coincidentally has a tournament this weekend in Orlando which he's balling up in, also my girlfriend :) and my parents. We arrived tot he game about 20 minutes before gametime so I got in a rushed warm up, after sitting for 3 hours in the car, I know that it's no excuse by no means do I excuse it for how BAD I played! People somewhat asked me why I couldn't pass the ball right, why I couldn't head the ball, or defend as I regulary do. I searched for reasons why since I played so terrible and wanted to prevent the feeling I had, oh and just to add we lost 1-0 and I got a one game suspension red card. So after degrading myself with comments cursing, myself out and stating in so many different ways how bad I played. I came home opened up my email and read the daily scriptures that my mom sent me, and you have to love the way the Lord works I had some emails from a couple days ago that I didn't read, and it said the following.

When troubles come, it´s not natural to get excited about them. Most people don´t say, "Thank you, Lord, for this overwhelming challenge." You don´t go to the mailbox and joyfully exclaim, "Oh thank God–an unexpected bill!" But notice what happens when we remain joyful during the difficult times–it sets us on a course to maturity so that we can receive everything God has for us.

Remember that the key to growing is how you handle adversity. If you complain, you will remain. If you get negative and sour on life, you won´t pass the test. Promotion is available, but if you don´t count it all joy, you miss out. The good news is that God will give you another opportunity. He can still get you to where you need to be. When somebody offends you, you have to decide that you aren´t going to be upset. When things aren´t going your way, instead of complaining, thank the Lord for an opportunity to grow. Count it all joy so that you can be all God has called you to be!

After reading that I felt happy, and sad, it was a good mixed feeling lol. Ok I was happy cause well God just put me through adversity the US U20 National Team coach went go watch me and I played the worst game of my life, but if I would've handled it correctly I could've been set for promotion, and only God knows what that is. It's not to say I went crazy after my red card, but it's about the way i degraded myself, and just put myself down, when I should've picked myself up. Anyways after reading that I felt good and knew how to handle myself when things don't go quite my way in the future. But I still couldn't understand how I could've played thatttt bad, until I began to pray and God told me what it was I tried to explain it Rafa Centofanti, but he didn't understand maybe he's to slow, or maybe it was a bit confusing, let's see if you people reading this understand.

Well I told Rafa Centofanti bro you know why I played so bad, it's cause I played. He said what'd you mean? I told him you don't get it that when I ball up and play an awesome game it's not me playing it's God playing through me. You see I always pray before every game, and ask God to take over my body and play through me and in return I will give him all the glory. In other words I don't want the glory of everyone saying, oh my God your so sick, how did you do that, teach me blah blah blah, cause if someone were to ask me to teach them I'd tell them honestly work hard stay dedicated and pray. I wouldn't be where I'm at today if it wasn't for God none of us would. But people don't understand that two years ago I was on the B team, of my club cause I wasn't good enough, and all of the sudden I'm going pro?! How?! God!! I started to let him take over my life, and he has done so and in return I'm telling people about him, and to take me as evidence that he can change your life if you dedicate yourself to him. It really frustrates me to see how people will go out of their way to buy and smoke weed, but something that's free and so simple, and nothing bad comes from it only good people are scared of it or won't do it cause it's not "cool". Stop caring of how people perceive you already and start caring about your future! My dream has always been to buy my parents a house, hopefully if God grants me it, in a couple years I can be in Europe glorifying Gods name, and buying my parents a house. Well I've kind of rambled off about the weekend and turned this post into a testimonial post, oh well you don't like it don't read my blog!

Anyways Sunday was the game I had to serve my suspension for my red card. We played Lonestars from Texas. We continued our bad play from our previous game, and scrubbed it even more by allowing a goal in the first 45 seconds of the game. It sucks cause I felt so hopeless on the bench not being able too help me team out. Even more dissapointing with about 20 minutes left in the first half Rafa Faria, got a gay red card that probably wasn't even a red...Oh well what can you do? Thankfully with time running out in the first half David Santamaria scored a nice goal, and put the game at a deadlock of 1-1. The second half although we had 10 players, I think we played better and maintained possesion of the ball, and had a few oppertunities. Unfortunately with about 5 minutes left the Lonestars found there way to the back of the net one more time, and we ended up losing 2-1. It really sucks, especially considering that we are one of the most respected teams in the country, and our image looks awful this weekend. So tomorrow we definitly have to beat top ranked Albertson to regain that baller image we have...God be with us tomorrow.

So for the rest of today I'll be chilling, and hanging out with team have dinner, PRAY & WORSHIP, and have a good sleep and hopefully tear it up tomorrow!

By the way I remember saying way back in Decemeber that Santi Schmid and Chichan were gonna be the future for Miami Fc next year, and their both completley balling up right now. Shout out to Chichan who got invited to play with the "Dream Team" (a team made up of the best players across the country) against the US U17 National Team, and although I didn't go to the game I was told in the one half he played he tore it up and scored a grossssssssss goal, and gave a nasty assist. Props little man keep balling up congrats.

Well that's it for now i'll post again after we ball up, and win tomorrow. Till then.....

God Bless!

Prom Weekend!!

2009-05-18T19:16:00.003-04:00

Edit: The first two paragraphs are pretty poker related, along with a talk of me and my friend! After that is Prom Weekened!

So Friday night, day before Prom I decide to go to the Mick (Casino)and play $100one of my good friends Phil.He lives down here but goes to school at the University of Florida, so we barely spend time together and playing poker together while making money is always niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :). Anyways I arrive at the Mick and play after ab out a 30 minute wait. I'm pretty card dead for about and hour but am up $20, with some pretty standard stuff. Then I get 106cc in mid position, UTG player raises to $10 I call and the SB calls as well. $31 pot FLOP: Kh10x6h SB checks UTG bets $15 I make it $45 SB folds UTG puts me all in for $120 I call. He shows AK no heart TURN:Q RIVER:A........................

Ugh so gay. I was pretty frustrated with the beat along with losing about a $250 pot, but I just got up and left and said good game. After that it was kind of late, so I decided to go home. Phil texted me after and said he lost $60 as well. So overall it was a frustrating night. Though after Phil, and I had a really intresting discussion, how the money we had previously made from poker although we did treat ourselves with it, with gifts and stuff, we donated a lot of it to back to poker not cause we suck just primarily bad beats or unlucky whatever it's apart of the game. But anyways way back when Phil and I first met we both talked about everything and we still do. Anyways we agreed that all of the money we made from poker that we cashed out from online or made live we would give 10% back to God. Now there were different ways of doing this for example you can give to a charity, give it to the church, pay for a strangers gas, etcc etcc. Whatever God puts in your heart. BUT it can't benefit you for example like giving your friend money to play poker and him giving you a percentage of what he makes. Not giving to God! So anyways still owe God money, and I feel terrible I won $500 and still haven't paid him back. So I need to give him $50, in what way I'm gonna do it I still haven't decided. Wow im rambling lol the point was that Phil, and I both need to stay in agreement with what we said we'd do and pay God back, that way he will bless us when we play poker and when we win, he'll receive fruits from our labor! Sorry for rambling so much!

Now saturday I went out got my tape up for my hair, ate crap for a bit, then after I went to the Fountaine Bleau to check in with my brother. The lobby of the hotel is amazing it self the colors everything is sick sick sick! So our room was suppose to be a connected room, but they didn't have any availabe yet we reserved it?!?!?! So after a good 30 minutes of bitching, we get an upgrade :) I'll take it! We end up with a beautiful 3 room suite! Chcek the pictures!!!

Anyways after all the crap, it was welllllllllllllllllll worth it! So at 7ish we get ready for prom and I will show one picture of my girlfriend and I! We decided it was pointless to rent a limo for prom, when I have a nice car as it is <---- not to brag but I have been told! So anyways we get to the Prom and I must say it was a very beautiful, and well done prom, I had a great time with all my friends dancing jumping up and down! So we left prom at about 11:30 to get a jump on the traffic and head ot to the after partiessssssssssssss! We get back to the hotel shower change, and head out around 12:50ish-1am, we go to our friend's Stephanie's telly and it wasn't all that great not to say it was bad, but it was very chill, and I wanted to wile out!! So then after we drive to another telly this is a penthouse so it seems really good on our way up the stairs though, their is some 25yr oldish guy being held by security he starts to bitch at us as he is beyond drunk and claims were following him to his room. So we wait till they lock him up in his room and proceed, when we open the door, and get in they tell us be very quiet people are complaining and we must even walk slowly our the might kick everyone out?!?! Sighhhhhh this telly was not the greatest there was no music everyone was in little groups, and I was dissapointed at the time we leave this telly it's about 3am were all starving and upset with how bad the after parties were at least for our expectations! We get pizza and end up falling asleep at about 4:30am.

Sunday morning can't honestly remember the time we wake up at but my girlfriend my brother and his girlfriend and I all have a great big breakfast that room service delivers cause were so baller like that at least for this weekend haha! After breakfast we get showered up and head down to the sickkkk pool, we chill have some water relax hit the pool, tan, and recover from our sleepless night so to speak lol. After that we went to the lincoln road mall, and walked around got some subway met up with our friend Chris who spent the rest of the weekend with us well at least sunday lol. After that we went back to the room, got hungry again, got some chicken kitchen, and relaxed for about an hour. Afterwards we all got chilled and watch the Magic v Celtics game 7! To spice up the night we each picked a player for exmaple if you chose Ray Allen everytime he scored you take a shot, or if you chose Rondo it would be everytim he assisted or stole the ball. etcc etcc. My player was Rondo and okay he just decided to get a million assists, lol after about 40 minutes and us getting pretty tipsy, we chose a new game and played Simon Says. Someone is Simon and whoever loses takes a shot and then becomes Simon it was pretty hilarious, and we got even more drunk. Not to the point where we didn't know what we were doing but to the point where were all happy, regardless of what's going on lol. After we decide to head downstairs, and just look for something to do although it's Sunday. On our way to go walk to the beach we see Courtney Kardashian (below is a picture of her) yeah she looked good, but she didn't turn when we called her although her entire possee did, so I don't like her anymore! Lol so after walking around were completely exhausted from no sleep, drinking, and just too much walking all day. We go back upstairs and call it a night.

Monday morning now, I wake up and fight with my freaking girlfriend cause I wanted to go to school to not be absent, and she wanted me to stay and after telling me I'd "make her the happiest girl in the world if i stayed" anddddddddddddddd I couldn't resist, so I stayed and made her the happiest girl in the world cause I'm so nice :)! We headed down to the pool relaxed all day and came back home around 2ish, oh yeah we also saw Dennis Rodman but when I was gonna say something
he went to the bathroom oh well....Well pretty much came back I'm exhausted now from typing as I had practice earlier, and I felt really good the way I was playing on the field, so yeah now I'm home and have 12 days left till I graduateeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :) Peace everyone andddd

God Bless !!

Prom, and Vacation!!

2009-05-15T17:34:00.001-04:00

Right now it's been a pretty stressful day to say the least last night I went out to The Cove; a club, and it was alright but it definitly was not a smart idea to drink, go to sleep late, and have to wake up early for school! Lol fortunately I didn't have a hungover and woke up ok....After school I had to go to Mr.Tux to get my suit for prom which is tomorrow (all hispanics leave everything to the last second) as the case was with me it seemed the whole world was in there doing the same thing I was, and it took about and hour just to get my effing suit! I must admit it though it looks ballerrrrrr....haha, ok so then after that I just had to stop at the florist, and I can come relax at home, but no of course the florist lady had our things wrong and it took a good 30 minutes I'd say to pick up a freaking flower that was suppose to be ready!!

But I remembered God's verses in the bible when he speaks about not letting anyone take away the joy I've given you that's why whether it be with a situation as today, my girlfriend, my friends, a bad beat! haha or anything else that may normally get me angry, I'll just chill, and when you do, you feel actually very happy.

But anyways my prom is tomorrow it'll be held at Parrot Jungle in South Beach, and following that we've rented a 2 room suite at the Fountain Bleu which is a ballerrrr hotel with ballerrrr clubs just a note P.Diddy has partied at the clubs! So yeah I'll be staying there with my girlfriend Maria, along with my brother Diego, and his girlfriend Crissy. We plan on spending the whole weekend there relaxing, hanging out, and just having an amazing timeeee! Hopefully everything goes according to plan!

Now for some exciting news....As my graduation present my parents have decided to take me to Las Vegas the whole family including my girlfriend!! I know I know, I'm not 21 but my brother and I look like twins and I been using his ID since I was 15. So what we plan on doing is (going into a club or sitting down at a poker table whatever the case is) he going in first then I'll use his passport and go in like 20 minutes later. Perfect plan!! Hahaha, so I'm super excited for this, as while I'm over there the WSOP will be taking place I hope too see some big pros and take some pictures, while also grinding some cash games, and being able to see some amazing shows, and eat some awesome food!! Woohhoooooo so excited! Were going for like 4-5 days, and will be staying at the Mandalay Bay below are some pictures it's pretty amazing!

So yeah that's what upcoming in my life! After I get back from Vegas I'll have about a week with my family, and then I'm off to Brazil to live my dream :) such blessings I'm receving! Well that's all for now I might go play at the Mick tonight one last time with my boy Phil from UF he's a great player and a grinder hopefully I can make it and we make some moneyyyyy. So for now everyone take care, and remember don't let anyone take away the joy that God has given you, the power of God is stronger!!

God Bless !!!

The wholeeeee weekend!

2009-05-11T16:36:00.002-04:00

Well the weekend starts on Friday, and unfortunately we had to train as we were preparing to play the US National team on Saturday. So after being exhausted from practice I came home to find that my mom left me money to go out with my wonderful girlfriend on our 20 month anniversarry!

We went out and celebrated it at Devito's on South Beach a great Italian Restaurant kinda pricy but hey it's 20 months I think it's well worth it! After that we hung out and had a good time then after that she ended up sleeping at my house :)

Next day I woke up early probably like at 9ish type of thing...And though it was my game against the US National Team U17 that day at 3:00PM, it was more importantly my little brother birthday who was turning 12! So for his birthday we were gonna throw him a party but his gift was what he asked for which was a Metro PCS phone.

So after breakfast, shower, prayer (usual morning routine) I headed towards Il Bambino an Italian restaurant where the team was meeting for lunch. Lunch was nice with all 24 players there including the coaches everyone ate pasta with water, except the coaches who had a beer or something lol. After lunch we headed to the locker rooms to chill, relax, talk strategy/lineup, and get ready for the game!!

After all warm ups, the game was set to begin and there were probably close to 500 people in attendance pretty crazy considering it was just a regular game that meant nothing....sorta lol. My representatives of my contract Traffic Sports were there who were Fernando Claviho, Luis Muzzi, and the President of Traffic Sports! Anyways to the game now, the first 5 minutes we attacked and had about 3 shots and even hit the post! After that, the game became a chess match with both teams attempting to attack, but we and they alike were very well positioned defensivly and neither team could really create any chances on goal. That is until about 8 minutes left in the game and we had a corner kick the ball came in and I went up for a header and missed it by about 5 inches!! Would have been a goal, but agh it happens. The game ended in a draw 0-0. They were not all that great, though they did have a number 13 who was very fast, and good on the ball.

So after that we (family) all came back home, to relax before Mono (little brother) birthday party started...It was fun with cake, playing basketball, eaing my dad's awesome BBQ steak, and just hanging out with the family. At about 9ish Meme and I left for the evening to the Hard Rock Hotel and Casino in Hollywood, overall about a 45 minute drive. We get there a bit passed 10pm and enjoy ourselves to a bike ride to the poker room, drop a buy in pretty quickly make it back in Blackjack along with some $57 profit so a mehhh night lol. Get back at home at 1:30AM and completely knock out!!

Sundayyyyyyyy Happy Mothers Day! :) Was pretty chilling, woke up really earlyyyyy after an exhuasting day yesterday, and again didn't get a good night's sleep. My mom woke up me up thanking me for the watch my family and I got her, it was a watch she had been wanting for like over a month now, and was so in love with it, and weeeeeeeeeeeee got it for her! After we all got showered and headed to church together, it was a nice service, and made me feel good inside I must say I really miss church and don't feel like I go enough...=/ After church, everyone went their separte ways, and I chose to go home and rest. The rest of the day is pretty uneventful until abuot 8 went my grandparents from my mothers side arrive here!! They live in Colombia and will be staying with us for 6 months! So we catch up with our grandparents while watching game 4 of the Celtics V Magic game, and wowowowowowow what a finish! Glen "Big Baby" Davis hit a buzzer beater to win the game in exciting fashion, it has been a trul remarkable playoff as of now especially for the Celtics! Wow this is getting a little too long for me....lol not used to typing his much =x

Uhmmmm today I have no practice back to Soccer tomorrow,a training hard again...So yeah everything in life is going pretty splendid as of now, oh yeah and I have my prommmmmm this weekend hopefully it goes amazingggg :) Well take care everyone, and as always

God Bless !!

Para la familia mía.....

2009-05-07T07:40:00.002-04:00

Bueno esto es para toda mi familia que le interesa leer mi "blog" esto es ahonde yo escribo todo lo que pasa en mi vida sea bien, malo, algo de la familia, algo de fútbol, todo lo meto aquí.

Bueno pues aller después de ver el partidaso de Barça v Chelsea en qual el Barça ganó en el minuto 93!! Después de eso fui para la iglesia que era el un año de la muerte de mi abuelita :(. La pasamos rico podiendo ver toda mi familia que en realidad es muy difícil a ver lo todos por mi fútbol, y ellos trabajan etcc etcc. Pero bueno aller toda mi familia y amigos de mis papas me felicitaron sobre mi contrato profecional de fútbol, primero antes de todo toda la gloria y gracias va para mi Diosito! Ahora todo lo que a logrado asta hoy en día por el fútbol se lo debo a mi Dios, y también a mi familia por todas la oraciones y el apollo que me an dado. No se si mía tías o tíos leen esto pero bueno si se que mi Tia Mariagraciela si lo lee so le pido una gracias especial de ella. Y una gracias especial para mi Tio Mauricio que me dijo unas palabras muy bonita y me acordo que yo llevó el nombre de mi abuelito Elias (mi medio nombre?) y me da el full apollo.

Y finalmente nada en mi vida sería posible si no era por mis ermanos Diego y el Mono y mis papas que an dado tanto sacrificio para que yo salge adelante....si Dios quiere en unos años mi papa, y mamá se podrán retirar y puedo llevar mi hermanos con mis papas para vivir :)

Bueno estoy en la escuela ni debo estar escribiendo pero estamos viendo una película. Con mucho amor a mi familia y gracias por leer.

Que mi Dios lo bendigan

I'm a professional soccer player!

2009-05-05T21:34:00.003-04:00

That's right I signed my first professional soccer contract!!! And before I even go into anything I must give all thanks, and Glory to God, for if it wasn't for him I wouldn't be anywhere near where I'm at today! It's quite breathtaking to know 2 years ago I was said not to be good enough to be on my A team (I was on the B team), I was told I'd never go to a division 1 soccer program, I was doubted and told I was too slow, and now all of the sudden I'm going pro it's all happened so fast... And I know that I'm not the best or the fastest or the strongest, but I do know that with God on my side I can accomplish things people think aren't possible. But I have a big God so why not have big dreams!

Anyways thankfully today I left school early to head out to the meeting at my house with the two representatives of Traffic which are Fernando Claviho, and Luis Muzzi. Too very nice guys, who I would consider more than just soccer friends or buisness partners, I would consider them personal friends. Two very well spoken and kind individuals. So I got home and we spoke about the contract and changed some numbers around in my favor and asked about the vacations back home, etcc etcc. I would go into detail on my contract, but their going to have a press release I believe and don't want me speaking of the numbers yet. So when I'm allowed to those who are intrested can check back in here and see. But just to let you know I get paid a salary, while they pay for my living, food, airfare travel, and all expenses besides those that are personal. So all my salary money is for me to save and spend here in there ;)

So in conclusion (thanking and giving all the glory to God) I have signed with Traffic Sports and now will be heading to Sao Paulo, Brazil on June 15th to begin my soccer career I do think I will continue to blog about my expeierences over there and everything, so here's my opening blog to my new life; A soccer professional my dream. It's unbelievable that I'm going to be allowed to live my dream. I mean so many kids dream of becoming a soccer player, football player, basketball player, and to know I'm one of those kids that have just slightly broke into the professional world feels amazing! But I know this is just the beggining hopefully this is just a stepping stone in a glorious career, and if God permits one day I can be playing in Europe or in a World Cup and you guys can watch me on TV! Lol well kinda tired from all this typing, so let me conclude with this. Don't let anyone tell you, that you can't achieve something especially if you know that you have a God who can change your life in a second. So take careee and God blesss everyoneeeeeeeeeeeee!!

Thank you for you love and support, and prayers S/O to Dughly Medina praying for me up in Canada!!

Everyday Something New

2009-04-30T17:27:00.004-04:00

Well just as of my last post everyday my parents, and I have been receiving calls from a lot of professional soccer people who are intrested in talking to me, and intrested in what I'm going to do with my life. So right now I'm feeling pretty happy, and of course blessed as none of this is possible without my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ!! He's so great to me it blows my mind, so happy with the way my soccer career is starting out, I would tell you guys everything that is happening, but I'm not allowed to really speak at this time with my relations, but I am receiving my first professional contract today, so we'll see how it goes.

Now I was a bit hurt so I sat out the whole week. But yesterday I decided to go to a local soccer park where there always playing (KSP) and felt good playing, until this morning when I woke up and my right knee was hurting like a biatchhhhhhhhh! But I iced it all day throughtout school, and now feel about 75-85%. We do have a game this weekend against scrubby Clearwater but I don't know if Calix is gonna make me go out to play in it....

Uhmmm on a bad note, my girlfriend and I of about a year and 7 months broke up it sucks a lotttttttttt, but what can you do...Not really much I can do at this point in time, but I can't be distracted as right now I'm looking forward on all the positives things in my life, she just chose not to be a part of it, and it's understandable I love her and wish her the best, I just hope she finds someone good for her. As for me, and my dating I'm just gonna have a good time and surround myself around happy people who are positive and fun! Holla at me ;) jokinggggg. Well the meeting is in about 20 minutes so I gotta wrap this up.

Edit: My ex girlfriend and I are still doing wonderful as best friends were just not going out because of personal issues which I won't tell you about lol but were good just wanted to edit that to make sure people don't think oh we hate eachother now.

Oh btw month of April poker wise -$292.00 =/

S/O to Jona Andrade who is gonna graduate, and Phil for finishing his first year at UF, anddd check my boy out Raffele Centofanti tonight at 10pm on GOL TV he's the right back for U17 of Venezuela

As always take care anddddddddd

God Bless :)

Recap of my Weekend in NC

2009-04-27T21:49:00.002-04:00

So the NC trip began friday along with my weekend but I'd like to say my weekend started Thursday as it was "national take your child to work day" obvvv everyone doesn't go and heads to the beach! Anyways Thursday comes along and I wake up to my beautiful girls voice saying "Babe get up! Were going to the beach let's go!" Lol sooo we get ready and head out and spend a beautiful day on the beach just her and I enjoying it, and having a splendid time...We return back home where I choose to sleep and she heads to her last day of night school, and call it a day.

Then Friday comes and on our way to school we decide, hey I'm leaving for the weekend let's spend the day together as if we didn't the day before lol soooooo we skip school and spend another awesome day relaxing at the beach, straight chillingggggggggggg....after that we went walking around South Beach (sooooo expensive) my girlfriend can't help but stumble into her favorite sotre on earth Steve Madden, haha so we head in there and I pretty much force her to try on some shoes she loved, and as much as she felt guilty for me buying them I did, and happy she was :)....after we head home and hang out till she takes me to the airport and from there I head out to NC and arrive quite late, but fine I guess....

Saturday wake up, prayer, shower, my usual routine, then we leave extra early as the game was an hour and a half away!! Ugh hate long van drives crammed with people lol, so we finally get to the field and damnnnnnnnnn sick ass stadium we played in, wow! The game is against a fairly mehh opponent their eaily accesible, but we didn't perform to our best in the first half, and the score at the half was 1-1 with a goal from Shane. Second half we came out dominating and just left the team with no room to play and sufforcated them, we went on to score two more goals and a 3-1 victory. With the added goals coming from Barralaga, and Steven Seballos.

Sunday we play the real tough game against CASL Chelsea with a grosssssssssssssssss record of 18-2-1 and only 4 GA all year!! Wow! Well they start off with the first goal in the match and dominating the game, though they were on rest, as for us we had just played a game the day before and were missing starters, and bench players...Anyways second half comes and I'm pretty injured as being hit in the last game and then someone rekicking me (lol dont think thats a word but w.e) in my injury spot and hurting me I was forced to play though as there was no sub for my position.....We end up dominating the end game somehow, and scoring a goal to tie, and missing several oppertunities for the win....but all good a tie works I guess.....Fly back home later that day and spend some good quality time with my girlfriend then coming back home to just knock out....

Now it's Monday and thankfully my head coach Calix has given me the whole week off unless i feel better to heal from my injury, which is very much needed....I also met with (remains nameless) to talk about another offer to take me Pro to Brazil and I must say the offer is just as if not more intriuging then the one of which Tigres is offering, the Brazil offer will come in on Thursday as we meet again here in my home. Hopefully good things to come, time will tell. All in all, I'm thankful for every offer I get as I just know God is putting everything in position for me to suceed and in return give him all the glory...God I love God :) haha....well time to wrap this up I'm going to shower pray play some poker and sleeeeeeeeeeeep :)

God Bless

Game against Schultz Academy, and poker?!

2009-04-19T15:02:00.002-04:00

Yesterday we had a game against Schultz Academy our hometown rivals, it was a pretty far to drive to around Lauderhill..Anyways our younger academy the U17s were playing before us and had a nice dominating 3-1 victory... So then it was our turn to play and our opponent would be without their star player Hasani Sinclair as he was attending a US national team camp thankfully for us. The game had a fast pace and hihg intensity but they could never really keep up with us we touched moved and dominated the game then former Schultz player Steven Seballos scored a nice left foot strike from out 22yds out to put us ahead 1-0. Next goal came from Alvaro Bastidas aka Junior as he set up a cross but the opposing player headed BUT the wrong way and it was an own goal! Shortly after we had a free kick and Junior put in a beatuiful ball, which I put a head on and scored! Glory to the Lord obvvvv :)...So 3-0 at the half. The second half our bench came in Schultz got a goal but nothing more a fairly easy win for us.

So back to training on Tuesday as we prepare to head out to North Carolina for two really big games against great teams, lots of scouts supposedly are going to be there. Anyways after the game we headed to Lockhart Stadium as it was mandatory us be there, to support Miami Fc the actual USL team. I stayed to the first half and to my surprise the game was packedddd a nice filled section and it was an entertaining game with Miami Fc being up 2-1 at the half, and former Miami Fusion MLS star Serna (Colombian) had a great goal to give Miami Fc the lead 2-1. His celebration topped it all off as he got the ball outta the net and punted it out of the stadium hahahaha, that was awesome to watch.

Now poker uhm...well i had been downswinging lately down about $150 of deposits on tilt. Then last night I deposited $150 and currently am at $400 so im up and doing decent, I slept over my girls house last night and grinded till late, I'll probably grind today some more, well that's pretty much whats happening as of late.

Oh my boy Raffele Centofanti debuted in his first start with the U17 Venezuela National team yesterday against Argentina he played pretty good, defending well, and jsut an overall good game. But the ref made an absurddddddddddd decision when at the same time he whisled the ball to stop Raffele attempted to clear the ball out and hit a player, the ref then gave him a red card with 25 minutes left in the second half...it was such a bad call, hopefully he gets minimum suspension is back and playing again soon, the game ended in a 2-0 loss but hopefully Raffele wasn't look upon badly by scouts.

Well that's all for now take care and

God Bless

Decision Pro or College??

2009-04-16T11:22:00.003-04:00

Well to start out I'm at home right now I've now missed today, and yesterday's school day, for no reason just plain laziness, well actually I've been truly exhuasted I mean Dallas was tiring enough, but since returning home I've haven't been getting nearly enough sleep, and been playing a lot of basketball during the day then going straight to practice, it's just plain exhausting.

Anyways I've fixed my bank account as it had some fraud on it, and now I have it back. With it back I deposit $200 on tilt so far and have lost, either to two outers, or to just cooler like trips HU to better trips but that's poker. The gay part is I haven't been playing any Multi Table Tournaments (MTT) with that money, and that's where I'm usually stronger. So gay but whatever, my next deposit I will so all good.

Ok so now, I've talked with my mentor, my parents, brother family, girlfriend, everyone lol. And everyone has asked me what I wanna do will be fine, and they'll support it...................and well after much though, I've chosen to go pro and give it a shot with Tigres from Mexico. After I graduate high school, the first week of summer, I'm going to Mexico, and see where I would live, train, and of course see the contract and how well it pays. So hopefully if it's Gods will, it will be the right contract and I can sign it become pro as a U20 for a year, then after that hopefully become pro in the Mexican league for my whole family to watch back at home. Oh how great and wonderful that would be but time will decide that for me. So yep! IM GOING PRO :) Thankin God everyday for the oppertunity.

This weekend we play Shultz Academy from Boca a really talented team and our rival, so hopefully we win, as right now were in 3rd, but only the top three make it to the regional tournament, so hopefully we can come out victorious. Well that wraps up this blog, one request on my part please pray for me, to not make it but just be succesfull and be able to Glorify Gods name with the soccer talent that I was blessed with...Takes like 30 seconds to say right? Thanks guys & gals. Have a blessed day.

God Bless

Dallas Cup Semi Final Update

2009-04-11T13:55:00.002-04:00

Well today's game was rather early for whatever reason, anyways I woke up at 6:40 to pray, shower get into my game mode as always, everything went well. From there we headed out to breakfast at Mcds again, I repeated the same breakfast with my cinnamelt, along side an OJ. We arrived at the field rather early for players to get taped, and other treatment for other injuries. Once again I went to the trainer and ended up patching up my two red cherries on each side of my leg, from there progressed on to the field for a warm up and the beggining of the game, believe it or not we met up with no other than.......Solar!

So the game began pretty intensely as we had a new line up in as players legs were giving out after 4 games in 5 days and this being our 5th in 6 days. This tournament is really hard on yuor body physically. Anyways we were able to hold off Solar till I think maybe the 18-22nd minute where there star forward #22 a great player received the ball in open space on a bad cover up from our left back who was suppose to sweep off, and he was left one on one with the keeper and scored....we were down 1-0 early on. No pronblem though with about 8 minutes left in the first half a rebounded cross fell to the feet of Waldy Jimenez and he struck it to the back of the net, and we quickly regained our composure! The half ended 1-1.

The second half we had I think a bit more oppertunites then the other team but players just failed to support a man on a cross or be there to finish, Solar had there fair share of chances but weren't able to put any of them away. We headed into extra time 1-1, where the rules are two halves of 10 minutes must be played out no matter the score. At this point in the game both teams were physically drained. I couldn't no more but coach refused to take me out.

In extra time what was expected was neither team would have the legs to put in a goal, unless a clear mistake from the defense, and well it happened. Unfortunately to us. The ball was hit down the line and I opened up to receive a pass from Andrew Quintana he gave the pass inside though as the pressure he had covered the pass to me, so receiving the ball was Christian Ramos he got it saw me open, but I guess he figured the player would cut off the passing lane in time, and the foward kicked out his posession right on the tip of the 18 yard box, he then gave it inside to #22 who had his second goal in the match and the dagger to us. As we jsut weren't gonna be able to score... We were unsucessful on the chances given, and the game ended 2-1 Solar beating us out.

I must say it truly was a really exciting tournament and it looked to be ours but in big games like this yuo can't afford to make the mistakes that we did. Proudly though we were the only team from outside of Texas to make into the semi final, that was an accomplishment, and I know a few players have got some offers waiting for them after this tournament to go to some nice universitites, I wish you all the best of luck in your futures, as for me I'm very leaning towards heading pro with the Mexican U20s club Tigres. We'll see though what God has in store for me, and if this is my next big step in life, time will tell that most definitly. For now I just ask God to keep helping me day in and day out in my everyday decision making, and just hopefully I can glorify His name as much as possible through soccer. I'm truly exhausted I can barely walk. Cause when your playing 80-90 minutes at high level of soccer and you play 5 games in 6 days it's just completely draining, not to add the injuries I've sustained and played through, but oh well it's expected.

Now I'm going to go have lunch shower pray a bit and probably relax and sleep or something, then tomorrow I think around 6ish is my flight so I'll probably be arriving home at 10ish or so then off too school FML? Indeeeeeeeeeeed. Kidding I have nothing to complain about God has blessed my life in so many ways it's ridiculous, but hey I'm thankful and am jsut awaiting for the next shower of blessings to rain on me. My family is going home today there actually at the airport right now, hopefully they have a safe flight home, and will be there to pick me up tomorrow form the airport. Well I'll keep updating as my life changes thank you for reading take care amnd alwaysssss

God Bless

P.S. There must be a million errors in here I'm sorry I sometimes proofread, but im jsut drained. Enjoy!!

Dallas Cup Quarterfinal Update

2009-04-10T15:28:00.002-04:00

Well the day started with breakfast at 8:30am at mcds where I ate a cinnabon, with OJ. After the breakfast we had 30 minutes in the room to shower etc, followed by our team meeting. After the meeting we went on to the field as our game was at 11:00am. Well I've been playing with progressive injuries every game, but oh well I don't feel the pain as God plays through me therefore he relinquishes the pain away.

So then came kickoff, against North Texas Strikers. They were your typical American team strong, one fast black guy, and everyone tall
and solid. So we came out against the strong winds in the first half and played okay they never really had oppertunties neither did we just a lot of touching and physical play. Until with about 8 minutes left i read an attackers move took it away and ran with it on a counter attack, me and Nick combined 3 passes together until he laid it off to Osman who did it once again and scored! First half ended 1-0 in a nit tight game. Second half with the wind wasn't like all the other games in the tournament where we took over and dominated, it was actually exciting with both teams creating chances on net, but we held off and celebrated the victory with a few claps and hugs.

We went to the hotel rested showered ice bath etc and now were eating pasta and waiting for the result of the Solar and some team from Milwaukee quarter final as the winner plays us. Yep, we may play Solar again! Haha....well see what will happen either way God has my back along with the teams back and shall carry us to the championship, and I truly don't have any doubt in my mind that come Sunday well be holding the trophy proudly!!

I just wanna take the ending of this blog post to thank God for everything for it is
Him the reason that I'm playing so well and am receiving the offers that I am, I truly don't know yet what I'm going to end up doing but hey like all of you should leave your decisions in Gods hands, as His will, will not take you where Gods grace won't protect you. Amen? Take care everyone anddddddd.....

God Bless

Dallas Cup Group Stage Update

2009-04-08T20:35:00.002-04:00

Well we've been in Dallas now since Saturday, relaxed ate crap had an overall good time, and the hotel were staying at is amazingggggg, like top of the line son. Whatever now to the point the group stage, we had our first game on Monday we played against a team from England, oh by the way the fields we play on are UNBELIVABLE like it's just insane the grass looks so fake it looks like turf. So anyway the games conditions were about 65degrees with a crazy 25 mph wind. The first half was pretty tough as the team touched and played really well, but we hung with them and missed some oppertunitys on net. First half 0-0. Second half was a different story as we completely dominated the game, and had the Englishmen running mad. The result....2-0 with a great goal from Osman, and Sanatmaria.

Ok just so you know after every game we did the same thing ate pasta, go to the hotel, ice bath, shower, rest, dinner, sleep.

Second match we play FC Barcelona from California no relation to the Barcelona of Europe, and their skills showed they had no relation to them haha....This game was at 0-0 at the end of the first half with no lie or exageration here we had missed about 7 open oppertunitys. Second half same story as the first game we picked it up and scored two goals by Nick U17 new kid, and Osman again, but along with those goals came another 7 or so missed oppertunitys again. Final score 2-0.

Last game a must win to advance or a tie, and then wait for the result of another game. We played a very tough and well known nationally ranked team Solar Fc from Texas. This team played really well, but they were playing for the tie obviously as that would get them into the quaterfinals....This game was truly more of a chess match and pick your spots. We couldn't really get anything going although we did maintain possesion we weren't able to come across a goal and the match ended 0-0... As of right now the result were waiting for is in our favor we need the game simply to not end in a tie and were in, with under 5 minutes left the game is 2-1 so right now it's in Gods hands. I'm actually awaiting the text from our team manager right now to see how the game ended. I'll post it at the end or whenever I get the news.

Anyways to some really extraordinary news i got today, God is truly blessing my life in so many ways. After the match i had the coach of Tigres the professional Mexican club come up to me and say, well actually ima cut it short cuz he talked alot lol. Ok he basically said listen, I saw you play the first two games of the group stage and told the director of Tigres to come watch you today, and he told me that he wants you on the team. He wants me to play on his U20 professional team right now, and play with them and live over there etc, he told me that they have two spots allowed for international players and he said i'm guaranteed a spot that I don't even need to tryout that all I need to is accept the offer, and he said that most likely with my talent after one year of playing in the U20s I can become a pro and jump up to the professional team that I'm sure by the flipping of the channels you've seen play on television. Now the dilemma here is if I accept this offer, I'm not allowed to play college soccer, as it's a rule that they have that if you've ever gotten paid to play soccer, you ineligible for college soccer, and in the U20s I'd be getting paid. So what if I accept and God forbid I get injured, we all know that there is no way in hell, I'm going to get a free tuition anywhere through my grades, my path to a free tuition is through soccer, and not being eligible to play no coach would want me. So i'm just going to finish up the tournament get back home talk it out with my parents, and make a decision, honestly right now I'm really thinking of accepting the offer, why? Well right now i can't get accepted anywhere in the country at division one soccer regardless of my talent because of my grades. So my non plan pro would be play at a junior college for a year, then transfer to one of the big schools that want me and play three years there graduate with my degree and hope I get drafted to the MLS. Or I can choose to go pro now, turn my back on school and try to make it in the Mexican league which pays better than the MLS by the way. So right now I have a lot of thinking to do and praying, and hopefully will be playing a quaterfinal on ......... WERE IN!!!! WOOHOOOO YES BABY GLORY BE TO GOD!!! WERE IN!!! Thank the Lord. End of post need to ice bath shower and prepare!!!! Thank you Lordddddddd!!

God Bless

In Dallas..

2009-04-05T14:57:00.002-04:00

Well on Saturday morning I left from MIA International at 9:25am our flight was probably like 2 hours and 45 minutes.... the flight overall was annoying despite it being a short flight, we were in the last row next to annoying kids, and it had some turbulence early, which made me feel not so comfortable... to say the least.

Anyways when we finally arrived, we ate and headed to the registration for the tournament, this was suppose to be maybe half an hour tops, we ended up staying there for about an hour and a couple minutes due to one of our players not having all his information..whatever. From there we proceed to our hotel and of courseeeeeee the hotel computers all of the sudden go down, and we can't get our room keys. So we wait, I fall asleep for like an hour then wake up and finally head to the room. The hotel is very nice, and the room as well it just had a pretty awful smell of smoke, but oh well our terrible soccer smell should drench it out soon enough lol....

After chilling in the room for a bit, after that we headed to Wal-Mart bought our groceries for the week and then headed back to the room ate pizza wathed the final four and just ate crap the rest of the night...

Today since we don't play we woke up at our own time felt nice waking up at 11:30, having breakfast in bed, then watching Transformers too bad im in love with that movie haha can't wait for part 2 too come out! Anyways this trip up to now has been fun and it should continue to be, it feels nice to get away from home as much as i miss my girlfriend and family and being with friends, it feels good to get away from the sadness of Jose Gonzalez, but incase they have the funeral before I get back home my spirit will be there everyone.

So right now were in the room waiting for it to be 3pm central time. For we can head out too Pizza Hut Stadium, which is home for FC Dallas the MLS team. Were going to go watch River Plate U19 v Andromeda (US) ...... Then after that we'll be the opening ceremony introducing all the teams and welcoming them to the tournament, it truly is a one of kind expierence and im glad im able to be a part of it. After that were gonna watch another great match up in the U19 Supergroup between Manchester City v AC Milan, should be a hell of game as we see the next big stars of the world in soccer....

After that we should have dinner, come back to the room, and have a good nights rest. As tomorrow we play against a team straight from England should be a great game hopefully we can start it out with a win. Wish us luck!!

Oh btw my parents are in NYC lucky ass them enjoying it I've been there but my brothers never have i miss them hope their enjoying it and take pictures!! Love you ma, pa, mono, and diego. DISFRUTENNNNN! iighhh im out peaceeee.

God bless